Chapter 14: I'm sorry

"Sissi, Shiya looked at her, why are you here?"

"I heard that you had an accident," Sissi said awkwardly, "I'll take a look, but fortunately you're fine." ”

"I had an accident?" Yes, she fell off the ladder, no wonder she felt pain all over her body, Shiya moved slightly, took a strong breath, and then felt a lot more comfortable.

"Shiya, I'm sorry."

Sissi lowered her head, her voice muffled, like a child who had done something wrong.

"Why apologize?" Shiya was puzzled, they had been separated for nearly eight years, and they finally reunited, which was a happy thing.

"Sissi," the expression on her face was stunned, not long ago, she learned from War Bear that she had been married a few years ago, and no one knew what life was like now.

When she was very young, she and Sissi had a good relationship, and because of the similar names, sometimes the teacher would call the wrong person by name, however, this did not affect their relationship, and the two of them were like twin sisters when they were together.

Being able to see her again, Shiya seemed extremely happy.

"I didn't expect to see you again," Shiya said to Sissi, "even though I've been looking for you." ”

"Forgive me for not being able to hold on at the beginning, and forgive me for not contacting you again."

Initially, they were in the same class, Shiya's Chinese scores were top-notch, Sissi's on the contrary, math is good, every time there is an exam, it will inevitably be compared, Shiya's Chinese scores are always first, math scores are not too bad, they can enter the top ten, and their grades in other subjects are also good, and after comprehensive scores, her scores will always be higher than Sissi, and Sissi is not envious of this, nor is she jealous, she just thinks she is amazing.

Later, Sissi had to go to another city because of her family, and after she left, she would come back to Shiya whenever she had time, and she didn't have much time to get along, but the relationship between the two did not dilute because of this.

Later, Shiya also went to another place, and the two completely lost contact.

By the time they got in touch again, they were all about to graduate from junior high school.

At that time, Sissi didn't want to continue going to school because of family reasons and the relationship with the dormitory, and wanted to go out to work, Shiya wrote a letter to comfort her, Sissi knew Shiya's intentions, and agreed to try again, and when they sent the second letter, Sissi made up her mind and stopped studying, and then they broke off contact. After that, we never saw each other again.

"Sissi, I know you're in trouble."

When she heard that she dropped out of school, Shiya couldn't understand how she would make such a choice, the little friend who played very high at the beginning had dropped out of school, and she didn't expect her best friend to also embark on such a path, she really couldn't understand, because in her cognition, if there is not enough knowledge reserves, if there is no academic qualification, it is not easy to want a good job, but perhaps, not everyone will think like her, after all, there are too many temptations outside, and it is too easy to ignore the hardships of life.

It can be said that the birds in the cage have long wanted to fly freely in the air.

Well, Shiya, you still haven't changed at all, you always care too much about other people's affairs and ignore yourself, that's why you get hurt, but you should think about yourself and live well for yourself.

Shiya was stunned, in the first years, she did think like this, she should plan at home after work, so she left her hometown and wandered outside, at the beginning, life was very difficult, when it was difficult, she could only eat steamed buns, and she would feel luxurious even to buy a hot dish, let alone eat fruits, but fortunately, she gritted her teeth and persevered, and slowly guessed well.

In 2015, it can be said that a watershed moment made her change her mind.

With today's her, no matter how much people have in this life, they will face one thing fairly - death. When death comes, everything is a floating cloud, and life is the most important thing.

Now, she still leaves home, just opens a café, and keeps a memory.

Shiya's memory instantly returned to the scene of the zero years, the pale blue sky, that was a light blue without a trace of impurities, there were several continuous hills, in the spring, the mountains were full of small flowers, and even the air seemed to be dyed with fragrance. The two little girls are carefree, like birds flying freely in the sky, and the faces of the two girls emerge little by little, which is clearly them when they were young, and the hillside is verdant and a little colorful.

It turned out that they were when they were young. They were lying on the soft grass, books in their hands, smiling brightly.

"You still haven't changed at all," said Shiya, "and you're pretty and unassuming." ”

"I'm no longer the person I was then, and you're not the person you were then."

"Well, I thought there were some things that wouldn't change as long as you persisted." She still remembers that she liked to wear long dresses and have curly black hair tied up in various hairstyles, and she also remembers that Sissi would always wear a ponytail, and when she took a step, she went up and down, and that was when they were at their most innocent.

At that time, they looked so young, and she couldn't help but smile when she thought about it.

"Why are you hurt?" "This seems like a serious problem. ”

"Accidentally." It's really careless, and the reason why an accident is called an accident is because you don't know when it will happen.

"Actually, it's not that you're careless, it's just that you don't want to care."

"There's nothing to worry about."

"What about feelings?"

"What?"

"Shiya, don't you run away, you'll be there, is it really just an accident? Isn't it because of feelings? ”

"How so?" Shiya's face turned crimson in an instant, as if she was being told the central matter.

"It's because of a person, isn't it? You never lie, and even if you do, you will be seen at a glance. ”

"I ......"

"Shiya, love has never been understood, and it is rare that you will persist all these years. At the end of the day, there will only be memories to accompany you, and love and memories will be eternal compared to everything that people are pursuing. So if you have someone you love, don't give up easily, and don't refuse to love. ”

"Love and memories? But I ...... I don't know where he is? What if he got married? ”

"Shiya."

That's when she heard a voice say, "When will she wake up?" ”

This voice, Shiya frowned, is......

"Maybe today, maybe tomorrow, maybe longer......," one man replied.

Wait, how could it be him? And he seems to care a lot about her life and death.

"Doesn't that sound familiar? Shiya, we're all waiting for you, you still have a lot to do, don't you? ”

The more Shiya thought about it, the more she felt that her head hurt terribly.

Chen Mo stood next to the hospital bed, looking down at her, and Dean Zhao stood aside.

"There are so many unknowns in head trauma that the patient shows no signs of lucidity." Dean Zhao said.

"Is there no other way?" The man's voice seemed a little vicissitudes and sadness.

Xining, who was on the side, patted him on the shoulder, "Now that she is out of danger, this is a good step." ”

Chen Mo didn't speak, and took a step closer to the hospital bed, "I'm sorry." ”

Xining felt incredible, it was almost impossible for Chen Mo to say these three words, but why did he say it to this woman? Xiaomin said that it was an accident that she had in order to help move the flowers, and even so, it was impossible for him to appear here in person.

Obviously, the relationship between them is not simple, he can see that Chen Mo is different from this woman, he is not a person who likes to do everything himself, at least he has not done this in these years.

He liked her, and in the end, Xining came up with such an idea.

Who is this woman?

"Be strong, Shiya, you've always been strong, haven't you?"

Xining wanted to ask what their relationship was, but when she saw such a scene, she could only hide this impulse.

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