When Tang Haiyan came over, I was already dressed and ready to go.

She stood at the door, a little embarrassed and said, "Miss Zhou, you give me another chance, I promise never to smash it again." ”

I glanced at her and said lightly, "Come in, I'll give you five minutes." ”

After Sun Qianqian provoked me in such a bubble tea shop near the hospital, I clearly knew that Tang Haiyan had completely recruited me to find her.

She will slowly reveal her flaws, this is within my plan, and what I need her to do is indeed just to confuse Sun Qianqian.

But what I didn't expect was that she would tell Sun Qianqian what I had said in order to pretend to be trying to win her over, which made me very unhappy, so I sent her a wonderful photo on her phone, and she was in a hurry.

And now, she sat on the sofa a little stiffly, as if she had been thinking about the lines for a long time before she came, and the more she said it, the more tears rippled in her eyes: "Miss Zhou, I really don't have a heart." But Sun Qianqian forced me, she said that if I didn't confess, she would get me to graduate from school. If I don't graduate, my family will be at my mother. Miss Zhou, is it okay if I don't do it? I'll give you back the money, I'll give you all the money, please give me those pictures of me. We're all women, don't embarrass me anymore, okay? I was really on the verge of a breakdown. ”

I watched indifferently, but I couldn't stand her rushing tears, so I poured a glass of water and put it in front of her and said, "Drink some water." ”

Tang Haiyan went over and hugged her, her body trembled a little, which showed how hard she cried just now.

I didn't speak immediately, but after she calmed down a bit, I said lightly: "Tang Haiyan, I'll tell you the truth, I didn't plan to do anything to you from beginning to end. Even if you didn't promise to help you at the beginning, I wouldn't give you the photos, that's the truth. I'm a woman, too, and I can't do anything like that. I know you're stressful to stay there right now, but it won't be too long, just two more months. I don't need you to report to me in every detail, I just need information about some major events. For the mental burden caused to you by this, I will wait until the matter is over, and I will give you an extra 100,000 yuan. ”

Tang Haiyan is actually completely unusable.

And the day I want to get my hands on it is not two months away.

I just want to play with Sun Qianqian, so that she can live in my Zhou Mo's stupid illusion during this time, and just drop her proudly and happily, so that she will be more alive than dead.

After Tang Haiyan was moved, when I drove her out of the road, I found an ATM and took 5,000 yuan for her and said, "Let's go have a good meal." ”

After she took the money and left, I bought a large fruit basket nearby, thought about it, bought some yogurt for Li Xianyong's parents, and then went straight to the hospital.

When I arrived, I found that Chen Meijuan was feeding Li Xianyong porridge.

I walked over, put down the fruit basket and yogurt, and asked, "Do you need help?" ”

Chen Meijuan handed me the bowl at once and said, "It's okay, help me feed Brother Yong, I'm about to go out and call my colleague back." ”

I sighed, took the bowl and sat on the chair that Chen Meijuan had originally made, and naturally scooped porridge and water into Li Xianyong's mouth.

His facial expression was still a little stiff, his eyes were dark, and there was some embarrassment in front of me, and he moved his head back slightly, staggering my spoon.

I was a little sad and whispered, "Drink some." ”

I didn't know Li Xianyong could speak yet.

Although it was very indistinct and intermittent, I could hear it clearly.

He said, "Don't come to see me again." ”

I was stunned for a long time before I said, "We are friends." ”

With that, I put the spoon to his mouth again.

He hesitated, but still refused, still vaguely and with difficulty: "You are now Lin Zhicheng's wife, and he is Hongde's boss, the influence is not good, let go." ”

I twisted my head slightly, unspeakably uncomfortable.

I finally obediently put the bowl aside, and to hide my discomfort, I opened the fruit basket and grabbed an orange and said, "Then you can eat some oranges." ”

Li Xianyong's hand raised slightly and shook it with difficulty.

I understood that he was still refusing, so I pulled my chair a little further away, kept it farther away, and sat there like a child and said, "You'll be fine soon, and you'll be fine later." ”

Li Xianyong's face was still stiff, and he couldn't see what the expression was, probably because he wanted to sit up a little, he moved again with difficulty, and abruptly pulled on to another topic.

It was difficult, and it seemed to take him a lot of effort, and it took him about five minutes to finish the sentence in its entirety.

