Chapter 39: When I Like You
Shiya walked up the steps and exhaled hard, okay, she promised too quickly, and then she could only grit her teeth and continue to persevere.
Shiya sometimes thinks about what kind of person she is, sometimes she is stubborn, whether she can do it or not, whether it is good or bad, as long as she is unwilling, she will insist. She is too independent, so independent that whether it is the opposite sex or the same sex, she rarely thinks that she will have a vulnerable side, and they all think that she is as indestructible as steel, even if she is stabbed, she may not shed a single tear, so in the years she was away, in fact, she never provoked anyone, let alone stumbled anyone, but many times, as long as something goes wrong, if another person shows weakness, then she is the one who bears all the responsibility, whether it is her reason or not.
Because people's psychology is like this, they feel that the weak side can forgive everything, and it is impossible and will not bully others, but the strong side will only bully people if they do everything wrong, and the responsibility can only be borne by them.
In fact, strong people just put on a layer of armor for themselves, they don't want to hurt themselves, they want to be invincible, and they often hurt the deepest. They don't bother to stumble, but they always carry such responsibilities. Later, even if they saw the reality of this society clearly, they were still stubborn, and there was nothing wrong with making themselves strong, because they had nothing to rely on, because they had nothing, so they could only rely on themselves.
She sighed, such a character was hardly likable, but she was able to stand alone.
She doesn't have to hurt others to achieve her goals, and she doesn't usually work hard, trying to find reasons at critical moments, she has always held herself to a high standard, so she can get to where she is today.
Chen Mo was carrying her backpack and a few bottles of water in his hand, seeing that she had something on his mind and trying to ease the current atmosphere, he spoke, "You don't seem to refuse others?" ”
Shiya looked at him in surprise, "You...... What do you want to say? ”
Chen Mo stepped forward, stood side by side with her, and said, "They will look for you whenever they have something, you never refused, and just now, you obviously don't like the steps, but you still choose to continue." ”
"If it's not something special, I'll only agree if I can help," Shiya frowned slightly, "It's not that I don't like steps, but if I climb the mountain, it will be a little difficult for me to climb the steps." ”
"Then why don't you say it?"
"It's not a big deal, and sometimes I go too." Shiya shook her head, and it seemed that she was hypocritical when she said it.
Chen Mo frowned and hesitated for a moment before asking, "Do you think I'm not easy to get along with, so you didn't say it." ”
Shiya was so frightened by these words that her center of gravity was unstable and she almost fell, "No, how could it be?" ”
"They always say I'm too serious, I can understand your concerns......"
"No, it's not like that, although you don't like to laugh, but you're not a bad person, and you can see that you just don't know how to express your feelings......" Shiya said what Xiaomin said to her coldly.
"Don't know how to express your feelings?"
"Well, as men are almost always like that, you may be more about actions than words." Shiya wanted to explain, but found that his expression suddenly became ugly, and she didn't know if it was because she said something wrong.
Chen Mo remembered her restraint when she first walked into his office, did she think he was not easy to get along with from the first glance, so when she saw him later, she always stopped talking, for fear of making him unhappy.
Seeing that he frowned, his face becoming more and more ugly, Shiya bit her lower lip lightly and said, "I'm sorry, maybe I don't know you well, and the evaluation is biased, you have a lot, don't take it to heart." ”
Chen Mo suddenly couldn't cry or laugh, could it be that he was an arrogant and unreasonable person in her heart? Or was she frightened by her expression, he was completely worried that his usual performance had affected her impression, but he didn't mean to be angry with her.
"I'm not angry, I'm just curious what kind of person I am in your mind? Could it be a guy who is neither gentle nor reasonable? ”
"No, I don't think so." Shiya bit her lip, and said that he was still quite attractive, and if he could have more smiles on his face, maybe he would be more pleasing to girls, after all, no girl would want to go out with a mobile refrigerator, and if she froze herself, she would have more regrets.
"Seth, you don't really need to care about other people's opinions, and I don't think you're that kind of person." Shiya stopped and looked at him, "You are very good, of course this is not a compliment, I say excellent not only refers to what you have now, but also others, for example, you know that today was supposed to be me and the husky came here, and then although he missed the appointment, but you came in with me, which means that you will be considerate, but you will not express it." ”
Hearing her name, Chen Mo raised his eyebrows slightly, in order not to let her know his identity, he only told her his English name, and did not let others call him his real name, but now, did he ask for it, how could he hear his name from her mouth like this.
The people behind were all blocked behind them, and as soon as Shiya turned around, she saw such a scene, and she was very embarrassed to take a step up and let the people behind pass.
Shiya lowered her head and continued to take steps upward, "Well, that's what I say, don't you care, I thought you were very good before, people who like you, no matter what you look like, she will like it, because in her eyes, when she likes you, everything is good." ”
"What about you?" Chen Mo suddenly spoke, with some expectations in her heart, what she thought of him, and whether it would be different from that time.
Shi Ya was silent and kept going up, and at this time the person in front also stopped, and he didn't know what was happening in front of him.
"Actually, Seth......" this is Shiya began, "to say what I think of you, maybe because we are not familiar with it, so the evaluation is sometimes not accurate. ”
Someone in front of her suddenly went down, Shiya was hit by someone before she could find it, Chen Mo hugged her directly when he saw it, and he himself was scratched a few times by the branches on the side of the road.
"Shiya, are you okay, are you hurt?"
"I ...... It's okay......" Shiya was a little panicked, she didn't expect this to happen at all.
Will she be like then, she doesn't have any good feelings for him, or even thinks he is not easy to get along with? Chen Mo suddenly regretted a little, it doesn't matter if he treats others coldly, he should be gentle in front of her, and he should smile more...... Will he never have another chance.
When Chen Mo let go of her, he was a little apprehensive in his heart, he didn't know how Shiya felt about him, and it might be the same as the result back then.
There were people walking back in front, and Chen Mo suggested that if this situation might be happening in front of him, "Let's go down first." ”
Shiya nodded, and as soon as she turned around, she saw that Chen Mo's clothes were torn, and remembering the situation just now, she looked at him in surprise, "Seth, are you injured?" ”