Saturday is here in a blink of an eye, and today's weather is very good, the weather is very bright, and there is not very hot, and there is good weather for official travel. Early in the morning, Conan and I were dragged up by Ran and went to Shibuya to meet the garden, so Conan and I both had some sleep deprivation and kept yawning.

"Garden, here and here~!" From a long distance, the sharp-eyed Xiaolan saw the garden waiting in front at a glance. Because it came early, although there are not many people in Shibuya today's Saturday, I have to say that Xiaolan still has some foresight.

"Xiaolan, you're here. The garden greeted us with a grin.

"Sorry, waited a long time?" Xiaolan smiled apologetically at the garden.

"It's okay, it's okay, I'm very idle anyway. Yuan Zi waved his hand absently and smiled heartily. I actually have a great impression of Yuanzi's character, because a daughter like Yuanzi, who is rich and powerful, has status and status, can put down her body and make friends with an ordinary girl like Xiaolan with a sincere heart, without the arrogance of a rich child, which is really rare.

"Sister Yuanzi is good. "Although I was reluctant, as a child, it was better to be well-behaved, so Conan and I glanced at each other and greeted the garden very tacitly.

"Ah, you guys, little ghosts. Yuan Zi replied vigorously, and when his eyes swept over me, he was suddenly stunned for a moment, and then bent down and stared at me closely.

"How...... What's the matter, Sister Garden?Is there anything strange about me?" I was a little uncomfortable stared at by the Garden.

"We ...... How long has it been since we've seen each other?"

"Probably...... Let's have a little more than a week. I looked at the garden's somewhat strange expression, carefully considering the words.

"It's pretty. ”

"Huh?"

Although I didn't know the meaning of the phrase "garden" at the time, I finally knew the meaning of this phrase when we walked into the shopping street and started shopping for clothes.

First ......

Yuanzi & Xiaolan: "I'm sorry, please find a T-shirt suitable for this child." ”

Salesman: "Okay, please come with me, the women's clothing department is here." ”......

Conan was snickering.

Second......

Xiaolan: "Do you have any new children's summer clothes here, which are suitable for this child?" ”

Salesman: "It's a coincidence that you're here, we have just arrived here with a new batch of children's clothes, which are very suitable for young girls." ”......

Conan was still snickering.

Third ......

Garden: "Excuse me......"

"Ah!! where did the child come from? It's like a doll, it's so cute! It's a foul!! please, can you be a publicity model for our store?!Of course, you can choose any children's clothes here, and I will pay you!" ......

Conan was still snickering.

"You already knew that, didn't you?" I looked at Conan, who was laughing heartlessly behind me.

"Who knows~~" Conan spread his hands and shrugged his shoulders with a sloppy expression.

......

“...... I'm going to cut it. "Well, looking at me in the mirror, I really don't know what to say, is it really a boy in the mirror? Of course, I don't doubt it in the slightest, but what do the others think......

The soft black hangs on the shoulders casually, a few dull hairs because of sleeping, intentionally or unintentionally, it looks very playful and cute, although the length is not enough shawl, but it just covers the ears, half-covered and half-exposed, but just flashes a crystal bright color between the black and bright colors, which makes people itch, the skin is like snow, the eyebrows are like ink paintings, a pair of burgundy eyes seem to be a whirlpool, deep and people will fall into it if they are not careful, and with the expression of the corners of the mouth that seems to be smiling but not smiling, it is obviously just a little ghost, but it has a thrilling charm, almost evil。 The delicate face seems to be God's most perfect masterpiece, and there is no trace of flaw, originally because of the short head, the edges and corners of the face are looming, and it can also show a bit of manliness, but now the edges and corners of the face are covered by the head, covering the slightly rigid lines, and the face is set off more beautiful and dusty, like an angel who has fallen into the world, not to provoke the dust of the world.

Now, apart from my own belief that I am a male, I guess no one will doubt my gender anymore. Anyway, I really haven't looked in the mirror very seriously recently, or rather, because I look at my face every day, I can't feel any changes, if it weren't for the people around me who are so obvious, I really don't know that I have become so motherly unconsciously. It's no wonder that in the past few days at school, those little ghosts look at me with strange expressions, sometimes I am talking, but suddenly I turn my head inexplicably and uncomfortably, I was still very puzzled at the time, but now I understand.

"Don't, Xiaohui, your current style is so suitable for you, wouldn't it be a pity to cut it off. Xiaolan rarely objected to my words.

"But I'm a boy, isn't it strange to stay long?" I turned to the garden for help.

"Click!" Yuan Zi put away his phone with satisfaction: "Well, isn't this also very good, very beautiful." ”

"It's not a pretty thing, if you can, I hope you can praise me for being handsome, and don't infringe on my image rights casually. ”

"Garden, what are you doing taking pictures of Xiaohui?" Xiaolan looked at the garden and put it away.

