075 It's better to love yourself
Those good atmospheres disappeared with my words.
Lin Zhicheng wrapped his hand around me and moved slightly, and finally he turned his face away and said lightly, "I don't want to mention it." ”
I sighed and withdrew from Lin Zhicheng's body, and those lingering disappointments were like those endless street lamps in the night sky of Shenzhen, illuminating my complex heart all the way.
I knew I had done something really stupid, and whether he said it or not, I was not happy.
Before that, I thought I would be different from other girls, and I thought that my self-control was very good, I wouldn't ask some stupid things, and I would give Lin Zhicheng a particularly wide sky.
I always overestimated myself.
I'm getting greedy.
I'm competing with myself, I'm still competing with a Sun Qianqian who I've never met, and I'm so eager to get her out of Lin Zhicheng's heart and live in it by myself.
When did I become that kind of person?
Probably depressed by my silence, Lin Zhicheng came over and grabbed my hand, stared at me and asked, "What are you thinking?" ”
Afraid that I would leave a bad impression on him that he was stingy and good, I hid the undercurrent in my heart and said casually: "I'm not thinking about it, I'm sleepy." ”
stretched out his thighs to press my thighs, and Lin Zhicheng suddenly broke my face and looked directly at him.
I don't know if my head was caught by the door, but when he spoke, I was scorched on the outside and tender on the inside.
He said: "Isn't there a phrase that is particularly popular on the Internet? There is always only one way to forget a relationship: time and a new love. If time and a new love can't make you forget a relationship, there is only one reason: the time is not long enough, and the new love is not good enough. You have to be confident, you're good, really. ”
I often see this sentence, but in my opinion, a black-faced god like Lin Zhicheng is not online.
Quite speechless, I squinted at him, and complained directly: "I often hear this sentence, but I think it's funny when it comes out of your mouth." It's as funny as a frog pointing at itself and saying he's a prince. ”
Thundered into ashes by my words, Lin Zhicheng touched his nose and said a little sarcastically: "What's wrong with me, can't I have a little literary pursuit?" So Zhou Mo, you have a misunderstanding about me, and you haven't found my shining point yet. ”
the groove.
Of course I know what he's shining in.
was suddenly wrapped into this topic by him, I had long forgotten what Sun Qianqian was, and opened my mouth directly to answer him: "I know, your shining point is that you are good-looking, and your skin is very thick." ”
One turned over, Lin Zhicheng pressed me under him, stared at me and said, "I just like that you can choke people half to death with one mouth." Before I met you, I thought I was very skilled, but later I found out that you were even more powerful. Since you still have that much energy, then let's ..... again."
He didn't finish the rest of the sentence, but I understood.
When I thought that I felt good just now, I blushed again, and I didn't know how to react.
Coincidentally, Lin Zhicheng's mobile phone rang.
Originally, he didn't plan to answer, but he didn't know who was calling, but he was persistent and called again and again.
Lin Zhicheng finally had no choice but to crawl over and grab his mobile phone, and ran to the sofa to talk on the phone.
After answering the phone, Lin Zhicheng thanked him for his whole life.
Looking very sorry, he said, "Zhou Mo, I have some work to do, I have to go back to Shenzhen." Otherwise, you'll be left here alone, and I'll take care of it before I come back. ”
I'm also worried that it's not safe for him to drive at night.
Finally, I packed my things and ran after him down the road.
When the car was parked downstairs at my house, I thought back to what happened to us a few hours ago, when we didn't do anything, should we buy a pill, but I didn't know what it was called, hesitated for a while, I lowered my head and hurriedly said, "Lin Zhicheng, can you go buy me a medicine first?" ”
When Lin Zhicheng heard this, he hurriedly asked, "What's wrong?" Not feeling well? ”
I knew he was in a hurry, so I had to be shy and say, "I'm fine." I'm talking about the kind of medicine that avoids having children, we just now, we just didn't have anything, nothing like that. ”
A little depressed, Lin Zhicheng couldn't help but laugh dumbly.
He reached over and brushed my hair, and said lightly: "It's okay, we've all met our parents anyway, let's get married if we have one." ”
We've only been talking for a long time! Less than two months! Speaking of getting married, isn't it faster?
A little nervous, I became anxious and shouted directly, "It's still early." You have to buy medicine, otherwise it's not good. ”
Lin Zhicheng glanced at me, the corners of his mouth twitched slightly, and finally said lightly: "Don't buy it, it's not good for your health to eat that medicine, you can't eat it indiscriminately." ”
If you really get pregnant before marriage, that's really bad.
I just make that little money now, I don't have money to save or anything, and as soon as my imagination is rich, I'm in a hurry.
Pulling off my seat belt, I made a gesture to get out of the car, and as I moved, I said, "If you don't buy it, I'll buy it." ”
Who knows, Lin Zhicheng was angry.
He grabbed me and said fiercely: "If you don't understand what I'm talking about, don't you buy it!" It's not good for your health to eat it! Don't take the opportunity to spoil your body! ”
Being murdered by him, my momentum weakened, and in an instant, like a balloon that had been punctured, I lowered my head and said eloquently: "Then I have to have it." ”
Lin Zhicheng lifted my chin, glared at me and said, "Don't you understand what I just said, get married if you have it." It's so hard for you to marry me. I've all met my parents, and I'm not too young, and I'm married when I get married, what are I afraid of, really. ”
was scolded, I got out of the car a little awkwardly, Lin Zhicheng grabbed my hand and pulled me upstairs.
