He reached out and grabbed my shoulders as if trying to insert his hand into my body, and he stared at me for a minute before he said, "It's me bastard, don't pretend to be easy." The more you are like this, the more guilty I feel. ”

He saw through my heart.

But I still can't know, in fact, what I need is not his insight first.

I just need him to trick me, he coax me, he just needs to say, "I actually really want to take you to buy a wedding ring." ”

Even if he took me to buy a ring that was not particular in a two-dollar store.

Or maybe he's pulling a piece of grass on the side of the road and prick one for me.

I won't let the tears that I've been hiding for so long run down my face.

Standing there and glancing at the price of the diamond ring, I thought it was expensive, and finally asked him to buy a silver ring or a gold ring, would he think I was stupid or cute or ridiculous?

Standing at Chow Sang Sang's counter looking for a salesman to try on a ring I was indeed naïve and ridiculous, when Lin Zhicheng saw this scene, did he feel sad and sorry for even a second?

Or he didn't.

He has been in control of the whole scene, and I am the most qualified actor, I have been exposed to so many hours in the hot sun, and finally when he appeared as a director, he was still as handsome as ever, and he revealed to me the final truth of this scene, a truth that I was deeply hurt.

I'm really crazy.

I think the next Oscar should be awarded to someone like me who is acting with all my heart, because I have worked so hard and have to change the script temporarily.

I was still so afraid of upsetting him, I finally stopped my tears quickly, and I said that I was worried about it, and this time, he believed it.

On the way back, I excused myself to be too tired, so I didn't respond enthusiastically to his deliberate chat, but just raised my eyes to see the lonely lights on the road.

At this moment, the loneliness in my heart was several times more than this cold and clear silent street lamp.

I thought I was lonely alone, but I didn't think that the loneliest thing in the world was to fall in love with someone who couldn't squeeze into his world even if my head was broken.

Originally, Lin Zhicheng asked me not to go home tonight and go to live with him, but I finally stubbornly wanted to go back to my dormitory, this was the first time I was so tough in front of him, he looked at me like this with a depressed and puzzled expression, and finally accommodated me and sent me downstairs.

Unlike every time he took me home, I took the opportunity to be crooked downstairs with him, but this time as soon as the car stopped, I pushed the door so fast that I didn't even dare to look at him, and I said, "I'm leaving." ”

He didn't hold me, he just said, "Eh, Zhou Mo, I'm going on a business trip tomorrow, a week." ”

I really want to say, you don't have to tell me about it in the future, I don't understand it anyway.

But in the end, I didn't.

Look at it, I'm so pitiful.

It is said that a poor man must have something to hate, but my hatefulness is that I am outrageously cowardly, I am cautious, I am afraid that if I make a mistake, I will turn him into no longer mine.

After all, the person he once loved, the person he once tolerated unconditionally, is now back.

The more he kept his mouth shut, the more confused I became.

What's more, I was originally moved by his act of taking me to buy a wedding ring to make me feel at ease, but tonight it turned out to be a joke, in which I was the most acting, I was the most serious, and I was the most ridiculous.

Eventually I opened my mouth and I said, "Okay, I see, I'll go up first." ”

He quickly got out of the car, came up and asked, "Zhou Mo, what's wrong with you?" It feels like you're weird tonight. ”

I turned his hand away and said lightly, "It's okay, I'm just a little hungry." ”

Lin Zhicheng sighed, and he said, "Then let's go eat something." ”

I swiped the door with the key card and said lightly: "No, I'll go back and eat some bread, aren't you going on a business trip tomorrow?" Go back early and rest. ”

After I finished speaking, I quickly flashed in, quickly closed the door, and locked Lin Zhicheng outside.

I didn't dare to look back to see how he reacted, so I ran up quickly.

After opening the door, I couldn't bear it after all, I sent him a text message, and I said, be careful when driving.

It took him about two hours to get back to me, and it was very simple, he said, "It's here, go to sleep."

He's become so precious again.

In the dark, I pinched my phone, staring at these two words, my eyes were astringent, and it was more difficult to sleep than during the time when I had a crush on him, so I listened to Lu Xiaoman's slight snoring, and raced against the night in the dark, but time it ran faster and faster, and I finally fell behind, and I heard the alarm clock screaming in a daze, and a new day began again.

I struggled to get up, but my face was hot, my head was groggy, and my nose felt like someone was stuffed in a mess, and I couldn't breathe.

Sitting on the edge of the bed, I was a little confused, I had been shaking my thighs, and Lu Xiaoman, who was smearing his face on the side, suddenly rushed over and shouted: ", Zhou Mo, you have become a Guan Gong, your face is as red as an apple." ”

I hummed and said a little confusedly, "I have a cold, and I'm going to waste money on 999 again, eh." ”

Glaring at me, Lu Xiaoman scolded: "You are a fart fanter, ask Mr. Lin to buy it for you, he can buy you a car, yesterday there was a false alarm, scared me half to death, it turns out that he is just joking, you two couples are so fun!" ”

Two couples.