"Do you still need to ask?,Of course, it's used as a mobile phone desktop.,Xiaohui's photos are much cuter than any child stars or the like.,Besides,There are a lot of perverted (perverted) Luo (Li) control in school.,If you sell Xiaohui's photos,Maybe you can make a lot of money.。 Yuan Zi made a "V" gesture to Xiaolan and smiled proudly.

Me: "......"

In the process of shopping for clothes and swimsuits, I was taken by the two of them with my mobile phone, and of course, I finally cut off my head as a payment. The sharp short finally emphasized my gender a little, and I didn't have to worry about the danger of becoming "Hideyoshi" anymore. I still feel a little funny when I think about the time when the teacher gave me a haircut, and I feel a little funny, but if I don't do this, I'm really worried that I won't be able to go home today. Before cutting, our group has been accosted by no less than a dozen waves of people for various reasons, the most devastating thing is that there is actually a bespectacled, at least 200 pounds of otaku squatting in front of me with a lollipop, with a "sincere" expression to me: "Little sister, do you like to eat candy? If you go to my brother's house to play together, my brother's candy will be given to you!"

Me: "......"

You ask me how it turned out? Okay, I'll sue you.

As a result, in our expressions of astonishment, stunned, and convulsions, the corners of our eyes jumped, and this "elder brother" with an expression of infinite hope and happiness was punished by the indignant crowd around him.

"I told you to abduct, I made you ...... sin"

"Damn! Die to death! Die a hundred times! Shoot at such a cute little sister, you are the public enemy of women......"

"It's inhumane!!It's so enviable to even start with such a superb Lori...... No! It's unbearable! Beasts! Beasts! Damn ......."

Well, that's what the masses say......

"Ah!! finally back. "As soon as I got back to the office, I screamed and fell on the sand, and the soreness in my body made me not feel like a ** at all.

"It's been really hard for you today, Xiaohui, you can eat later. Xiaolan said with a smile, then put on her apron and walked into the kitchen.

"Don't be in such a hurry, Sister Xiaolan. You're already tired, so let's rest for a while and do it again. "It's true that I'm hungry, but I'm embarrassed to make Xiaolan work so hard, didn't I see that Conan that guy has tried to kill me with his eyes.

"It's okay, it's okay, Sister Xiaolan, I'm very tough!" Xiaolan said and made a fist clenching gesture to me, and her playful and cute appearance couldn't help but make me slightly stunned.

"Oh, well. I came back to my senses and answered. Actually, I'm really hungry now, I don't have any strength at all, I was just polite just now, but fortunately Xiaolan didn't take it seriously.

It's getting dark, Uncle Maori hasn't come back yet, I don't know where I've been fooling around again, well, anyway, Xiaolan will call him, if Uncle Maori can come back a little later, I think I'll be very happy.

Uncle Maori was taken by Xiaolan's majesty, and as soon as he received the call, he obediently returned, and after the noisy dinner, the day ushered in the night.

At one o'clock in the middle of the night, when everyone in the office was already asleep, I crept up, walked out of the house, stood in a public phone booth on the side of the street, and dialed Sato's number.

"Dut...... Honk...... "Long waiting tone...... Well, that's fine, if Sato answers, I really don't know what to say, why is she so obsessed with a stranger she has only met once?

I sighed and hung up the phone, turned around and walked out of the phone booth.

"Who are you going to call at such a late hour?" Conan's voice suddenly came from behind me, and my body stiffened.

"It's not what a good boy should do if he doesn't sleep so late!"

"To answer my question, who are you calling?"

"How's it going to be for the organization, isn't it?" I turned around, smiling defiantly.

"You guy, can't you be a little more honest? With a helpless voice, Conan's figure slowly emerged from the shadows.

"Oh, aren't you always wary of me, just each other. ”

"I think we should probably talk about it openly. Conan raised his head, his serious expression revealing a sense of maturity that he was getting older.

"Oh? I pouted undeniably.

......

"I've heard a lot about you lately. Conan sat in the same chair that Uncle Maori usually sat in, looking directly at me. Late at night, Uncle and Xiaolan were sleeping soundly upstairs, and Conan and I sat face to face in the reception room of the office, and the light of the street lamps and the bright moonlight made the room not very dark.

"So what?" said the little girl......

"Judging from Ashbara's words, I don't think you're a person with a very bad nature. ”

"Isn't it bad?" I looked at Conan with some amusement, "How much do you know about me? Do you know how much blood I have on my hands? Isn't it bad? Why do you think so?" As if to deliberately show my disdain for Conan, my words spat out like a cannon.

