Nuan Nuan checked all the hospitals in the United States that could treat this disease on the Internet, and went to find them one by one!

Shan Yu was also anxious, asking Nuan Nuan about the situation every day. At first, Nuan Nuan would tell him, but later, there was no news.

Later, he personally went to the United States to look for them, but found no one. The company couldn't do without him, so he had to hurry back to China.

It was another night of overtime, and only Chengzi and Shan Yu were left in the company. The two men were silent, and the air was quiet and terrifying.

Shan Yu removed his hands to hide his face, and tears had already wet his cheeks. Chengzi handed him a tissue, and Shan Yu took it tremblingly and clenched it tightly in the palm of his hand.

"Nariko, I've never been so desperate......"

Chengzi looked at his red eyes and felt very sad.

Despair...... It's really the worst taste in the world!

Nuan Nuan has visited almost all the hospitals in the United States, and more than ten days have passed, and the search has been fruitless.

Liu Juan heard about the situation over there, and repeatedly asked Nuan Nuan to return to China. Gu Yue has no trace, how can Nuan Nuan be alone in the United States, how can she rest assured! She only has this one daughter! There can be no mistakes!

In the middle of the night, Nuan Nuan stood in front of the window and looked at the stars in the sky, the same sky, why do the stars in the United States seem to be different from those in China? No matter how much you look for it, you can't seem to see the one that represents Dad!

Gu Yue, where are you?

Nuan Nuan sat on the ground with her hands on her knees and buried her head deep in her arms. I never thought that one day you would disappear from me. Life and death are unknown, everything is unknown.

I'd rather you don't love me, I'd rather you really be with someone else, even if you never see each other again for the rest of your life, as long as you're healthy and alive!

God, am I asking too much, too greedy? I don't want it, I don't want anything! I don't want him to be with me, I don't want him to love me, I don't want anything! As long as he lives! As long as he's good!

On the night before returning home, Nuan Nuan cried all night.

The candlelight of hope was blown out by the wind little by little, and I no longer had the courage to light it.

Liu Juan heard the doorbell and hurriedly opened the door, called "Mom" weakly, and fell into her arms!

Liu Juan hugged her skinny daughter, couldn't control her emotions anymore, and cried heartbreakingly!

It was the second day after Nuan Nuan woke up in the hospital, and when she saw her mother crying silently on the side, she suddenly felt that she was much older!

Nuan Nuan pulled the corners of her mouth with difficulty, and her voice was hoarse and weak.

"Mom, I want to go home."

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The weather is getting hotter and hotter, and the company is developing very well! Shan Yu has to lead the overall situation in the company, and when he goes home, he has to take care of Ling Shuang, whose belly is getting bigger and bigger. The person who has been worried about him has never heard from him.

Did you go to another country for treatment, or did you ...... Anyway, there has to be news! For this reason, Shan Yu, who has always been atheistic, went to the temple alone several times. Pray that Gu Yue is okay.

Nuan Nuan was seriously ill, and it seemed that he had changed a person. In order to take care of her mother's emotions, she forced a smile at home. When you are alone, you always keep asking yourself who you are? Why do I feel so pointless to live?

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At the time, she even felt that she had a mental problem. was eating well, and suddenly heard Gu Yue seem to be calling her in the kitchen, and hurriedly turned her head, but it was all air.

Sometimes after tossing and turning for a long time at night, she finally fell asleep in a daze, but it seemed that Gu Yue reached out and hugged her waist. He opened his eyes and tried to grab his hand, but he only touched his waist.

The more such hallucinations and auditory hallucinations she had, and the numb she became. But my heart was always looking forward to him, waiting for him.

No matter what you do, you can think of Gu Yue, Nuan Nuan decided, and simply went through the memories again. I can't see you, even if I see memories.

After saying goodbye to her mother, Nuan Nuan revisited all the places she had been to with Gu Yue. Everywhere there was his shadow, she stopped laughing or crying, or stared at him for a long time.

Back on the high school campus, the spot where I first saw him was empty. She stood there and watched for a long time, until a student timidly came to her and asked, "Sister, what are you looking at?" Nuan Nuan smiled and shed tears, I was looking at my youth. The student trotted away with a puzzled look in his eyes, Nuan Nuan closing his eyes. Today's sun is as bright as it was that day. Why, I can't turn that boy into it!

The music restaurant that Gu Yue often takes her to has a good environment, and the food is still so delicious. The young man singing on stage was very handsome, Nuan Nuan stared at him intently, and he smiled politely at Nuan Nuan. It's just that he didn't know that in Nuan Nuan's eyes, this person who played and sang became Gu Yue. That was the most romantic confession she remembered!

Go to Badaling again, the scenery is still the same. The image of him telling her to run slower was repeated, only she would never stick out her tongue again and say, "Slightly...... I wish I could see his doting smile as soon as I turned around. But no matter how many times I look back, all I see is the green bricks under my feet.

Standing in a corner of the university against the wall, looking at the lonely birds in the sky. That morning when the air seemed to be sweet with the scent of osmanthus flowers, he was caught off guard by kissing her for the second time. She clung to the wall, her heart sweeter than the osmanthus flower. In fact, memory is deceiving, it was winter, where did you get osmanthus. It's just that sweet feeling, like osmanthus.