He said: "Zhou Mo, don't worry about Sun Qianqian threatening you with that disc, her backup was destroyed by me." She doesn't have any leverage from you. You live a good life, live a good life. I can't help you recover from the past, that's all I can do. ”

I froze there, my eyes were hot unconsciously, my throat was dry, I don't know how many seconds it took to stabilize my emotions, and I asked in a steady tone, "Why do you want to help me?" ”

He seemed to want to twist his head around, but he finally failed.

Dodging my gaze, he took a long time to answer: "No why, you go." Don't come back again. ”

I sat there, not moving, when Li Xianyong's voice became fierce.

Even if it's intermittent, I can hear the shock as he says, "Go! ”

I hesitated for a moment, but finally respected his choice, stood up with my bag, opened my mouth, and finally suppressed those hypocritical useless words into a simple sentence: "Take care of your illness." ”

I opened the door and came out, only to find that Chen Meijuan was leaning on the edge of the door, she had a cigarette in her hand, but she was afraid that this was a hospital and did not light it, she looked at me and said, "Come out?" ”

I saw that she didn't have a mobile phone in her hand, so I understood that she was freeing up the space for me to chat with Li Xianyong.

I don't know why, but I suddenly wanted to go for a drink with her.

We didn't go far, we grabbed four cans of beer at the nearby commissary, asked for two packets of peanuts, found a nearby green belt and slipped into the grass, and sat down like this, the two of us quickly picked up a can each, opened the lid and touched it, and then took a big sip at the same time.

I may have not drunk it for too long, and as soon as I drank it, I choked violently, Chen Meijuan looked at it calmly, just like she taught me to drink that year, I was choked half to death, she looked at it calmly, and then we became friends who could be regarded as friends.

And now, it's still the same scene, the relationship between the two has changed, and it's more like acquaintances who are not strangers.

I casually wiped the wine from the corner of my mouth and asked lightly: "How have you been doing in the past few years?" “

Chen Meijuan picked up a few dead branches and threw them to play, and for a while she said to herself: "My sister is still dead." When he died, he was only 21 years old, the most beautiful age, but he had yellow muscles and skinny bones, he hadn't eaten much delicious food, he hadn't worn good-looking food, he hadn't been in love, he didn't know what it was like, and he hadn't been liked by boys. Her life was almost full of regrets. But fortunately, at that time, Brother Yong didn't know what nerves to invite me to eat and drink, I drank too much and couldn't help but talk about these, he followed me back to my hometown, before my sister was going to die, rented a car and took me and my sister and my parents to play hard in the county for a few days, and he also spent 600 yuan to find a male classmate of my sister's middle school to send her flowers, so that she had a lot of regrets when she closed her eyes. After my sister left, my mother divorced my dad as she wished, and married to the place where she had long wanted to marry, it seems to be called Zuo Dunzi Village, I have never been there, and she has not come back. My dad also found the widow in the same village, and I heard that he has always been in love. Except for the fact that I am still an automatic cash machine, in fact, the rest is redundant. Later, Brother Yong took me back to Shenzhen, he said that I should stop staying in the nightclub, he took me to Shitong, took me to run business, and took me to a new world. Now I don't know if I'm good or not. Zhou Mo, why don't you tell me, am I doing well, or am I having a bad time? “

The beer I held in my hand was still bubbling, which was nothing strange, but I didn't dare to raise my head to look at Chen Meijuan, so I could only stare at it fiercely.

After watching it for about a minute, I threw it directly on the grass, moved over and hugged Chen Meijuan fiercely and scolded: "Stupid! ”

Then I heard Chen Meijuan's heart-rending cry.

In the intermittent crying, her voice also became intermittent, and all her tears fell on my shoulder, she said: "Zhou Mo, do you say that I am unlucky, whoever gets close to me will be unlucky." I'd rather be the person lying in the hospital bed now than him. But why, there is nothing in this world that can make me wish. I don't want my sister to die, she's dead. I don't want my parents to get divorced at that age and they get divorced. I don't want Brother Yong to get sick, he fell. Even if only one thing is good, I can still have a little courage. But why, I don't get anything good! Is it that everyone around me must be so unlucky! ”

I patted her on the back and found that all the words of comfort were so insignificant.

Or this is a phenomenon peculiar to this world, where everyone has more or less scars in their hearts.

Some people hide their scars without revealing them, and some people hide their scars without revealing them.

Either way, what we can't see is not necessarily what doesn't exist.

My heart was suddenly overwhelmed by a wave of guilt.

I actually owe Chen Meijuan a lot.

She used to think that Lin Zhicheng was her knight, and then I picked her knight into the crook of my arm.