096 I'm not a puppy
Back at home, Lin Zhicheng sat on the sofa with a tired face.
He kept the TV on, but he didn't put his eyes on it, but kept staring in the direction of the door, and when he saw me open the door and come in, he took his eyes back.
I haven't seen him for nearly a month, he has lost some weight, I was just about to sit down next to the sofa, he had already grabbed my hand and dragged me directly into his arms, he was too hard, his arm made me hurt, I opened my mouth and was about to speak, his kiss fell like a storm.
But my mind was still on the text message he just sent me, and I couldn't be enthusiastic, and even a little stiff.
Lin Zhicheng probably felt my stiffness, he let go of me, and asked lightly: "What's the matter, I haven't seen you for a month, and you are unfamiliar with me?" ”
He stared at me, and the contents of his gaze seemed a little complicated, but when I tried to look into it, it had already disappeared without a trace.
I took out my phone and clicked on the text message and asked him, "Why are you saying that?" ”
The text he sent me was, why aren't you at home, you can't be shopping with another man, right?
Such a thing is obviously not quite in line with his style.
Seeing me ask him, Lin Zhicheng sat up slightly, and he said a little casually: "Just kidding." ”
I groaned.
But he soon said again: "What do you mind so much, are you really shopping with other men just now?" ”
I want to say that I just went to drink a cup of milk tea with Li Xianyong, but I was afraid that Lin Zhicheng would ask when I would be so familiar with Li Xianyong, and I was struggling with how to speak, but Lin Zhicheng had already leaned on my body, and he said, "I'm tired, let me take a beat." ”
And so the conversation stopped, and as soon as he came over, I reached out and stroked his hair, which was of a particularly hard kind, and a little prickly on it, but I was happy to do it.
After a few laps back and forth over his head, I touched it and said, "Sleep." ”
Lin Zhicheng suddenly sat up and said, "Okay, I'm not a puppy." ”
Now, instead I snuggled up, half lay on top of him, leaned my head on his chest and said, "I like to be touched by my hair, I feel that it is easy to fall asleep." When I was a kid, I had a lot of fuss, and that's how my aunt touched my hair. ”
Lin Zhicheng was probably caught by my strange hobby, the corners of his mouth twitched, and he said half-loudly: "Then when I'm done with this paragraph, I'll go and bring my aunt to Shenzhen and let her touch your hair." ”
I gave him a blank look: "Are you despising me?" ”
Lin Zhicheng chuckled lightly and said slowly, "I thought you were homesick." ”
I groaned, and he suddenly nudged me and said, "You go take a shower first, and I'll tell you something later." ”
When I came out of the shower, Lin Zhicheng had turned off the TV, he was sitting on the bed in the bedroom reading a book, I walked over, he immediately closed the book and put it on the bedside table, and then moved it to make room for me.
I leaned against him and sat down and asked him, "What's the matter?" ”
Before he said anything, my heart felt like it was hanging in the air.
He reached over and put his arm around me, and said a little tiredly, "I think I'll have to tell you about my current financial situation." Hongde's current situation is that my dad and the other three shareholders have all withdrawn, and now only me and Zhang Lei are left, and Zhang Lei is now in the consideration stage, if he comes to the answer in the past few days is also to withdraw, then Hongde will only be me alone at that time, and there will definitely be a break in liquidity, etc., I have put the house in Longgang out more than ten days ago, as long as the money is in place, it can be considered a little bit of a thing. And now Hongde still has a big mobile phone order to do, if there is nothing abnormal, it will slowly return to the right track. However, I can't guarantee that the whole process will be smooth, and if anything happens later, I may consider selling the house to liquidate the wages of the employees. Zhou Mo, I may have nothing, I want to tell you this first, if you feel that you don't want to bet your life on me, you can have your own choice. ”
Although he was tired, his tone was very calm, as if he was talking about someone else's business that had nothing to do with him, but it was already earth-shattering to me.
The surprise on my face lingered, I thought for a while, and finally hugged him with my backhand and said, "Lin Zhicheng, don't make trouble with your father, you can make peace with him." ”
Responding to me with a stronger hug, Lin Zhicheng said lightly: "Impossible, I don't like to be threatened." ”
Stubborn as always.
But in addition to worrying, I actually had a faint sense of loss.
Even if I don't want him to fall into a huge life crisis because of me, I still look forward to his current stubbornness, even if only because of me.
Just as loss and worry were intertwined in his heart, Lin Zhicheng suddenly came over and said: "Of course, the most important thing is that I think it is very sad if a man can't even make a decision about his feelings." And I'd rather be like this, and let you decide whether you want to go with me or not, rather than me deciding whether you want to go with me or not for the sake of how I am. ”
hugged me harder again, Lin Zhicheng's chin rested on my shoulder, and he said in my ear: "Zhou Mo, I'm sorry." It's my fault, if it weren't for me, you wouldn't be as entangled as you are now. I shouldn't have made such excessive demands so early, and I'm thinking now that I'm so anxious to ask you to give you to me, which is the most wrong thing I've done in this relationship. I'm insecure, and I'm sorry I put you at a disadvantage in order to find this kind of thing..."