Who knows if this relationship will come to fruition one day?

Anyway, I don't see any hope for the time being, okay.

I smiled wryly in my heart, finally got up, put on my slippers, and ran to brush my teeth and wash my face.

Because Lin Zhicheng was on a business trip, I didn't cook anymore, but told Lu Xiaoman that I would eat out at noon.

Back at the company, yesterday's scattered paper had already been swept away, and Hongde was still as orderly as before, as if nothing had happened yesterday.

Sure enough, a company can continue to operate as usual without any employees, and all the people who were mixed with Yang Qiao did not come to work last night, and their positions have already been taken over.

The new head of the purchasing department was a forty-year-old woman with a loud voice, but she was very polite to me, knowing that my brain was burned by a cold, and asked me if I wanted to take leave to go back to rest.

I'm getting more and more insecure now, of course, I want to go to class enough to get a full attendance award, and I can return it to Lin Zhicheng if I save enough money early. Anyway, it's Friday today, isn't it, and the full attendance award will be in hand after surviving this day, isn't it?

With such thoughts, I held on, I drank water desperately all morning, and my stomach was so flustered that when I went to eat with Lu Xiaoman at noon, I had no appetite at all when I looked at those rice noodles.

Lu Xiaoman has a good appetite, she finished eating her share, and she still eats mine, and when she is full, she has the strength to gossip about me.

She said a little mysteriously: "Zhou Mo, today we have a beautiful woman from our general manager's office, and she is also a special cow, and she will become a supervisor as soon as she comes." ”

When a beautiful woman comes, a beautiful woman is a beauty, what's the matter with me.

But seeing Lu Xiaoman's elation, I didn't want to be too perfunctory, so I had to ask casually: "Is it?" ”

Lu Xiaoman thought I was interested, so she continued: "Well, it's very beautiful, it's still an alumnus of Zhang Lei, a deep one, I heard that I studied art." In short, it looks like the kind of woman who makes men reverie. ”

I groaned.

Picking up the tea on the table and taking a sip, Lu Xiaoman wiped his mouth arrogantly, and continued: "What do you say is the relationship between her and Zhang Lei?" I saw her scratching her head in Zhang Lei's office early in the morning, she was still dressed very revealingly, she had to wear such a short skirt, what kind of person. ”

I groaned again and called out to the boss to come and collect the money, and I wanted to go back to the office early to take a break.

But Lu Xiaoman, she quickly continued: "Zhou Mo, you have known Zhang Lei before, do you know what his relationship was with this woman before?" This woman's name is Sun Qianqian, do you know her? ”

My peace of mind was blown up by this name.

She came to work at Hongde?

Does Lin Zhicheng know?

The way back to the company from the fast food restaurant, I walked extremely hard, returned to the booth, thought about it for a long time, and finally called Zhang Lei on it.

It was almost three o'clock in the afternoon when he responded to me and asked me what was the matter.

I thought about a lot of words, and finally I felt that it was inappropriate, so I had to directly say that I heard Lu Xiaoman say that there was a new colleague named Sun Qianqian from the general manager's office, what the hell is going on or something.

This time, Zhang Lei replied to me after half an hour.

He said: "Sun Qianqian and I are alumni, and we used to have a good relationship. Now that she is back in Shenzhen, she has not been able to find a suitable job, just yesterday Lin Zhicheng fired a group of people, and she needed someone to top, so I recruited her, what's the matter, do you have any questions? “

I was choked by Zhang Lei's words.

Yes, yes, what qualifications do I have to care about who Hongde recruits.

I felt ridiculous all of a sudden.

I didn't know what to reply to, so I closed the dialog box.

When I was about to get off work, Zhang Lei replied to me again, he said: "Zhou Mo, you can think that I am making trouble for you, but what I want to say is that if Lin Zhicheng can rekindle his old feelings as soon as he sees Sun Qianqian, then it would be better for you to leave such a man earlier." Okay, let's not talk about it, I'm going to get together with the alumni in the evening, and I'm going to leave early. ”

I replied with an oh word.

Zhang Lei didn't send it again.

I looked at the time, and it was almost time to get off work, so I turned off the computer and waited, it was too hard to catch a cold, and I wanted to go back to my home as soon as possible to raise it.

At this moment, Lin Zhicheng, who had not heard from me for a day, suddenly sent me a text message.

He said, "Don't be in a hurry to leave, I bought something, you can sign it for me." ”

I replied with a question mark and he called.

As soon as I spoke, he asked me if I had a cold.

I hate him.

Originally, I was a little disappointed in him, but his words made me re-establish hope in him.

The mood instantly improved, and after chatting with him for a few words, he said that he had something to do and hung up the phone.

At this moment, the little girl at the front desk outside called me to sign for the courier.

After I signed for it, Lin Zhicheng's text message came again.

He said, take it apart, give it to you, and see if you like it.

I hurriedly found a blade and slashed it, and what was revealed in front of me made me stunned for a moment, and then I couldn't help but redden.