This night, I slept until three o'clock in the afternoon, and when I woke up, I remembered that I had to eat Zhang Lei's birthday banquet in the evening, so I ate something indiscriminately, and tried to hold on to the wall to get in and out of the wall.

I was at the hotel on the Xinzhou side, and it was only a few steps away from the Yitian side, so I went very late.

When I arrived, I found that a local tyrant is a local tyrant, and a birthday banquet is like a whole wedding banquet.

As soon as I stepped in, Chen Feiyan's sharp eyes, she saw me at once, and I don't know if she is happy now and her character has improved, or she is still snobbish Seeing that my current outfit is still in her eyes, her attitude is very good, and she directly arranged for me to be seated.

I don't know if it's a coincidence or artificial, not long after I sat down, Lin Zhicheng sat next to me.

Of course I remember the war yesterday when we didn't know how to describe it, and he looked very upset with me, and the moment he saw me, his face was very dark, as if I had lowered his grade, and when I accidentally glanced at him, he always snorted coldly, like a monkey who can't get a banana.

I didn't bother to pay attention to him in the end, and found that Li Xianyong was at another table, I ran over and chatted with him warmly for a while, and finally my table was full of people, so I came back to eat and drink, and after a big meal, the mess on one side of the table, the people at our table were left with me and Lin Zhicheng, and the two beauties opposite, I thought it was time to withdraw, Zhang Lei came out with his baby.

It's a cute boy, with skinny eyes, and it's cute at first glance, I can't help it, so I asked Zhang Lei to come and hug me.

Not long after I hugged it, Lin Zhicheng, who was sitting next to me, suddenly said that he wanted to hold the child, I didn't let go, he kept teasing around me, and the anger in my heart came up like this, I felt that he was so hypocritical, I was too lazy to get so close to him, and finally gave the child to him.

At this time, Chen Feiyan came over, she was followed by two of our common college classmates, she said to have a drink together, I said I came by car, it's not easy to get it later.

She probably had water in her brain, and insisted on drinking with me, so she asked me where I lived, and as soon as I said that I lived in Xinzhou, I was completely despised, and she said that it was only two steps, and finally gave me a full cup.

I couldn't resist her, so I drank some at the end.

I don't know if it's because I caught a glimpse of Lin Zhicheng and kept holding Zhang Lei's child and teasing me in the heart, or if this wine was so energetic, I quickly got up, and my eyes were confused.

Just then, my phone rang.

Without looking closely, I just picked it up.

I was a little dazed and couldn't even control the sound of my voice, so I listened to the other end with the microphone like this, and finally said in surprise: "Kaiyu, your brain is in water, didn't you say that you would stay in Zhanjiang temporarily." I've said it all, I can do it myself, I have a lot of friends in Shenzhen. No, no, no, of course, there are female friends, in short, the number of boyfriends and girlfriends is balanced, hahaha. ”

As soon as I finished speaking, Lin Zhicheng, who was sitting on the side, suddenly returned the child to Zhang Lei, and he walked not far away, not knowing what he was doing.

I turned around again, and Chen Feiyan smiled and said, "Your voice is too loud." ”

I gestured apologetically, managed to get myself to my feet, and walked out the door.

Just next to the flower bed of the hotel, I chatted with Wu Kaiyu for a while, and he finally insisted that he came to me, and said that his car drove out of the main road, and it would be there in a few minutes.

Hanging up, I stood there blank, not knowing what to do next.

I was distracted, and suddenly a hand was stretched out from behind, and it grabbed my wrist holding the mobile phone, I was startled, and turned back hurriedly, Lin Zhicheng's face came into view, and he said, "You drank too much, I'll send you home." ”

I feel sick at the thought of him being so ruthless to his own children and having so much fun holding someone else's child.

The hatred was suddenly ten times thicker than before, a hundred times thicker, or maybe by the strength of the wine, I shook off his hand and said, "Nervous, don't touch me, I feel disgusting." ”

I threw him away like this, but he didn't have any expression on his face, and he didn't feel angry at what I scolded him just now, but he stepped forward and said, "Who did you call just now?" Is it necessary for you to have such a good time talking to other men on the phone? ”

My head sank a little, and I thought that he was not qualified to question me about these private matters, so I leaned on the edge of the flower bed and said fiercely: "This is my private matter, I don't need to report it to you." ”

Lin Zhicheng was silent.

It's good to be dizzy when you're drunk, at least you don't have to worry about it so much, at least you can be casual, I glanced at it, and added: "It's okay to smoke all day." ”

After speaking, I was about to go out, he suddenly took me into his arms, although I was drunk but knew that I was struggling to the death, but he imprisoned me like this, he said: "I admit defeat, we don't fight, the past is written off, Zhou Mo, let's start again." ”

I stopped suddenly.

A write-off.

How can this be so ridiculous!

With a sneer, I pressed my hands on the arms on both sides of him, and said coldly while pushing it down: "Lin Zhicheng, don't you think you're ridiculous?" What am I in your heart? ”

After I was released, I still sneered at him and said clearly, "You don't deserve me." ”

Slightly stunned, Lin Zhicheng's face was a little gloomy, he opened his mouth and was about to speak, when suddenly someone rushed over and grabbed my hand and said, "Zhou Mo, let's go." ”

I looked sluggishly and realized that it was Wu Kaiyu.