Later, she came to the homestay on the mountain, the grandmother's.

The old grandmother listened to Nuan Nuan finish talking about Gu Yue, and her eyes were full of tears!

She remembered the last time they had come, it was the young man trying to cure the girl's depression. The world is impermanent, and when I see Nuan Nuan again this time, she is alone.

Nuan Nuan leaned on the old grandmother's arms, recalling everything that happened here with Gu Yue.

When she first came, she was tired, so he carried her up the mountain in one go. At night, he stood in front of the ancient bed hanging from the veil, and his eyes sparkled with stars.

He said, "Lady, are you satisfied with the place that your husband has chosen for you?"

It's still this place, but it's not human.

The old grandmother held her warm hand and wiped away her tears in distress.

"Son, let me tell you my story!"

After listening to the old grandmother, Nuan Nuan was speechless in shock!

"That's why life is so impermanent

。 Although he is gone, he is my lifelong dependence. I think he's there, he's there. Kid ......"

The old grandmother held her hand tightly, "You are still young, and you will meet someone who loves you in the future." Live well to be worthy of your parents and him. Moreover, he has no news, which is probably the best news. ”

"Grandma!"

Nuan Nuan threw herself into her arms and cried. Maybe grandma is right, no news is the best news.

It's just that you have a sentence that is wrong. I'm young, but I'll never meet someone who loves me so much......

In the days of tormented waiting, Nuan Nuan went to many places. Each memory is like a handful of salt, sprinkled again on the wound. Although it hurts, at least it makes her feel that she is still alive vividly!

This year's summer came very early, and in the evening after the heavy rain, I knew that I would occasionally scream a few times.

There were frogs chirping in the lake, and crickets hurrying into the grass. Occasionally, a few energetic students passed by. A few young couples snuggled up to each other on a bench or hid in the shadows and kissed sweetly.

Nuan Nuan stood alone by the lake of her alma mater and saw that everyone was her former self.

That year, it was in this place that she waited for him all afternoon, until the sky was full of stars!

She crouched here crying so much that her eyes were blurred and her legs were numb.

He came in a starry and moon-clad manner, sweating profusely! Blame her distressedly, why are you so stupid?

She staggered to her feet, and her eyes were fogged by tears to see that he was ghosted, but it was clear! I vaguely remembered her stubborn appearance at the beginning, she said, okay, see you or leave.

He rushed over, and it was the first hug he gave her. My heart was beating like it was yesterday. It turned out that his arms were so warm!

He said, fool, aren't you cold? If you can't wait, you'll go back!

She smiled secretly, I should be glad to be waiting for you like this, otherwise, how could there be such a hug!

Later, he sent her back to the dormitory. I never forgot what he whispered in her ear, "Let's be together." ”

You know, I've been waiting for this sentence for three years.

Have you ever loved someone very much? I felt that if I left him, I really wouldn't be able to live. Hehe, that's all a lie. Without him, he will live, but the heart is dead.

Traveled to all the places they had been, and in addition to memories, they also fantasized about meeting him somewhere.

However, fantasy is fantasy after all.

Nuan Nuan picked up a pebble and threw it into the lake. Splash layers of ripples. She remembered that Gu Yue was very powerful, he could splash multiple times with a single stone! She's been studying for a long time, but she still can't.

If only he were there, he could teach me.

The night is dark, and the dating couple is reluctant to go back to the dormitory. The frogs in the lake also seemed to be asleep, and the wind was still a little cold, and the warm clothes were thin, and they had goosebumps.

The wind rustled the leaves, and the warm raised its head, and the clouds were blue, obscuring the moon.

Gu Yue, where are you?

This is the last place she came from, and tomorrow there will be nowhere to go. I follow the memories to find you

, what I found was still memories.

This is where we are together, where the story begins, and where I find you.

Nuan Nuan leaned against the tree, physically and mentally exhausted. I'm waiting for you at the finish line, will you still come in the stars and the moon?

Tears crackled down her cheeks and dripped onto her clothes. Every drop carries despair, like breaking the heart into countless parts, dissipating little by little.

I can't hold on anymore, Gu Yue, I really can't hold on anymore!

The hoarse cry changed from small to loud, and the branches swayed with the cool breeze, just like a warm and trembling body!

Can you give me another chance? I will never be willful again, and I will never make you sad again! I will definitely love you doubly! Shall we do it all over again?

Gu Yue, you said you would marry me, you said it!

Nuan Nuan leaned all her weight against the tree, without any strength. Tomorrow there is no place to look for memories, this is the feeling of being cornered!

The leaves were still rustling, and suddenly, a familiar voice came from behind.

"Nuan Nuan."

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Nuan Nuan smiled bitterly, and it was auditory hallucinations again.

But every time she hallucinated, she would look back hopefully, even if she knew that it would not work.

Nuan Nuan wiped the tears from her face and turned around slightly.

Looking back, tears flowed down my face.

(Finale)

(Is this ending still satisfying?) Originally, this was the ending, open-ended. However, Benda is also a person who does not like tragedy. So, the sweet tooth is ready. Read on! In addition, the main supporting roles will also be explained. Xu Youning, Ouyang Heng, and Ling Xue, who you like, all have explanations. The excitement continues! ）

(End of chapter)

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