Lin Zheng may have been stunned and scolded by me, covering his face for a long time and not speaking.

And the others, including the old lady, were silenced.

At this moment, the door to the bedroom was suddenly pushed open.

Lin Zhicheng staggered and stood by the door, he looked at this side, and said with a confused expression: "What's the matter, what are you discussing so intensely?" ”

I looked at the others and didn't answer, so I had to force a smile to meet them and say, "It's okay, it's just that grandma and they miss you, come and see you." Why don't you sit with them for a while, and I'll go grocery shopping and come back and cook." ”

After I finished speaking, I pulled Lin Zhicheng over and let him sit next to the old lady.

Lin Zhicheng didn't seem to have completely woken up from his sleep, he looked at Lin Zheng, and then at Liu Xiaomei, his expression was blank.

I can't take it anymore.

I'm afraid I'm about to hold back my tears.

I hurriedly ran into the bedroom to get my wallet, and then said to Zhang Lei, "You come and help me carry the dishes." ”

Sitting on the elevator I cried.

I faced the bridge door, tears poured down all the way, and I said for a long time: "Zhang Lei, do you say that I am not a broom star, is it that everyone around me must be so unlucky." ”

Zhang Lei was silent for a while, he reached out and patted me on the shoulder, and he said for a while before he said, "What kind of crime are you admitting blindly." Let me give you a suggestion, just leave the matter of Yang Qiao to me and the old lady, and if you have the heart, take Lin Zhicheng to other places for a while, so that he can relax. He lived too depressed and never had an easy time. ”

When we returned home with the vegetables we bought randomly, Lin Zheng and Liu Xiaomei had already left, and Mrs. Lin and Lin Zhicheng were sitting on the sofa, Lin Zhicheng ran over as soon as he heard the sound of opening the door, his steps were actually very unsteady, but he insisted on helping me carry things, like a stubborn child.

I went with him.

In a depressed mood, some of the dishes I made were salty and some were light, and everyone at the table finished the meal with their own hearts.

Lin Zhicheng didn't seem to be unusual, he seemed to have forgotten the nightmare in the middle of the night last night, and after he put down the dishes and chopsticks, he said very consciously: "I'll wash the dishes." ”

Uncle Liu wanted to help, but I gestured to him to leave it alone, and let Lin Zhicheng go.

Mrs. Lin sat down for a while, and then she sat up and said, "Zhou Mo, grandma is back, you can send me a little." ”

After she finished speaking, she motioned to Uncle Liu to bring her crutches, she picked up and said to Lin Zhicheng, who was washing the dishes with his back to us: "Linzi, grandma is back, you are free another day, take Zhou Mo home for dinner." ”

Lin Zhicheng snorted.

Helping the old lady to the parking lot, she got into the car and motioned for me to go up.

Her hand was clasped tightly around mine, and she looked like she wanted to say something.

I pretended to be relaxed and said, "Don't worry, I'm going back to Zhanjiang to drink happy wine in two days, and I'll take Lin Zhicheng with me when the time comes, and take him to relax by the way." ”

Mrs. Lin didn't speak again, she just held my hand tightly and slapped it a few times.

When I returned home, Lin Zhicheng turned on the computer and didn't know what he was doing, while Zhang Lei was sitting on the side and smoking.

When Zhang Lei saw that I was back, he said a little tiredly: "Zhou Mo, why don't I go back first?" ”

I made a gesture to him.

Sending Zhang Lei to the door, he told me the password of my home, and then said that he went to the car to get a spare mobile phone and quickly put the card in, so that I could call him if I had something.

Zhang Lei also left.

The hall, which was still very noisy just now, instantly fell silent, and I could even hear the sound of Lin Zhicheng tapping on the keyboard.

I walked over and sat down next to him, rested my head on his uninjured arm, and I said, "Lin Zhicheng, are you free tomorrow?" Is it okay to accompany me back to Zhanjiang to drink happy wine? ”

Lin Zhicheng stopped typing on the keyboard all of a sudden, he turned his face, and seemed to have some surprise on his face, he said, "Do you really want me to accompany you?" ”

I nodded heavily.

But Lin Zhicheng was embarrassed.

He lowered his head and swept himself a few times, and he said, "I got into a fight with someone yesterday, and now my face is still swollen, so it's not a shame for you to go." ”

I stretched out my hand and gently covered his face, I held back my sadness, and said lightly: "What's the matter, I'll put ice on you at night, and you won't be able to see it tomorrow." Come with me, I don't want to go to the wedding wine alone, it looks very lonely. ”

This is the first time I've spoken to him in a coquettish tone since I got back together.

Even three years ago, I was stretched, but it was always occasional, and Lin Zhicheng seemed to be very useful to my coquettishness.

Now is no exception.

He quickly twisted his head even more, and he reached out to cover my hand and held it, and he said, "Okay, let's go together." Do you need to give her any gifts for your colleague? ”

I was about to answer when a text message came from my phone.

I glanced at it, and it seemed to be sent by Zhang Lei.

