"It's a little cold here, let's go back to the room first, I'll tell you everything." Xu Haochen hugged me as he spoke, I didn't resist anymore, and let him hold me.

Back in the bedroom, he put me on the bed, his crystal eyes locked on me, and after a while, I felt something cold fall on my face, I raised my hand and wiped it lightly, it was his teardrops.

Immediately, Xu Haochen leaned over and hugged me tightly, his head buried in my neck, I didn't push him away, this was the first time he cried in front of me, I don't know why he has always been strong why he is so vulnerable.

After a long time, he got up and sat beside me, his cool lips quietly opened, and his low voice slipped past his ears, "A month before receiving the certificate, Linlin found me and gave me a photo of you, saying let me play with you, and said that you are a virgin, she only told me that I had a holiday with you, I started with Linlin, found out your love triangle, investigated you, and knew that your character is qualified for the identity of Mrs. Xu, and you can block the pressure from the marriage of interests with me." During the investigation, I learned that you had seven or eight boyfriends, and I sent someone to follow you for a while, and I personally observed you a few times where I appeared. ”

From the moment I saw my picture in his drawer, I knew that his knowledge of me was not as simple as he had said he had seen me once two days before he had received his certificate.

I looked closely into his eyes, he looked at me cautiously, his lips opened slightly, hesitated for a moment and continued: "In the afternoon of the week before receiving the certificate, you sat in the gazebo in front of the teacher's dormitory building and read quietly, I secretly went around behind you, opened the cap of your untightened mineral water bottle, and quietly put in the medicine that had been prepared long ago, and after you fell asleep against the stone pillar, I carried you into the car, carried you to the hospital, found a familiar doctor, verified your hymen, and carried you back to the gazebo. ”

My heart was like a bomb being blasted open, and all that was left was the rustling of fragments, and I bit my trembling lips and swallowed the sourness and pain in my throat, "Do you want me, or the membrane?" ”

"There's a reason for me." Xu Haochen eagerly explained, "I have a habit of cleanliness, and I am ...... ...... by women"

I seem to have vaguely guessed what Xu Haochen was going to say below.

Until now, I can remember the look that Xu Haochen pleaded with me at that time, hoping that I would stop him from going on, but I didn't.

Maybe my anger surged into my brain and I didn't listen to myself at all, or maybe I selfishly wanted to spy on Xu Haochen's past.

That's right, snooping. Ever since we got married, this man has been illusory and unreal to me, and all his actions are filled with a kind of love, and it is this feeling that has kept me from being quiet and accepting him.

I was selfish in the first place. Also cowardly. Just like when I was with He Boming, I even felt that I was so virtuous.

For a long time, I used a female man or a strong skin to cover myself, but when I saw Xu Haochen, I suddenly felt that I might be the same kind of person as him.

Sure enough, my guess was correct.

"When I was 11 years old, I was groped all over my body by an old woman, and since then I have become afraid of women. Outside of my mom and my sister, I didn't even dare to look into their eyes. Xu Haochen said.

I set my mind. Trying to quiet himself, he glanced at Xu Haochen: "Then what's the matter with you and Wu Yu?" ”

Xu Haochen pulled my hand over: "When I was with her, I didn't take off my clothes. ”

"Huh." I sneered, "A person who has a body cleanliness habit and doesn't dare to look at a woman can still have a normal life, Xu Haochen, do you think you're telling a story?" ”

Xu Haochen said urgently: "At that time, I was much better at that time......

"So......" I paused, "Wu Yu is also a virgin?" ”

A long, awkward silence spread through the room.

Yes, I was moved. His deep voice took me into his inner world, and inexplicably, there was a trace of sympathy and distress in my heart.

After Xu Haochen finished speaking, he lay on his side beside me, his long arm on my lower abdomen, and his gentle voice seemed to trickle through his ears, "Yaoyao, now I sleep next to you every night, we have a wedding, and we have children, so you don't have to doubt my feelings for you anymore, you know?" ”

Xu Haochen's words pulled back my thoughts, and tears welled up in the corners of my eyes, "So, you have a shadow in your heart, will you use another way to inflict deception and insults on me?" ”

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry." Xu Haochen leaned over and kissed me on the cheek, and his hoarse voice murmured over and over again.

The corners of my mouth opened a cold arc and said aggressively, "If it weren't for that membrane, you wouldn't marry me, would you?" ”

The air froze instantly, and the atmosphere was as calm as a pool of water.

I suddenly remembered that when Wu Yu was in a car accident, Wu Yu asked Xu Haochen, and he made it clear that he didn't mind Wu Yu's past, but if I had that past, he wouldn't want me. That's right, he and Wu Yu are a fair deal to take what they need, Wu Yu is not a virgin, so he has no burden in his heart, but if I don't have that membrane, I won't become his legal wife.

