Chapter 31: Floating Life
"Do you still get motion sickness?" Chen Mo asked as he drove carefully.
"Luckily, if I didn't get motion sickness, I might think it's nice to go for a ride like this." Shiya replied with a smile, and she straightened her hair.
"So you gave up driving because of motion sickness? Of course, it's okay not to drive. ”
Chen Mo laughed, he rarely smiled, and the way he laughed was very handsome, which made him younger and more attractive.
Shiya also laughed, "Yes, now there will be traffic jams everywhere you go, and you have to look around for parking spaces, these are not good things." ”
Chen Mo was still an adult, and it was the first time he got along with her so easily, maybe she didn't reject him.
He asked a few questions about the coffee shop, asking her why she would have considered opening such a shop or if it was because of a dream.
Shiya was a little surprised for a moment, and she looked at him, because he always hit the nail on the head.
"Speaking of which, it's because of a dream. I've been working outside the home before, but I never wanted to just work for someone else, I wanted a more meaningful life, and ...... Actually, I'm not used to the workplace, I'm not tactful enough, and I'm not sophisticated, so it's easy to offend people. This is always an inexplicable frustration in the workplace, plus I had the idea of opening a store at the beginning, and then I had such an opportunity. ”
"It must be hard."
"It's natural, but it's worth it."
"I don't know if you remember, the first time I ordered coffee, the choice of store location, and the decoration were all done by Xiaomin, she has been complaining about every household in the mall, but she has praised your store."
"She would say that." Shiya was surprised, in fact, to be honest, Xiaomin is a self-acquaintance, and it is easy to get along with anyone, and she is not tired of getting along with her.
"Well, then I ordered a cup of coffee, and I think it's a taste that I can't ignore for the rest of my life, and that kind of coffee doesn't taste like coffee, but it tastes good."
"If only you liked it."
"Because of that cup of coffee, you completely conquered me, Xiaomin said that you have been relying on yourself, I think if this is not a dream, it is difficult for a dream to persevere, right? So you write novels, is it also because of dreams? ”
"Because I was too thoughtful and independent of everything since I was a child, I knew what I wanted and what people would pursue, and I couldn't say it, so I wrote it down."
"I can't really see it." Chen Mo raised her eyebrows slightly, and she had the impression that she had always been able to get along well with anyone.
Shiya smiled, "The more you grow up, the more you will understand that it is rare to be confused, so I simply understand in my heart that I am confused, so that at least I can live more freely." ”
Chen Mo was stunned for a moment, this was true, the Tao came out of her mouth, and she always felt ......
"Do you feel that life is not as good as you imagined? Or are you saying that you haven't lived well all these years? Asking such a question made him feel heartbroken, thinking that he could save her from hard work in the future if he worked hard enough, but now he found that she had lived too hard in the years of separation, and the originally innocent girl was as helpless as if she had seen through the world.
Shiya laughed, but didn't answer.
The atmosphere along the way was inexplicably relaxed, and both of them fell into a long memory.
Shiya never believed that she hadn't met that person, but she could see what he used to be in another person. She slowly felt that this might be another arrangement, she no longer regretted it, and perhaps, what she lost and missed, would return in another way.
"Shiya, I'd like to ask you a more personal question......"
After the car stopped, Chen Mo held the steering wheel, pursed his lips and said, he has always wanted to ask this question, and he is also very curious, he knows his mind, and he is extremely clear.
At the moment, he really wanted to see the future, he felt that his future was around him, and he would not let go again.
"You're not married, didn't you meet that person, or do you have other attachments?"
Shiya didn't answer, the expression on her face changed, her gaze wandered out of the car, the countless bodies, her lips tightly pursed into a closed and bitter line, "I can't answer this question." ”
She didn't want to answer, not that she didn't meet the right one, but that she didn't want to meet because she had her persistence.
"It doesn't matter." Chen Mo looked at her with a gloomy look in his eyes, and he blamed himself in his heart.
"A lot of things are illusory, and no one can predict what will happen."
But you are not empty to me, you have always existed in my heart, always there. Chen Mo secretly spoke in his heart.
Chen Mo took her into his office, and walked into this office again, Shiya's mood was inexplicable, the first time because of cooperation, this time it was because of cooperation, but it was a little different.
"Xiaomin said that your company is going to hold an event, and I hope I can provide some services." Shiya spoke bluntly, originally because of her words, the atmosphere between the two people was very strange, so she tried to change.
"Well, of course we won't have to work together like this."
Chen Mo sat on the sofa and made a pot of tea, his movements were very skillful, and Xu usually entertained collaborators like this. After the tea was brewed, he poured two cups and pushed one of them in front of Shiya.
"Have a cup of tea first, this is West Lake Longjing, I think you will like it."
Shiya was stunned for a moment, looked at the teacup, it was a set of blue and white porcelain, it looked very good-looking, and before she picked up the teacup, she could already smell the aroma of tea.
Chen Mo looked at her with infinite tenderness and seriousness in his eyes, "Actually, in addition to the event, we also have a cooperation to talk about." ”
When he said this, there was a clear urgency in his tone.
Shiya's hand holding the teacup trembled, this inexplicably made her feel bad, he had said earlier that it was a novel written by her, and now when it comes to cooperation, there is only that novel left to talk about.
Chen Mo also picked up the teacup, took a sip, and then said, "I'm curious why it's called Floating Life?" Did you regret meeting that person, and if there is an afterlife, I hope you never meet it again? ”
Shiya didn't answer, his words were a little close, originally she thought that they couldn't be together in the end in the story, Chen Mo had her own family, and she was alone, bless him, and then she suffered the biggest tribulation in her life......
If she meets, it is destined to be a fruitless feast, and the ending is destined to be sad, then she would rather never meet, she will not be moved, nor will she be sad, nor will it become a lifelong regret.
Chen Mo didn't speak. It seemed to wait for her answer.
Her eyebrows furrowed slightly, and he looked at her with some distress.
She bit her lip and fell into his eyes, and he wanted to hug her in his arms and tell her that he didn't regret meeting her.
However, he knew that this would only push her farther and farther away.
Shiya put down the teacup and said in a low voice, "If there is no result, if it is not consummating, will you still persevere?" ”