I do want to get out of here, after all, even if I'm drunk, I know it's not so nice to make a fuss in front of the hotel.

A little staggered and followed Wu Kaiyu and was about to leave, but Lin Zhicheng grabbed my other arm.

He stared at me with that very complicated look and said, "What the fuck am I in your heart?" Do you think you are a special heartthrob, the excellent and reliable good men around you have left and come one after another, and it hasn't been my turn yet, has it? You'd rather have a missing arm or leg than someone like me, don't you! ”

I opened my mouth to scold him for being insane, but Wu Kaiyu had already let go of my hand, and a fist went towards Lin Zhicheng's face.

Caught off guard, after Lin Zhicheng was punched, he stepped back a little, and then in my wandering sight, the two men scuffled together and rolled around on the fairly clean tile floor outside the hotel door.

Finally, I staggered over, I pulled Wu Kaiyu, who was in the upper hand, and I said, "Let's go." ”

Wu Kaiyu shook off my hand, he twisted his head and said, "Don't pull me, I'm going to help you teach you a lesson about this scumbag tonight." ”

Lin Zhicheng's body size is about the same as Wu Kaiyu's, and while Wu Kaiyu was talking, Lin Zhicheng suddenly pushed him hard, and soon Wu Kaiyu was pressed underneath.

He glared at Wu Kaiyu fiercely like this and said, "The matter between me and Zhou Mo doesn't need you to be an idler. ”

After speaking, he punched Wu Kaiyu hard.

I finally saw the numbness and indifference, and I said, "You guys fight slowly, I'll go first." ”

Carrying my bag, I staggered away, and when I walked about ten meters, I heard Wu Kaiyu's angry voice: "Are you a fucking man?" Zhou Mo has been lying in the hospital for more than ten days, have you ever shown up the fuck! She was selling spicy tang on the street and was beaten up by the thugs and dragged to the police station, where the fuck are you at this time! How much the fuck do you know how much she has suffered in the past few years! She didn't come when she was most embarrassed, but now I'm an idler, so what the fuck are you, you're not a fucking person, fuck, what the fuck do you have to deserve her to fall in love with you! ”

The word "hospital" is still taboo for me until now, it is like a sharp and ruthless utility knife, and the sadness locked in my heart is like being picked open at once, my pace suddenly slowed down, and I subconsciously pressed my stomach.

In this part of my body, there was indeed a life, but he was sad because he had a stupid and brainless mother, who had put him in her belly when she had no power to protect him from growing up, so he didn't even have a chance to cry in this world.

He was punched and kicked in that filthy and dark alley, and finally turned into blood and spread all over me.

His memories of him, from the mottled blood at the beginning, became my dreams, and his appearance in the dreams changed and changed. What didn't change was that he hated me, he didn't want to be touched by me, he always ran, I always chased, and then he ran with me into that dark and dirty alley again, where I could always see a miserable woman who was incapable of fighting back being torn apart, her clothes shattered, her body covered in blood, and then the nightmare woke up like that.

My tears finally fell so unscrupulously, it was so heavy that I couldn't catch it.

But it was so light, it didn't help at all the catastrophe that burned my soul.

Yes, no help at all.

The once stupid and dull youthful and invincible naïve and naïve, although a little bun but with indomitable courage in his bones, Zhou Mo was killed in that disaster.

Now this person standing on the soil of Shenzhen, at most a soulless walking corpse, I stand so leisurely, I am sleek, I have a black belly, I have successfully taken off the coat of the bun and become a good quality hammer, I am ironclad, I am impregnable, I am unbreakable, I have been reborn into the kind of person I envied before, but why do I still feel so sad.

I'm pathetic and pathetic indeed.

I was covered with thorns, I thought it was a panacea to protect me, I thought that the tears I used to entertain everyone in front of everyone had long since fallen, I thought I could be calm and peaceful and in control, but at this moment I was out of control.

When I think of his cruelty to his own children, and the teasing of other people's children, I feel a pain in my heart.

I turned back impulsively, I pulled Wu Kaiyu away like this, I pressed Lin Zhicheng under me like this, and my palm shook it down like this.

I still couldn't figure out the direction, I was going to fall on his face, but I accidentally hammered him in the chest.

I glared at him so fiercely, my tears fell everywhere, I was so desperate and angry, I poked his heart with my fingers, I was suffocated in my body and wanted to scold him too much, but now I couldn't say a word, so I picked up my hand and slapped him in the face.

I don't know if he was stunned by me, but he just looked at me with wide eyes, didn't say a word, and didn't struggle anymore.

And I, I think I'm crazy.

The pain caused by the palm hitting his face made me even more crazy, and I shook my head and yelled at Zhang Lei, who had just come out to persuade him, and Wu Kaiyu, who was already standing beside me trying to pull me away: "If any of you dare to pull me away, I will even beat you." ”

In the end, I don't know what Wu Kaiyu said, Zhang Lei looked at it coldly.

I kept slapping it like this, until the face of the person in front of me was flushed, and I gritted my teeth and scolded: "Scum! ”