What he wants is just a film after all.

His silence made my heart ache as if it were falling, and I sneered, holding back the tears in my eyes, "Do you dare to say that you love me?" ”

"I dare say." Xu Haochen said firmly, "I just admired your character at first, I knew you wouldn't love me, and I thought I wouldn't love you, but you didn't take me seriously, and you disdained Mrs. Xu's identity, which increased my desire to conquer, and we were together day and night, playing around every day, I liked the physical contact with you more and more, and I slowly fell in love with you, and I couldn't help but want to do it with you, you are the only woman I can't help but want to touch, so I'm sure I love you." ”

Every word of his was like a needle piercing my heart, I wiped a handful of tears, choked up, "If you really love me, when I first found out that Mu Bojun and Xu Ruolin were together, I asked you the truth of the facts, you can tell me, but you played me like a fool, I was not pregnant at that time, I also worked hard for our marriage, I also believed that what you said is not important at the beginning, the result is important, but my trust is exchanged for deception." ”

Because I was too excited, my chest rose and fell violently, Xu Haochen patted my chest, I waved his arm away, and my voice carried a touch of sneer, "Xu Haochen, do you think you know me very well?" I'm actually a timid and cowardly person, not at all as strong as you think. I cry when I'm sad. I ...... when I was deceived."

It's not that I don't want to trust him, and there is a limit to my trust.

Xu Haochen's eyes flashed with complicated emotions, his fingers caressed my cheeks, and his voice was quiet, "I told you exactly what my parents didn't know, I wanted to ask for your forgiveness and live a good life with you." ”

My hazy gaze met the depth of his eyes, "Xu Haochen, if Xu Ruolin is investigated by a strange man and taken to the hospital for hymen examination by a strange man, what should you do?" ”

Xu Haochen pondered the gap in his words, and I was aggressive, "You are about to become a father, if your daughter is stunned by a strange man and taken to the hospital for a hymen test, what will you do after you know it?" ”

Xu Haochen cupped my face with both hands, the sincerity and pity in his eyes were almost overflowing, "I was really wrong, I know that my behavior has brought a psychological shadow to you, I know that I am a bastard, but we are now a family, we also have a child, he is only three months old, it will not be long before he moves, and he will be born in a few months, for the sake of the child's face, for the sake of me for so long I have always been good to you, you forgive me, okay?" ”

I bit my trembling lips, child, home, and the words of happiness sounded in my ears, but they were accompanied by a twitching pain in my heart.

Xu Haochen sat up and looked at my eyes high, his dark pupils rolled with deep feelings, "Because of the hymen report, I have always felt guilty about you, and I have been working hard to be good to you, and I have been working hard to compensate you, whether it is my mother or Linlin and you have an unpleasantness, I always put you first, I hold my heart in front of you, I will use the good of my life to repay the damage of that time, is it okay?" ”

I couldn't hold back my tears anymore, "If a good person kills someone because of the shadow in his heart, can he get away with it?" ”

Xu Haochen pondered for a long time, "No matter how we started, we already have feelings, think more about our future, as long as you are willing, I will hold you in the palm of my hand for the rest of my life, not to mention that we even have children, I will not divorce you." ”

I sat up suddenly, "Child, child, you know the child, what you wanted was that membrane before, and now you want a child, Xu Haochen, what am I?" ”

"Don't be angry, I didn't mean that." Xu Haochen hugged me and said eagerly, "I mean, we have the crystallization of love, and in the future, our family of three will live well, and we will grow up with our children together and grow old together." ”

I suddenly felt very irritated, and I pushed him away and was about to get out of bed, but he grabbed me, "What are you going to do?" ”

I shook his arm, "I'll go live at Qiaoru's house." ”

Speaking of Su Qiaoru, I remembered Xu Haochen taking her away again, and I couldn't help but ask, "You liar, tricked me into marrying you, tricked me into having a hymen, and even drove my best friend away for a few days, why do you ask me to believe you?" ”

Xu Haochen frowned, "You can believe what she said, but you can't believe my words?" ”

"Yes." I roared, "I don't believe you, I don't even trust your punctuation anymore." ”

Xu Haochen stepped forward and hugged my body tightly and pressed me on the bed, "This is your home, you are not allowed to go anywhere." ”

Seeing his posture, I also knew that I couldn't leave today, so I didn't believe that he could guard me 24 hours a day.

I simply lay on the bed, grabbed the pillow on the other side and threw it at him, gritted my teeth and said, "You roll me to another room, I don't want to lie on the same bed with you, I also have a habit of cleanliness, I also feel disgusting, my heart is disgusting, and my body is disgusting." ”

Xu Haochen sat on the sofa with a pillow, "You sleep on the bed, I sleep on the sofa." ”