I didn't click on it, but stood up and said, "I'll go to the balcony and make a call." ”

I walked all the way to the balcony before I clicked on it.

Sure enough, what Zhang Lei sent was not allowed to Lin Zhicheng to see.

Zhang Lei said: "Zhou Mo, when you accompanied the old lady down just now, I told Lin Zhicheng that Yang Qiao was fine, and his reaction was that he knew, his emotions were still tense, don't mention Yang Qiao for the time being." As for the child in Yang Qiao's belly, the hospital's opinion is that even if the child is kept now, it is impossible to be born healthy, and they recommend terminating the pregnancy, and the Yang family's decision is that the child cannot be kept, and Mrs. Lin will negotiate with them in two days. As for Yang Qiao, she has always wanted to use this child to respond to you, she never thought about giving birth to a child, and her physical and mental state did not allow it. So, you should not know what is going on, ignore it, and be happy. As for the company, I will do it for a few months, and I will try to do a good job. ”

I thought about it, and in the end all the hypocritical words were simplified by me into one sentence: "Okay, thank you, Zhang Lei." ”

After I finished sending it, I deleted the text message.

When I looked back, I found that Lin Zhicheng was not on the sofa.

I ran to the bedroom in a bit of a panic, only to see him with a large suitcase and loading clothes into it.

When my heart came back down, I asked, "What are you doing?" ”

Lin Zhicheng raised his head and glanced at me, and he said lightly, "Pack your clothes." ”

He replied as he shoved my clothes inside.

I walked over to him, gave him a shove, and said, "I'll do it." ”

But Lin Zhicheng held down those clothes, and he said, "No, I'm going to help you do this." Said to take care of you. I can't do big things, I can't do small things, why do you want a man like me to do. ”

I looked at Lin Zhicheng's forehead was still injured, his face was still a little swollen, and there was something strange in his tone that I couldn't say, I clearly knew that his soul had not come back, he was still in a state of chaos, and the pain was diffused from the inside to the outside of that small heart, I pounced on him and hugged him fiercely, I tried hard to numb, I said: "Lin Zhicheng, why are you talking about yourself like this." I think you're the best, I love you. ”

Lin Zhicheng was stunned for a moment, his hand stiffened for a moment, and then he responded to my hug.

After a while, he sighed slightly, with a sense of indifference that made me feel distressed, and he said, "Zhou Mo, don't be careful. I just have post-traumatic sequelae, I'm not schizophrenic. I had already woken up, and I heard all your noise in the morning. ”

I looked at Lin Zhicheng with a little surprise.

Because Zhang Lei said that those drugs are sedative.

To put it bluntly, there is a sleeping ingredient in it.

Suddenly, he pulled a small pill out of his pocket and said, "I don't eat this kind of thing." I was indeed panicked in the middle of the night, but I was even more afraid that I would die after eating this and wake up and you would be gone. ”

I groaned, not knowing how to answer.

Lin Zhicheng's hand hugged me harder, his voice sank into the lake, and he said, "I really can't do big things, and I can't do small things." The chaos in Yangqiao was obviously caused by me, but I asked my grandmother, who was almost 70 years old, to run and work hard for me, and I could only hide like an ostrich. But if I go out and face it, you become the hurt person again. I'm afraid, Zhou Mo, I'm most afraid that something I can't control will hurt you, but it will inevitably hurt you to the core. I've never been so frustrated as I am today, feeling like I'm worthless, and I'm wasting air trying to breathe. Zhou Mo, it's very tiring and tiring to be with me, right? If you want to leave, I will release you, to be honest, it is better for you to find Wu Kaiyu and Li Xianyong than to find me, I am actually not worthy, I am not worthy, it is my obsession, I have always thought that I am the most suitable person for you, but I never know that I may not be the one who can give you happiness. ”

I didn't want to mention that video again, I originally planned to pretend that I didn't know, so that Lin Zhicheng thought that he really protected me into porcelain, and I originally planned to never mention the disgraceful part of my life and bury it.

But now, I think Lin Zhicheng is stuck in a dead end of thinking, if we are like this between us, you and I will be fooled by you in a self-righteous way, thinking that this is good for each other, then it will be over between us sooner or later.

So I clenched my little fists, and I said slowly, pretending to be casual: "Lin Zhicheng, don't be stupid." In fact, I have already seen the video in Yang Qiao's hand. It's not a good shot, I saw it and forgot about it. Isn't it all fashionable now to take things in stride? I walked and walked forward, and you stood there stupidly. We are not saints, so how can we guarantee that we can control everything? ”

But Lin Zhicheng imprisoned me tighter and tighter, his voice became more and more excited, a little incoherent, he said: "Even if you forget, I will never allow an incident like the one that happened at the new Cisco order fair to happen to you, I will never allow it!" ”

Even if I haven't studied psychology, I also know clearly that Lin Zhicheng's psychological defense line has reached a critical point again, and if I continue to tell him, he may fall into a bigger cycle, I quickly diverted the topic, I said: "Okay, okay, pack your bags, you hold it too tightly, I can't breathe." ”