Chapter 836: Two Sentences of "I'm Sorry"
Her eyes turned red again, she didn't know that she was such a shallow person, and tears fell just because of Gu Panzhu's confession.
Gu Panzhu turned a deaf ear, crying more and more, and in the end she was incoherent: "I hate you to death, you know?" Although you don't have a mother, you are the eldest lady, and this status makes me unattainable, so I want to bully you and make you angry. You said I wanted what I wanted, but when I walked out, people pointed to me and said that I was a concubine, and the name was not right.
What's wrong with me, do you blame me for having the wrong baby? You are always so upright, you look down on people, do you dare to say that you have always looked down on our concubines? Do you dare to say that you really used to treat us as brothers and sisters?
We hate you and envy you, but we can't kill you, so we have to bully you. You say that you are human and will be hurt, then we are also human beings, and we also need to vent our emotions. ”
Gu Huizhu's mood is extremely heavy, there is really no lack of communication between people, she never knew what they really thought was like this, but: "I have never looked down on you, Sister Bao'er came from her hometown, didn't I get very good with her?" ”
"Your sense of superiority is innate, and like your status as a concubine, it is innate. Every time you look down at us, you are putting on a condescending posture, and you call our mother 'aunt' with contempt. Isn't this always flaunting that you were born noble? ”
Gu Huizhu didn't know how to defend herself, she was a concubine, of course she should call her aunt and their aunt "aunt", she didn't pretend to be arrogant, probably because the listener had a heart and felt that she looked down on people.
Speaking again, Gu Huizhu felt that her throat was swollen violently: "I, cough cough ......"
Every syllable was pricked with a needle, Gu Huizhu drank all the cold coffee that was left, moistened his throat before continuing, "I didn't deliberately look down on anyone, my identity is indeed innate, and like you, I can't choose." While you accuse me, have you ever thought that it is your inferiority complex that is causing trouble, that you think that I am from a good background, so you treat others with yourself, and think that I will look down on you. ”
Gu Huizhu is also very helpless, although it is not the previous dynasty, and the class concept is not as strong as before, but in the end, it is a custom of thousands of years, and there is a difference between the dignity and inferiority, and it is not something that she can disappear if she doesn't want to.
took a deep breath, but still couldn't suppress the tears in his eyes that were about to break through the embankment, he couldn't bear it, he couldn't bear it, who hasn't had a time when his emotions were out of control.
She picked up the handkerchief in her hand, wiped it indiscriminately and cried: "Woo if you say so, then don't I also be very wronged?" I didn't look down on anyone, but I just wanted to be bullied by you because of this. If you have an opinion, why don't you just say it......"
Gu Panzhu withdrew her handkerchief and cried, "Didn't I say it? I always say why do you look down on people, but don't you still rely on your identity as the only concubine to oppress people......"
"Who knows if you said angry words, I didn't think about it that much. I said that I am the only concubine, which is also true, can't I tell the truth? Gu Huizhu was also angry, crying, and then snatched the handkerchief, thinking that he wouldn't use it for you.
"But we listen to it uncomfortable, you just don't treat me as a sister......" Gu Panzhu was complaining, stunned to see that the handkerchief that was wiping his face in his hand was snatched away again, and shouted, "Hey, what's wrong with you, why do you keep robbing me of the handkerchief?" ”