"Just by what you've done these days we've been along. Conan said in a deep voice.

"What did I do? I've killed more than once, so I'm a good person?"

"But you have never taken the initiative to kill anyone except in self-defense, and you have saved our lives more than once. ”

I choked slightly.

"I've killed a lot of innocent people, don't think of me as an angel. ”

"But have you ever killed an innocent person without an order from the organization?" Conan's words made it impossible for me to refute.

"Thanks to your guidance last time, I have read a lot of books on psychology, and I can see that there is a deep sadness hidden in the depths of your eyes, why? Is it because of your past sins?" Conan's words kept tugging at my heartstrings.

"Yes, boundless sin......" I silently looked at my hands. This sin made it impossible for me to get along with my family and friends calmly, and I was unable to accept everyone's care and love with peace of mind.

"Since you are troubled by your sins, why don't you find a way to make amends?"

"It's impossible. From the first day I stepped into the organization, I was doomed to no salvation. "I'm like a dream.

"There is a way. ”

"Solution? You won't say let me go to myself, right? You believe in Buddhism? Are you here to save me today?" I looked at Conan mockingly, if I did, I would definitely die, and now I can't die.

"No," to my surprise, Conan actually shook his head and said, "I mean, we should all let go of our guards and estrangements, and work together to completely erase the source of this evil from the world!"

"How did you change sex today?" I looked at Conan with some confusion, I had the impression that he must be at odds with someone like me.

"Gray Yuan and I are on fire today, and I have told me a lot of things within the organization, I admit that I used to be a little naïve, and I also took it for granted, Gray Yuan is right, people sometimes can't be simply divided into black and white. Conan looked at me with black and white eyes, and his eyes were a little complicated.

"So what? You're taking pity on me?"

"It's not mercy, it's too late, as long as you work hard, you will definitely be redeemed, believe me. ”

"Believe you? Haha, believe you? Why?! Do you know what I was doing when you were in school? I was killing! Do you know what I was doing when you were playing football? I was killing! Do you know what I was doing when you were coquettish in the arms of your parents? I was killing people! I didn't even know how many people I had killed, so why did you say that I would be redeemed!!? I envy my brother, I envy my brother, I envy him that he can live carefree until he is seventeen years old, I envy that he can enjoy the love of his parents for ten more years than me, but these have always been pressed in my heart, and today it finally broke out.

Conan: "......"

"Why? Nothing to say? Actually, you know very well, I am a sinner who deserves death, this is an irrefutable fact! Actually, you just want to use my power against the organization, right?!" Knowing that Conan is not such a person, knowing that he doesn't mean this, he still can't help but deliberately say such hurtful words. The light of my brother makes me feel resentful. Resentment, what a disgusting feeling.

Conan: "......"

Me: "......"

The wordless silence filled the room with suffocating pressure, and the conversation reached an impasse.

“...... I admit that I can't understand your pain, however, I also have mine pain that you can't understand. It doesn't matter what we do, the key is not to let our relatives and friends suffer from us, whether it is our parents, Xiaolan, or Gray Yuan, you also agree with this, right?" After a long silence, Conan slowly spoke.

"yes, they're my last concern, as long as they're okay, like you said, it doesn't matter how I am. Calming down my excitement, I let out a long sigh of relief. I don't want to lose someone close to me, no matter how sharp the conflict between me and Conan is, this feeling is the same.

"It seems that we still have something in common. ”

"Let's not. ”

"So, for the sake of the people around us, it's necessary for us to work together, intimately. ”

"That's your conclusion?"

"Yes, regardless of the other things, concentrate on getting rid of the organization first, and talk about the rest later, from the point of view of dialectics, it is necessary to concentrate on solving the main contradictions, and other than that, everything else is secondary. ”

“...... Well, I admit, your reasons convinced me. ”

"The negotiations were established. Conan smiled slightly: "My name is Kudo Shinichi, first time we met, please give me a lot of advice." ”

"My name is Edogawa Akiki, please advise. "It wasn't until this moment that Conan and I officially introduced ourselves for the first time, and for the first time, we let go of each other's bitterness.

"If it's okay, I'll go to sleep first, and I'll go to the beach tomorrow. I stood up, waved at Conan, and walked towards the door.

"Believe it or not...... Conan's voice behind me made my body pause slightly: "I don't know what I can do now, but I will definitely let you be redeemed! Because you are my brother! I swear in the name of 'Kudo Shinichi'!"

"Whatever you want......" My voice trembled slightly uncontrollably, and I didn't look back, and my figure paused and walked out.

Is it the first time that my brother has been officially recognized...... It's so cunning to say this, to talk about salvation without even knowing what to do, it's simply a hopeless fool......

Strange, why are you crying?

Tears...... I can't stop it......

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