He paused in tone, and when he looked at her, there was an indissoluble tenderness on his face, as if in front of her, he was like a child who didn't grow up.

Shiya looked at him, such Chen Mo was something she had never seen before, but she didn't feel strange, as if they had known each other for a long time, and they were like a couple at all.

Chen Mo looked at her, curled his lips and smiled, "I raised a dog for you, I call it Shishi, I think you will like it." ”

When she heard him call that name, Shiya was completely petrified, why did she give her name to the dog, could it be that every time he called the dog, he would think of her?

No, how could she be confused with a dog?

She was indeed moved, but she didn't dare to move, what was her situation, he didn't know at all, so he happily confided in her, did he think they would definitely be together?

Shiya pursed the corners of her lips, and after hesitating, she opened her mouth, "I ......" Before she could say what she thought, Chen Mo interrupted what she was about to say, "Don't rush to tell me the answer, think about it, if you think I'm doing something wrong, I can change it, or if I have any other requirements, I can do my best." ”

There are more and more people in the hospital, and the place where they are happens to be the only way to go, standing there is a bit of a way.

So, Chen Mo led her back to the car, brought her a bottle of water, and asked her to think about it first.

Shiya bit her lip and said for a long time, "But you don't know me, how do you know that we are suitable?" ”

Chen Mo lowered his eyes, his right hand still maintained the posture of holding her, today he was bound to win, if he delayed it any longer, who could guarantee that he would not have long dreams at night, so he decided to strike first.

"Shiya, I may know you better than you think, I know your difficulty, I also know your strength, and I understand what you think in your heart, I can give you a future you want."

Shiya raised her head and looked at him fixedly, for a long time, she spoke again, her voice was a little hoarse, "You don't understand, you don't understand my physical condition, I may not live long, even if I have surgery, I can live for a while, but I can't get pregnant and have children, do you know this?" ”

She still remembers the first thing the doctor asked when she had her first surgery was, "Are you married?" Pregnant? ”

At that time, she didn't know what the conflict was, and it was only later that she understood, although the disease she suffered from was very common, maybe 70% of people would get it, but if the situation was serious, she would face the total removal of that part of the organs, not only that, because of the total resection, the original role played by this part of the organs could not continue to play, so she faced the situation of taking medicine for life.

Once you start taking medicine, there is no way to stop, so that there is no way to get pregnant, this is the worst plan, in her case, she bears it alone, it is far more acceptable for her to bear it than two people.

"Shiya, I understand."

"What about you...... Don't care? She asked this carefully, because she was so afraid, and the final answer was that she could not accept it, after all, no man could accept that his wife could not conceive and have children.

Unexpectedly, Chen Mo's eyes became more and more gentle, and even there was a slight smile in his voice, "I love you, if there are only two of us in our family in the future, it will be happier, and all your attention will be on me, I can't ask for it." ”

Shiya blinked incredibly, once, her mother introduced her to a blind date, the man's conditions were very good, and when talking to her about her future plans, she didn't hide anything to tell her the reason why she broke up with her ex-girlfriend, he and his ex-girlfriend have been together for four years, the two have a good relationship, and it can almost be said that they are about to enter the palace of marriage, but the two broke up suddenly, the reason is that his ex-girlfriend can't get pregnant.

Another time, one of her friends of the opposite sex mentioned the reason for breaking up with his ex-girlfriend, and he said that it was because his ex-girlfriend couldn't get pregnant, so even if two people love each other again, they can't get together in the end.

Therefore, this is the reason why Shiya will refuse Chen Mo, because her physical condition is unknown now, and no one knows whether she will have another operation or take medication for life, but this is the worst result, and she has to consider it.

Chen Mo has always known that she is a sensitive and thoughtful girl, so he continued, "Shiya, you don't need to care about this, if you like children, we can adopt, in short, the most important thing for two people to be together is not tired of getting along, I think, we will be like this together, besides, I like you, no, to be precise, I love you, a little more than myself." ”

Shiya's expression was wooden, probably never thinking that he would say these words, she took a deep breath, as if she had made a major decision, she said, "I'm sorry, I ...... I can't do ......."

Chen Mo frowned, and a pair of clear eyes fell on her.

Shiya licked her lips and continued, "I said before that I couldn't forget someone, once...... I don't want to admit that I have a good opinion of him for many reasons, and even hurt him, in fact, I am a timid person, I am afraid of hurting, and I am afraid of hurting others. ”

Chen Mo frowned and looked at him calmly.

"I grew up in a bad family environment, but when I grew up, it improved, and some people felt that there would be a lot of pressure in the future because we had a lot of people in our family, or because we had a younger brother, so they ...... And, I know your family seems to feel ...... My family wasn't so good, so ......"

"You don't have to worry about that." Chen Mo interrupted her words, stretched out his hand to grab her hand, felt the clear expression of her body when she said this, and her voice was much softer, "I never cared about what you said, all I cared about was you, because I was afraid that you would have scruples, so I waited again and again, I know what you are worried about, and I know what you are afraid of, I don't care about these, I just want to be responsible for you in the second half of my life." ”

He glanced at her, paused, and added, "If it's because you don't have the slightest feeling for me, I can accept it, but if it weren't for that, I wouldn't let go." Besides, you just have to think about whether you want to be with me or not, and I'll take care of the rest. ”

Shiya looked up at him, he was only a palm's hand away from her, she could clearly see the light in his eyes, and there was a touch of caution that didn't have time to hide, he was worried, worried that she would say no.

She blinked, and the corners of Chen Mo's lips rose a few degrees, "Actually, I know that you have a lot of worries, and I also know that I should choose a better time and place, but I really don't want to wait any longer, I think we should be together, I look forward to waking up every morning to see you, and I also look forward to being able to hug you to sleep at night, I look forward to the rest of my life with only you left." ”

He was a little hesitant, so he said these words with a little hesitation, but he inadvertently couldn't hide what he cared about, he really cared about her.