Chapter 496: The golden wind startles the yellow leaves
"The queen is auspicious." Gao Lingxi's empty eyes seemed to be unfocused. looked at the direction the queen walked in in a daze, but it seemed to pass through the queen's body, and she saw farther and more confused. "Please forgive the queen, the concubine can't get up and salute you."
Lan Xin couldn't stand such empty and lackluster eyes, and almost couldn't help frowning. "Hui Guifei, you ......" wanted to ask what was wrong with your eyes, but before her mouth was fully opened, Lan Xin saw Hongli holding her hand tightly, which seemed to be a bit of an eyesore. It's not because of vinegar, but because of the emperor's words and coldness.
When the concubine was mentioned, the emperor alluded to her ignorance, and even ignored her because she ate a closed door. If it weren't for Bi Lan coming to pay respects, I'm afraid that the emperor would not come to Chuxiu Palace to visit at this time. However...... In front of Concubine Hui, he was very calm and intimate, and he felt very sorry, what did he think in his heart?
Repenting for what you've done, or is it just a passing scene?
"The imperial doctor said it was because of the loss of yin." Gao Lingxi said lightly. "Niangniang doesn't have to worry, the concubine's own body, she knows, it's okay."
Although Lan Xin is not proficient in medical skills, he has also heard such words. Deprivation, which is caused by excessive loss of yin essence in the liver and kidney, will lead to weakened vision in mild cases, and even complete loss of vision in severe cases. It's hard for the concubine to say it so easily, it's hard for her to be able to calmly hold the emperor's hand and speak.
Lan Xin didn't feel good in his heart, and his face was really not very good-looking. In fact, to put it bluntly, she has endured enough. In the past, no matter how uncomfortable and wronged she was, she would not show it in front of Hongli, and she hid all the grievances in her heart, and she was willing to bear it alone.
The reason was simple, she thought she would do this in exchange for his sincerity. Nothing matters more to a wife than her husband's sincerity. However, when he saw through these things that the emperor always had, and it had nothing to do with it at all, Lan Xin's heart was already cold, and it was a kind of helplessness on the verge of despair.
I can't tell how much it hurts, and I can't tell how much I hate, it's like a broken needle piercing my heart, but I can't pull it out. Unless...... You're willing to cut open the wound and use the sharp tip of a knife to cut it out. Which one hurts more, I'm afraid only sad people can tell and understand. Hongli will not, the emperor will not.
"What did the Imperial Physician say?" Lan Xin seemed to be asking the concubine and the emperor, and her tone was slightly anxious.
Hongli glanced at her and said suddenly: "It is the disease of internal yin deficiency." The evil is in the yin, and the pulse is weak, accompanied by cold hands and feet. Yan Bi Hongli gently kneaded his nose bone, and said with a sigh of relief: "Fortunately, it was discovered in time, and it didn't cause a catastrophe." I have instructed the Imperial Physician to take a closer look at the patient, believing that with time, his condition will gradually improve. ”
"Let the emperor and queen worry, the concubines are guilty." Gao Lingxi didn't want to please anyone, nor did she put herself in a humble position, she was also angry in her heart, so under the gentleness, she buried her deliberate alienation deeply. It was as if she had never looked at the man in front of her herself. Not even willing to be close to him.
The fingers he was holding were like cold ice skates, and they couldn't be warmed. And the resistance in her heart made her unable to feel the warmth and tenderness from him at all. They have experienced life and death, and at that time they really needed each other, but perhaps, it was just a momentary feeling and touch. When the day was restored, his heart was no longer so agitated.
So the feeling of life and death is still polished smooth and flat by the years in the red wall.
"It's not too early, the emperor will go to court early in the morning, so the concubine will be handed over to the concubines to take care of here." Lan Xin didn't want to be so close to him anymore, afraid that she wouldn't be able to control the resentment in her heart for a while, and would make a move that even she couldn't predict. It's better not to see him, and maybe I feel better in my heart.
Hongli was about to say something, but it was passed on by the inner attendant that Concubine Xian was coming. "You're here so late." Hongli was a little surprised, but he was still comfortable to see Concubine Xian coming.
"On the way back to the dormitory from Cining Palace, the concubine met the little eunuch who returned to the imperial pharmacy to get medicine, and learned that the concubine was not happy, and the emperor and queen were there, so she hurried to take a look." Panyu did not leak too much emotion, and when he spoke, he was blessed by the rules. "Is the concubine feeling better?"
"If Concubine Lao Xian is concerned, this palace is fine." Gao Lingxi's eyes were still empty. The obsidian of the past does not have a single star of brilliance at the moment. From the look in her eyes, you can't see her thoughts at all. Unless, you feel that her heart has been hollowed out, so that her eyes are so empty that there is nothing else.
"Worry can hurt the body, the concubine's body has always been weaker, and she needs to be well adjusted." Panyu saw that the queen's face was unhappy, so she had to say obediently: "The emperor and the mother are also tired for a day, it is better to go back to the palace to rest, the concubine has a concubine to take care of her, it must be appropriate." Later, when the medicine is delivered, the concubines will serve the concubines, and I hope that the emperor and queen will be relieved. ”
If it was usual, Lan Xin would not have resistance, but at this time, she didn't want to get too close to Hongli. Almost before Concubine Xian's words fell, she politely refused: "It's hard for Concubine Xian that you have such a heart, it's not easy to serve the Queen Mother, you have been busy all day during the day, how can you continue to take care of Concubine Guifei here."
