Chapter 232: Become the type of person who resisted the most at the beginning
Lian Xin didn't know how to answer this question, so he could only tell Su Yu what he could think at the moment.
"Senior brother, sometimes I want to know this question too. I used to be so resistant to being involved with these people, but in the end I returned to this circle and became the so-called lady and young grandmother that I used to dislike the most. β
"I will fall in love with Jiang Yu, think about it is inevitable! He's good, he can do a lot for me unconditionally. At first, he was like an intruder, using means to forcibly enter my world and disrupt my life, but he treated me with a soft heart regardless of the cost. β
"In fact, what every girl wants in her bones is very simple, that is, I hope you love me, not only in behavior, but also verbally, and the verbal expression is very important. Doesn't chicken soup say? If you want a girl to guess whether the boy likes her or not, it's probably not like. I'm not naΓ―ve, I'm very pragmatic, you like me to treat me well, and I can't help but want to treat you well. Before love comes, there will always be many judging criteria, and when he really comes, no matter how much it doesn't meet your original standards, you will still fall in love with him. β
"Yes, senior brother, you used to treat me very well, and even you once made me think that I didn't have the background to resist, but you are different from Jiang Yu after all. Your behavior towards me is not decisive enough, clear enough, not strong enough, I used to think that you might like me, but the next second I denied it. This also has something to do with your and Jiang Yu's personalities! β
Lian Xin thought that it might be that what he wanted in his bones was that kind of domineering love, which was exciting, flavorful, and profound enough.
"There is also the fact that people will continue to grow and decline, and the mood of the past me and the current me are different. The time I spent with you was the hardest and most difficult time for me. I was tormented by whether or not to return to my family, perhaps this affected my view of love. And Lian Xin, who met Jiang Yu, is no longer a little girl. β
"Senior brother, do you know? In fact, we are all insecure people, and if we are together, we can't give each other warmth. β
We are all trying to break free from the so-called shackles, and we are all pursuing the so-called freedom, but in fact, we can only walk out when we really go in.
Su Yu smiled bitterly in his heart: "Really? β
But why can't he accept it in his heart?
"No matter what, brother, I hope we can still be good friends. You were the first person I met in college and the only friend of the opposite sex. I'm not your fate after all, I hope you can find the right person. β
But if Su Yu is unwilling to accept such a state, even Xin can understand it, try to minimize the damage!
After listening to Lian Xin's words, Su Yu's emotions couldn't be controlled, his expression, his face, his eyes, and his brows expressed his pain to the fullest. The last thing he wanted to hear was "Let's be friends!" The phrase still comes. From the moment he learned that Lian Xin and Jiang Yu were married, he expected that day would come, he thought that he was mentally prepared, but he didn't expect that when this sentence really came, he would easily break all his protective barriers.
He couldn't go back, he couldn't go back, he couldn't find it, he couldn't find it, he couldn't find it, but he still couldn't convince himself to accept it all. There must be some chance to change the current situation, he needs to think about it and go back and think about it seriously.
But now he can't show his ugliest side, if he does that, it will inevitably scare Lian Xin.
Thinking of this, Su Yu hid all his emotions for a moment, and the expression that had just been distorted seemed as if it had never happened. Su Yu hinted at adjusting his breathing and trying to make his tone sound relaxed.
"Xin Xin, in fact, after learning about your marriage, I have thought a lot about it myself, and I have also made the last struggle, but it seems that I can't think about it anymore at present. You and I in the past, you and me now, we have all changed. So give me some time and I'll try to adjust my mentality. Hopefully, you won't alienate me. β
Hearing this, Lian Xin breathed a sigh of relief, Su Yu was finally able to figure it out.