My first love happened in the lowest period of my life.

In January 2009, in the ten days before Chinese New Year's Eve, Shenzhen Bao'an Bus Station was crowded, and many jerky old faces were happily going home for the New Year, but on this seemingly national celebration, I resigned from my job as a clerk in a regular company and went to a nightclub to find a job for an evening performance.

said that it was an evening performance, which is also a kind of face-loving statement.

And the most intuitive way to put it is that in the days when I was about to celebrate the New Year, I managed to turn myself into a nightclub for the pastime of those glamorous men, that is, the kind of glamorous dancing girls who have to wear revealing clothes and half a mask all night long on the stage of drunken gold.

As for why I practice myself like this, it's not because I'm tired of living an ordinary life and have nothing to run away to experience life, nor is it to go to this kind of place where more rich people go to eat and drink spicy food, but in these years, there is always a natural and man-made disaster.

A month ago, I also told my aunt who raised me by planting some peanuts and sugarcane, and said that when the company came out of the grain, I would buy some New Year's goods and go back to celebrate the New Year.

This is the fact that my aunt, an old farmer, also had a horse and a hoof, and she had been burning sugarcane leaves for decades when she encountered a tornado when she burned the sugarcane leaves in her field again, and finally she couldn't control the spreading fire at all, and burned nearly 100 acres of sugarcane that had not been cut.

My home is in a small and isolated village in Xuwen County, Zhanjiang, and the folk customs are quite simple, and the neighbors have basically not blushed.

But when it comes to money, it's different.

Of course, no one can blame for this.

There are often typhoons blowing in our place, and the people who live in the tiled houses have to be frightened every time the typhoon passes, so Uncle Li and Aunt Liu of the next door are all in a hurry to save money to build a building.

And their source of income, in addition to relying on the family's girl to go out early to work in the factory to earn money to bring home, the rest of their income is to sell sugarcane.

But the things that were so hard worked to be planted were burned before they could be cut, which was as heart-wrenching as the big red and glamorous ticket in front of me being burned.

They were angry and anxious, thinking that most of my aunt's body was going to be buried in the ground, for fear that their money would be wasted, so they made an appointment to come to my aunt to settle accounts with my aunt and ask for money.

My aunt worked hard to raise me and provide for me to go to college, so I couldn't have any money to spare.

What's more, the price of sugarcane this year is not particularly good but not bad, the sugar factory is receiving goods at a price of 260 yuan per ton, according to the yield of 5 tons per mu, she lit a fire, and she took on an astronomical foreign debt of almost 130,000 yuan.

My aunt has been honest for most of her life, but she didn't expect this big event to happen when she was old, and after being poked and scolded by the villagers for a while, she didn't even dare to go out.

And I always knew that I was a burden, and when I was in college, I secretly encouraged myself to work hard to earn money after graduation, and when I saved enough money, I started a business and became a female boss, and I tried to bring my aunt to Shenzhen one day earlier to enjoy Qingfu.

But when I got out of the society, I knew that college students were not worth much these years, and it was already very good to be able to find a company that did not owe wages to work, and my standard of life dropped again and again, and I comforted myself that it was good to find a job, don't rush to make money or something, after all, I earn clean money.

Unexpectedly, in the end, I still embarked on the road of making quick money.

And that's when he appeared.