Before he could speak, I had already pushed him right, and I just got up.
It was the first time I kissed him so actively.
In a muffled voice, I said, "I won't leave you." ”
After being stunned for a while, Lin Zhicheng suddenly kissed me back warmly, but he just kissed, but there was no next move, and I didn't know if it was a brain convulsion or something, I reached out and pulled the button on his shirt, he held my hand down, I couldn't move, he finally took me off, and continued: "I don't want you to be too impulsive." I think I'd have to make it completely clear, if Verity files for complete bankruptcy, then I risk being saddled with a lot of foreign debt. ”
I insisted on putting my hand on his shoulder, and then hooked his neck, and I said, "I know, it's okay, I'm tall, when the time comes, I'll go to the exhibition, and there will be hundreds of people standing a day, and the two of them have hands and feet, are you still afraid of starving to death?" ”
As soon as I finished speaking, Lin Zhicheng dragged me into his arms like he did just now, and he didn't speak for a while.
Suddenly, he stretched out his feet and fumbled to turn off the only bedside lamp that was on, and just like that, he fell to the bed with both of me in his arms.
The two of them looked up at the ceiling, and Lin Zhicheng said, "Sleep." ”
I put my hand on his lower abdomen and groped it back and forth, saying, "You've lost a lot of weight." ”
Lin Zhicheng took my hand off and said, "Don't make trouble, sleep." ”
But I don't know if I want to put it on it and say, "No, just touch it and see how many pounds you have lost." ”
Heaven and earth conscience, I didn't think about eating his tofu, I just felt distressed, I felt that he was hungry after running out for a month.
A little speechless, Lin Zhicheng gritted his teeth and said, "Don't make trouble, if you make trouble again, I will become a beast." ”
I let out an oh and quickly withdrew my hand.
But Lin Zhicheng had already turned over and pressed up, and after getting used to the darkness, the faint light refracted through the floor, I saw that his silhouette was still soft, still handsome and unmatched.
I just got up and kissed him on the nose again, and he responded a thousand times more passionately than I did, and soon slipped his hand into my nightdress.
When the two of them finally exposed themselves to the relative heat, he leaned on my body, reaching out but gently helping me to brush the hair on my forehead, his palm swept over my face, warm and real, and his bare upper body, seemed to have a fatal attraction to me, I stared at it like a pervert for a while.
When he noticed that I was looking at him, he leaned down and said, "You have become bad." ”
I ended up closing my eyes a little embarrassed.
After the heat wave subsided, Lin Zhicheng hugged me in his arms, he chattered a lot with me, and he fell asleep like this.
In one of the few rays of light I kept staring at his face.
Even in his deep sleep, his face was still that tired look, his brows were frowned, it seemed that it was not peaceful in the dream, he didn't know what he dreamed of, his hand suddenly stretched out and scratched, as soon as I grasped it, he finally settled down, muttered something, turned over, and a slight snoring sounded like this.
And I was about to lie down next to him to sleep when I heard my phone ring.
Here comes a text message.
I clicked on it and looked at it, and it turned out to be sent to me by Zhang Lei.
He asked, "Are you free?" and we'll see you.
He didn't like texting much before, and he was smiling at the kind of relationship we have now when we meet at the company, is it necessary for him to text me?
A little confused, I replied with a question mark.
It wasn't long before his call came in.
Afraid of arguing with Lin Zhicheng, I hung up, then crept out of bed, gently walked out and closed the bedroom door, and then called Zhang Lei back from the balcony.
He drank a little and his tongue was a little knotted.
He said, "Where are you?" Is Lin Zhicheng lying next to you now? Are you holding him and getting ready for bed? ”
Zhang Lei would never talk to me like this when he was sober, he was born not to gossip, and he would not say anything that embarrassed me so much.
I had no choice but to say, "Why do you drink so much?" Is there anything wrong with you? ”
He suddenly became angry.
Fiercely said into the phone: "I can't look for you if it's okay?" ”
I couldn't afford to deal with a drunk, so I had to be patient and say, "It's a little late, Zhang Lei." ”
It seemed that I called his name to bring him back to his senses, and he suddenly said very clearly: "I am considering withdrawing from Hongde, did Lin Zhicheng tell you?" ”
I patiently said that Lin Zhicheng told me.
There was a sound of rustling on the other end, and there was even the sound of running water, and after a period of silence, Zhang Lei said: "You know where my home is, come and find me, and we will discuss this issue." Zhou Mo, I am now Lin Zhicheng's last straw. ”