CHAPTER XVIII
After separating from Shen Xingzhi that day, Yun Shu returned to the Moon Shelter Villa and met Wei Qinfeng, he just sat there like that, looked at Yun Shu for a long time, and asked.
"Xiao Shu, have you seen Shen Xingzhi here?"
Yun Shu didn't speak, just nodded with a red face, looking at Yun Shu's simple appearance of falling into feelings, Wei Qinfeng frowned, sighed, but didn't say anything, she, ah, is always stumped by these worlds, so it can't be a big deal, I really don't know when I will really grow up.
Wei Qinfeng said a lot, Yun Shu also listened quietly, although she likes Shen Xingzhi, she is not an emotional person, after all, Shen Xingzhi is the person who interacts with Si Shengnan, the king of Jin, after all, whether he is an enemy or a friend is not yet known, so ah, she still has to suppress her emotions, and Shen Xingzhi will always be in her bag.
Not long ago, Si Shengnan sent someone to ask her to meet in Hutaoyuan, although he didn't know what he wanted to do, Yun Shu still went, and he didn't dare to do anything.
The summer sun is scorching, the green shade and grass in the walnut garden are flourishing, the eyes are full of green summer, the light of multicolored refraction, the red bricks and green tiles, climbing up a cluster of green vines, the bluestone slab along the stone road to the long pavilion in the garden, the unknown white flowers of the red five-pointed star on both sides of the aisle, the summer is very long, it is a good season to visit the mountains and rivers, but it is also very suitable for sleeping at home.
Yun Shu is easy to sweat physique, this like a blazing sun shines on her mood, just when she is about to explode her temper, she scolds Si Shengnan in her heart, if she doesn't ask her to talk about things, she should move a recliner under the tree in the courtyard at this time, and sleep in the sun that is covered by the branches.
Hutao Garden is located in the middle of the South Mountain, you have to climb the mountain, I don't know if Si Shengnan is intentional, this Hutao Garden is indeed an excellent viewing place, located in the middle of the mountains, the left is adjacent to the Xijiang Waterfall, the right is adjacent to the depths of the Taoyuan, the scenery is pleasant, it took Si Shengnan a long time to build, but at this time, Yun Shu, who climbed the mountain with a long skirt, did not have the heart to appreciate this beautiful scenery, and his heart had already chopped Si Shengnan thousands of times.
It was the scorching sun at noon, who would have thought that halfway through, the sky began to rain heavily, the sky was clear but the rain was continuous, the mist covered the distant mountains, the drizzle turned into catkins, fell into the land, blended into one, nourished the green shade in front of him.
When Yun Shu arrived at the Hutao Garden, he saw Si Shengnan lying lazily under the two blooming cherry trees, sleepy eyes, a pair of peach blossom eyes slightly raised, like an elegant fox, this guy has a handsome face that is as warm as jade, and has no quarrel with the world, but he has a ghost in his heart and wants to fight for the unification of the world. Compared with Si Yuebai's flamboyant and uninhibited personality, at least that guy won't be coy, and the one in front of him is different, it's really not easy to live under the false mask of Zhang for so many years.
Yun Shu glanced at the man under the tree, the man half-squinted, and said, "You're here?" That didn't seem to surprise Yun Shu's arrival, although Yun Shu's attitude was extremely bad when he was invited, but he knew what Yun Shu wanted, as long as he grasped her weakness, things would be much simpler.
Yun Shu didn't answer, just picked a rose and put it in front of his nose and sniffed, the faint fragrance of flowers was far away and tranquil, in front of him were patches of pink, in the distance were green peaks and strange stones, near were clusters of unknown yellow flowers, the rainbow connected the green mountains and the waterfall to build a bridge, this walnut garden after the rain is really a unique scene.
Yun Shu held the rose in his hand and picked off the thorns, Si Shengnan saw that she didn't speak, nor was he annoyed, but just said calmly: "Princess Changshu is a smart person, she should know what she wants, why don't you do this, let's make a deal, you give me nine lives of immortality, and I will help you restore the country, what do you think?" β
Yun Shu looked sideways, still didn't speak, just approached Si Shengnan step by step, stopped within a foot of Si Shengnan, then pinched the other party's chin, leaned forward with his whole body, approached Si Shengnan's ear, and exhaled softly with a charming voice, "What this palace wants, you can't give it." β
Si Shengnan turned his head, dodged the chin pinched by Yun Shu, and pulled Yun Shu, Yun Shu reacted quickly, turned over and sat opposite Si Shengnan, and Si Shengnan still had a gentle smile on his face, looking at Yun Shu's eyes and trying to find her flaws from inside.
"Is my brother who doesn't want to fight for it? You don't really plan to rely on that waste to restore your country, Princess Changshu, you are really naΓ―ve. β
After speaking, he looked up to the sky and laughed a few times, sure enough, a good-looking person is still good-looking if he does something that is not in line with his identity and has lost his etiquette, it is a face that is completely different from Si Yuebai, six points similar but the aura is opposite.
Si Shengnan is indeed a strategic person, in Yun Shu's eyes, there are no absolute enemies, nor certain friends, only those who can be used and those who cannot be used.