He didn't expect that there were other people at this point in the house, so as soon as he pushed the door open, he said with a sting: "Lu Xiaoman, please trouble you, help me take care of Zhou Mo, don't let her run down to buy contraceptive pills, that thing is not good for your health." ”
A man is a man, Lin Zhicheng didn't think there was anything in this at all, but as soon as he finished speaking, I looked towards the hall and suddenly felt embarrassed.
Because in the hall, not only Lu Xiaoman is watching TV, but Zhang Lei is also there!
With Lin Zhicheng's words, Lu Xiaoman looked at me with particularly ambiguous eyes, and Zhang Lei never turned around and kept staring at the TV.
And Lin Zhicheng followed my gaze and also saw Zhang Lei sitting in the hall, and he didn't know what he thought, he suddenly raised his voice and said to me: "Zhou Mo, I'm tired all day, go to bed early." Another day off for the holidays, we went out to stay in the hotel. ”
At first glance, it was deliberate, and he bit the word hotel very hard, as if he was afraid that the people in this hall would not hear it.
My whole face burned red, I reached out and pushed Lin Zhicheng, and scolded in a low voice: "You are insane, shame on you." ”
Being scolded by me like this, Lin Zhicheng didn't have anything to do, and he didn't care that Lu Xiaoman was looking at me, so he leaned down and kissed me on the cheek, and said quickly: "Well, I have to go, go to bed early." ”
After he finished speaking to me, he made another gesture to Lu Xiaoman to help me keep an eye on me, and then left.
As Lin Zhicheng's footsteps disappeared completely, I was a little embarrassed, and I didn't dare to walk over and sit side by side with them, so I had to pretend to be very sleepy and wanted to climb into bed to sleep.
Who knows, Zhang Lei said over there: "There are apples here, Zhou Mo, come over and eat some." ”
I stubbornly said that I was not hungry, but Zhang Lei insisted on calling me over.
I wonder how he's a guest, and I can't say it if I don't give some face.
Brushing my tousled hair, I walked slowly over and sat down on a single couch.
Zhang Lei took out a hundred yuan from his pocket and handed it to Lu Xiaoman and said, "Sister Man, please help buy a bottle of drink." ”
As soon as Lu Xiaoman heard this, she reached out and punched Zhang Lei's shoulder, and said with a smile: "Call me Uncle Lu next time, Sister Man is not domineering enough." ”
I don't know if it's an illusion, when my eyes fell on Lu Xiaoman's face, I saw that there was something in her eyes that I couldn't see through, but it lasted for a while, and soon disappeared without a trace.
She quickly put away the money in her hand, smiled happily at me and said, "You are beautiful, you don't have to do it." I'm ugly, I'm going to run errands. ”
I guess it's because I'm sensitive, and I think it's a forced smile. I always feel that Lu Xiaoman's girl is a little bit interesting to Zhang Lei. If so, then even if I try my best, don't be a light bulb.
It just so happened that I didn't want to stay here alone with Zhang Lei, so I automatically asked Ying and said, "I'll buy it, I have long feet, and I run fast." ”
After speaking, I was about to run away, but Zhang Lei said coldly: "You sit down, I have something to discuss with you." ”
As soon as Lu Xiaoman looked at the formation, he picked up the money and ran away.
She also closed the door.
As soon as she left, Zhang Lei turned off the TV.
The whole hall fell silent.
After being silent for a while, Zhang Lei said slowly: "We are good buddies, right?" ”
That's a must, so I nodded my head quickly.
Zhang Lei looked at me and nodded, and then he said, "Then my next words are all for your good, don't be surprised." ”
I hummed, not daring to look at him.
Putting the remote control on the coffee table, Zhang Lei put his hands together on his thighs, and said half-loudly: "I really don't like to gossip about your private affairs." It's just that I think you haven't been talking to Lin Zhicheng for long, don't be too emotional. There are some things that you can't rush, take your time. ”
I hummed again, feeling too embarrassed.
Zhang Lei also seemed cramped, his hand curled slightly, and finally said with difficulty: "I don't mean anything else." I think it's better for girls to love themselves a little more when they are in love. ”
My face was so red with a swipe that I didn't even have the courage to make a hum.
Probably smelling such an embarrassing atmosphere, Zhang Lei suddenly sat up, stretched out his hand to hold my shoulders, stared at me and said, "You may think I have too much to do." But I really hope you're doing well. After all, everyone has known each other for so many years, and if I really let me watch you get hurt when the time comes, I can't do it. Zhou Mo, in my opinion, you are different from some girls, you have different characteristics, you will never afford to play. So there are some things, really don't be too anxious. ”
Even though I knew that he really wanted to be good for me, I was still guilty and embarrassed, and I didn't dare to remove his hand when I was there.
There was a stalemate, and he wanted to say something again, but the door was suddenly kicked open.
That's right, just kicked away.