Chapter 142: I Finally Found You
In the evening, Shiya woke up, but she didn't say a word, kept her back to Chen Mo, and cried silently, how could he ...... Can you deceive her like this? That time she was drunk by the river, and her novels, he wouldn't know that she had always liked a person named Chen Mo, but he could still deceive her like this.
Chen Mo saw her sadness, he grabbed her hand and held her in his arms.
Shiya struggled, "Let go of my ......"
She doesn't want to pay attention to him now, he's a big liar, he has deceived her for so long, if it weren't for them to make trouble today, does he plan not to tell her for the rest of his life?
Chen Mo's breathing was a little suppressed, and he let her beat his chest, but he never let go.
It was hard for him to imagine what would happen if it wasn't for Xiaomin today, if he didn't dare to go in time, and his chest hurt terribly at the thought of those possibilities.
Shiya was held tightly in his arms, listening to his heavy breathing, she was very sad, and tears fell down, "Big liar, why are you lying to me, why?" ”
Chen Mo sensed her sadness, slowly let go of her, saw her crying, and wiped her tears in a panic, "Shiya I'm sorry, I didn't mean to hide from you, I ......"
"I didn't mean to hide it, so you already knew I was looking for someone named Chen Mo, right? So you're sad to look at me like a clown, aren't you? Are you especially proud that there is a fool who thinks about you, is sad for you, is sad for you, and hears that you are getting married, and drinks and buys drunk ......?"
Shiya couldn't speak out of tune as she spoke, Chen Mo gently patted her back, and then a kiss fell, directly blocking her chattering little mouth.
Shiya whined and protested, how could he play hooligan on her?
Seeing that she gradually calmed down, Chen Mo let go of her, his voice low and hoarse, "Shiya, when I know your intentions, I am very happy, I feel that my persistence over the years is worth it, because you and I have cared about each other for more than ten years, I have never forgotten you, and you are the same." ”
Shiya looked at him incredulously, what did he say, he had been concerned about her for more than ten years, this ......
"Shiya, I have always wanted to tell you that I am the Chen Mo who has been at the same table with you in elementary school and has been rectified by you countless times, we have not been at the same table for a long time, but from the day you are willing to change to my side, you are like a seed falling in my heart, taking root and growing strongly, because of you, I study hard, because I want to meet you again, I want to wait until that day, I can say out loud to you that I like you, I like you deeply, but high school, college, I never waited for you, I thought that after all these years, I would have given up, but I persevered. ”
"A year ago, when I came here to see a classmate, when I saw your name again, my eyes shone like never before, but I was worried that appearing in front of you rashly would scare you, so I opened a flower shop next to Dukou, and asked Xiaomin to send you flowers from time to time, I originally wanted to walk into your heart step by step, and then tell you who I am."
Chen Mo patted her back for a while, and he whispered in her ear, "I was very sad when I saw so many people of the opposite sex around you, I was jealous but I couldn't tell you, and then you got drunk by the river and had no intention of saying those words, I realized your intentions, but I couldn't be sure that it was me, so I didn't show anything." ”
"Even the last time I proposed, I was very nervous, because I was afraid that the person you cared about was not me, and I was afraid that you would refuse."
"I'm afraid you'll say no ......"
There were only two of them in the room, and any sound was extraordinarily obvious, even the slightest sound of breathing, as if it had been enlarged countless times.
"But you know my heart for Chen Mo, don't you?" Shiya pursed her lips, he knew, how could he still deceive her like this?
Chen Mo shook his head, he said, "At first, I knew that you missed someone, but I didn't know who it was, I only knew it when you were drunk, but at that time I wanted to enter your heart, so I hesitated to tell you, I wanted to confess to you several times, but I ...... I really don't have the courage to do that, I'm afraid that if you know me, we may not be able to make friends. When I know your physical condition, I am even more determined to participate in your future life no matter what, Shiya, I have never wanted to deceive you, whether it was at the beginning or now, I have always waited for a happiness that belongs to you and me. ”
Shiya was stunned, she knew in her heart that this matter was not the reason for him alone, she never asked, and she didn't even take it to heart at all, that day at her house, he knew that his surname was Chen, and he still didn't think to ask his name.
But now, she is really sad, the person she has been waiting for is actually ...... It's actually by her side, but she doesn't even know it, until now.
"But I ......" She still can't accept this for the time being, and it is bitter and sweet to say, but she always feels uncomfortable in her heart.
Chen Mo hugged her and said softly, "Shiya, I know it's me who is wrong, I admit my mistake to you, don't be angry, don't be sad, okay?" Did you know that there is a little life in you? As he spoke, he reached out his other hand and attached it to her flat lower abdomen, "Here are our children." ”
Shiya subconsciously looked at her abdomen, her body trembling slightly, "This ......"
Chen Mo hugged her and said softly, "Shiya, this is true, almost a month, and she is still very fragile now." When he heard the news, he was also surprised, originally he did not have hope, he and her would have children, he thought that it would be fine with only the two of them, but now he knew that a little life was conceived, which made him very happy.
"No kidding...... You know my body......"
"I know." Chen Mo interrupted her, he hugged her and lay down, slowing down his movements, "Shiya, it's true, we have a child." ”
Shiya blinked, nestled in his arms, and didn't dare to move.
Chen Mo kissed her forehead and whispered, "Shiya, forgive me, I didn't mean to hide from you, do you know how sad I was when you rejected me in every possible way at that time?" I was very sad at the time, especially when I saw that you were talking and laughing like everyone else, but you were cold to me, even though we were like that at the beginning. ”
"After graduating, I thought I could forget about you, but I couldn't, especially when I was in the middle of the night, or when I was alone, I would think of you, then. I always think that if you were good, if you were, you would comfort me, and like then, no one wanted to share a table with me, only you. ”
"Later, when I went to junior high school, I thought that we would be in the same school in high school, and I must tell you my heart, but we missed high school, and when I got to high school, I thought maybe college could, but I still didn't find you in college...... Luckily, now I've finally found you. ”