You are still young, and you always work like this all day long, but I am afraid that you will also hurt your body. The palace is persuading the emperor to go back to the palace to rest, so it is better for you to accompany the emperor to go back together. ”
Hongli saw Lan Xin say this, and it was not easy to insist on anything. "You have to pay attention to your body yourself."
"Yes." Lan Xin responded solemnly.
"Ling Xi, I'll see you again tomorrow." Hongli still didn't feel at ease and said: "Rest with your heart, don't think nonsense." ”
Lan Xin was a little stunned for a while, she couldn't hear this sentence, whether the emperor said it to the concubine or to herself. Anyway, it felt weird and uncomfortable. Can you be relieved if you don't think about it? Or is it just cranky as long as you think about it? Eighty percent is the emperor's hope, and this harem is full of well-behaved, obedient, docile and respectful women.
When facing him, there is nothing else except gentle and lovely, understanding, sensible and general. He didn't allow them to have their own minds, let alone their own minds. Or maybe he just hopes that the three thousand fans in the harem will truthfully regard his thoughts as his own.
Scold...... Lan Xin didn't think it was ironic, what kind of feelings was that?
"The queen doesn't have to accompany her concubines here." Gao Lingxi heard the footsteps of the emperor and the concubine go away, so he said: "The concubines are sometimes good and sometimes bad, and they can see some and can't see some." It's night now, and the concubines don't have to go to see anything, the phoenix body of the mother is important, so let's go back to the palace to rest. ”
"Over the years, there haven't been many times when this palace can talk to you at night, since you're here, it's better to talk about it." Lan Xin glanced at Concubine Hui's hand, and saw that she was holding the handkerchief and was reluctant to let go, so she only sighed: "You have accompanied the emperor through life and death, and almost took your own life, can you not stand this grievance?" ”
Gao Lingxi is not completely blind to the person in front of her, but her outline is extremely blurred: "Some things will fade after they pass." But the days in the Forbidden City are really sharpened, what does it matter if the concubines can't stand it, it's just their own bodies that are damaged. ”
"You are so gracious, and you say such cool words. There are so many lonely and ungraced women in the harem, how should they suffer? Lan Xin was asking her, and she was also asking herself. In fact, the emperor treats her very well, in the eyes of others. But the bitterness in his heart can be experienced by others.
Gao Lingxi really sneered, and said softly: "Niangniang is a banner person, although the concubine was personally ordered by the emperor to carry the flag, but in the end she was from Han nationality. To paraphrase a common saying among the Han people, that is, if the needle does not pierce the flesh, it does not know the pain. If it weren't for the pure concubine's return to favor, how would the concubines know that the emperor was so cold and repetitive. ”
Lan Xin took a breath of cool air, calmed his heart, and then said, "The concubine has trespassed." ”
"Yes." Gao Lingxi didn't want to embellish it: "The concubine is indeed arrogance." The emperor is the husband of the concubines, and he is the master of the concubines. The master is at fault, and only the slave bears it, but he can't say it. So the concubine just broke her body, but she didn't dare to look at the emperor angrily. Pursed his lips and smiled, Gao Lingxi didn't care: "Since you have already said something arrogant, it doesn't hurt for the concubine to say more." Don't you think so, Queen? ”
didn't answer this stubble because Lan Xin couldn't get over his heart in the end. "There is one thing, the concubine may be relieved if she knows. The matter with the pure concubine is not that the emperor has a heart, but the pure concubine...... The means were used to do it. In the emperor's heart, no matter when, it is impossible for the pure concubine to cross you. You can recuperate in peace, and your body is more important than anything else. ”
"There will be no good end to Israel's affairs." Although Gao Lingxi couldn't see the curtain above his head clearly, he tried his best to tilt his head: "Even if the concubine's body is raised, she will not be able to give birth to an heir after all." In the past, I thought that the emperor would not care about the concubines if they could not have children. Now I understand that all the emperor cares about is the appearance of the concubine, but the complexion is declining, but it is only a matter of time or time. After all, one day, the emperor will get tired of seeing it, so how should the concubines deal with themselves? ”
Before Lan Xin could speak, Gao Lingxi said again: "The concubine has thought about taking the third elder brother of the pure concubine into the Chuxiu Palace to raise her. In the past, it was the queen mother that you had this plan in order to restrain the concubines, but now, the concubines are just looking for a place to rely on. But after thinking about it, it doesn't matter if there is a third elder brother or not. Concubine Chun did a lot of evil, but she was able to give birth to an heir for the emperor......
Niangniang, you said that the emperor is not willing, does the pure concubine dare to blackmail the emperor. Why did she threaten the emperor? What's more, the emperor is reluctant, does Concubine Chun dare to use medicine on the emperor? ”
Lan Xin wanted to say that Concubine Chun was using medicine, and she also wanted to say that Concubine Chun was indeed trying to blackmail the emperor, but she couldn't say the excuse of blackmailing the emperor at all.