Yun Shu looked at Si Shengnan carefully, and sure enough, Si Yuebai looked more pleasing to the eye, and she finally spoke: "This palace will never lose, and this time is no exception." β
Si Shengnan saw that Yun Shu was soft and hard, so angry that he clenched his sleeves tightly, his face was still smiling, his voice dropped to freezing, and his eyes became cruel, "Why does Princess Changshu know how to raise like this!" What's more, Shen Xingzhi is also the king's person. β
Yun Shu already belongs to the kind with a relatively large temper, listening to Si Shengnan's words, a contemptuous smile rose on the corner of his mouth, he looked at Si Shengnan obliquely, with a force on his hand, the rose in his palm was pinched to pieces, and when he let go of his hand, the broken petals were sprinkled, because the flower stem had no thorns, and he didn't feel pricked, but he was too hard and his hand was red.
"King Jin is threatening the palace? It's a pity, the last thing this palace is afraid of is the threat of others, what do you think you are qualified to talk to this palace, just by Shen Xingzhi, you can't help but underestimate this palace, this palace is not a little girl who wants to die or live for love, King Jin is so capable, let's go find someone else! Now that I have seen this beauty, I will take my leave. β
Then turned around and left without pause, Si Shengnan looked at the back of Yun Shu leaving, he only felt angry, he wanted to see who the last winner would be, with a hideous and terrible smile, stepping on the rose thrown away by Yun Shu, leaving a footprint.
After leaving from Hutaoyuan, Yun Shu did not go back to the villa directly, but went to Suzaku Street to buy some pastries to visit Ye Ziwan and Chu Yunrong, chatting for a while, there were three beauties with different appearances in the garden, outside the pavilion were the flowers and dancing butterfly elves, the walls were covered with free-growing grass and vines, the years were beautiful and quiet, day after day, year after year.
After saying goodbye to the two friends, walking alone in the brightly lit street market, bustling and lively, noisy crowds gathered together, it is a lonely huddle for warmth, and it is also another name for loneliness. The rock sugar gourds sold on the street, the steaming noodle stalls, and the street juggling entertainers, how many of them live because they really love, most of them are forced by life, and they have no choice, if there is a better choice, who will be so tired.
Yun Shu walked alone on Suzaku Street, stepping on the bluestone slab under her feet to leave the memory of her visit, for some reason, sadness was like a flood of fierce beasts, and she was caught off guard and broke her defenses, followed by exhaustion and confusion.
People, what is it to live so hard, of course, to live for the sake of living.
Physical exhaustion is burned ashes, and mental exhaustion is the last straw that crushes many people, no one lives for pain, everyone wants to be happy, but happiness is too precious, it is distributed to everyone, and there is only a little bit left, so sadness is always greater than happiness.
And she gave others happiness, but she couldn't redeem herself, she sank infinitely in her own world, drowned in the depths of the sea in her heart, holding on to her last consciousness, waiting for someone to approach her without fear of death, take her hand and rush out of the water.
Wandering aimlessly in every corner of the city, watching the cars and pedestrians coming and going, but no one stopped for her, yes, everyone is so tired, who cares if others are happy or not, how can there be any empathy in this world, all the loneliness is reserved for themselves.
Yun Shu was tired, found a cool place to sit down, lowered his head and didn't think about anything, just quietly felt the excitement around him and tried to blend in, but was interrupted by a sound of approaching footsteps, and when he opened his eyes, his eyes were full of sadness, and his eyes were full of autumn water, Si Yuebai was the first time to see such a pitiful her, yes, she had been disguising herself to be invulnerable, but in the end she was still a weak little girl.
Although he felt sorry for Yun Shu's down-and-out appearance, he was not comforted, because he knew that Yun Shu was a person who wanted to save face, and he disguised himself as strong, he just didn't want others to underestimate her, she was not a delicate young lady who was a needlework in the spring boudoir, she was the ruler of the world.
"If you feel that the world is in chaos, hide and have no quarrel with the world, if your heart is in chaos, go to sleep, and when you wake up, everything will return to its original place, I am still me, you are still you, two people who have nothing to do with each other."
Yun Shu sat on the steps, looked up at the man in front of her, unconsciously sat for so long, it was dark, the man under the light seemed to be a god who broke into her life and gave her salvation, but it was a pity that such a good person couldn't walk together, the order of appearance in a relationship is really important, obviously she broke into his world, but he took off his guard first, and it was he who moved sincerely.
"Is there any wine?"
"Yes, all of them."
Yun Shu opened his mouth to say a word, which made Si Yuebai smile, and helped Yun Shu, who had been sitting for a long time, to come to Mingyue Tower, it was such a match under the moonlight, the story of the man in white and the girl in red is still confused here, one is quietly guarded, the other is silently accepted, there is no wrong or right in the relationship, only you and I are willing, he loves this girl who is as unearthly as a green lotus, and she likes the man who is as mysterious as a black hole, and there is always one person who wants to be hurt in the story of the three people.
A wind warms her throughout the four seasons, a light illuminates her world, but after all, the wind blows but never leaves a trace, and the light surrounds her all the time to stop for her, the person she is waiting for has passed through the spring breeze, walked through the four seasons, trekked through mountains and rivers to her world, just to greet her well-being, and in the end, only gentle light is the real destination.