Chapter 98: One Stroke, One Book, One Heart
Both of them ate very slowly, seemed to be waiting, and seemed to have something on their minds.
This calm was not broken until Chen Mo spoke again, and he asked, "Shiya, have you thought about how to live this life?" ”
Shiya was stunned for a long time before she raised her head and said word by word, one stroke and one book.
It seems that the expectation in her heart is more entangled, Chen Mo is a little distressed, he has not accompanied her through the roads she has walked, but he knows that it is extremely difficult.
He always regretted that he couldn't find her sooner, regretted that he wasn't by her side in those days when she was vulnerable, regretted that he should have told her his heart early, let her know that there was someone who missed her whenever and wherever and would be by her side.
However, he didn't say it now, he was waiting for an opportunity, waiting for an opportunity that would make her not refuse.
Shiya bit her lip, and some of the things she wanted to say came to her mouth, but she found that she couldn't say anything, she didn't have no expectations, but could the reality really be as she wished?
Chen Mo drank the porridge in the bowl, sat upright in his position, looking at her, he hoped to look at her like this every day, until he saw the old, after a long time, he said loudly, "The new book is still working with me, at least, I will understand your mind, I think Kto will go to the next level because of our cooperation, so, I want to cooperate with you all the time." ”
If love, it will be a long wait, he will wait, wait for her to turn around, wait for her to realize his feelings.
Chen Mo knows her entanglement, she has always been a very kind person, she will not take the initiative to embarrass a person, nor will she deliberately make people ugly, let alone easily let people be hurt, otherwise, with her conditions, I am afraid that it will already be high and unattainable.
It is precisely because she takes too much care that she has always been very careful with her feelings and intentions, she is afraid that she will hurt others, and she is afraid that others will hurt herself.
She is actually a very sensitive person, she knows the hardships of life, and she can also read the minds of others, it is precisely because of this that although she is silent, she has a strong sense of defense.
He understood this a long time ago, so he took it step by step, without the intention of startling the snake, he just wanted to slowly enter her heart and become a part of her life.
In the novel, she mentioned her childhood and her upbringing, even if she didn't say a word, he knew that her life had been shattered.
Therefore, he wants to be her guardian even more, regardless of her small gesture in the past, just because he had already made a wish when he was young, and in this life, there will only be a girl named Shiya in his life.
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When Shiya went to Dukou, she bought a lot of things, but when they went, they thought that Shiya was going to hold some signing party here, however, this was not the case.
Shiya said that she wanted to stop, so she wanted to go out, and the business of the store would be entrusted to them.
Seeing that the summer vacation is coming, the flow of people is increasing, and the store is often very busy, the three of them didn't say anything, just told her to pay attention to safety when she went out.
Shiya smiled and nodded, they have been together for a long time, and often, they can guess one or two of each other's expressions, so she doesn't need to say much, they can understand.
Xiaomin surprisingly didn't say anything this time, and when she heard that she was going to go out, she encouraged her to play more and come back, and offered to say that she would help take care of the store.
Ke'er pushed her, "Xiaomin, although it's good outside, it's not as good as at home." ”
Xiaomin glanced at her, stuffed a potted plant into her hand, and said absently, Shiya rarely went out, and she always had to have fun and come back.
"But we're going to miss it."
"Alas, this is normal...... Xiao Minxin said that she was worried, since she knew that her body was abnormal, she was worried day and night, and she also asked her friend in the hospital to call out her case, according to her friend, her operation three years ago was very successful, and the results of the biopsy test at that time were benign, so it stands to reason that the subtotal incision operation will not exist like this.
Of course, there is an exception to everything, and the recurrence rate of Shiya's previous illness is extremely high, and in the case of patients who have undergone surgery so far, more than half of them have a chance of recurrence.
So, her condition is normal, and it is only through observation that we can know whether to have another operation or use other treatments, but this second operation is definitely there, and it may be a little worse.
She mentioned these to Chen Mo, but he didn't say anything, and it could be seen that no matter what Shiya's situation was, he would not give up.
Shiya didn't say anything, she sat on the side and sent a message to the young lady, who has been quite busy lately, on one side is Shiya's promotion in front of her, and on the other side is the publication of a new book, so she doesn't have time to talk to Shiya.
When the young lady received Shiya's text message, she couldn't help but complain a few words, saying that her previous novel was still being reprinted, and as soon as the new novel was published, their boss was very happy, and directly dialed a team to let them make all the preparations as soon as possible, so they have been busy recently.
Shiya listened to her complain for a long time before saying, "I will go out for a while, and the rest of the manuscripts will be sent to you at the specified time, and if there is a signing meeting, you can start from other cities first." ”
When the young lady heard this, she was stunned for a moment, and then sighed, it's okay, every time I start from Jiangcheng, I feel like I'm in a hurry, and it's good to start from other places, and I can play a lap at public expense.
Actually, she said it half-jokingly, she knew that she needed time to relax, and the new novel wasted a lot of her brain cells, so that when their boss saw it, he directly took it to the competition, saying that it was rare to see a novel with strong reasoning, high quality, and strong logic, and such a novel would definitely win the award.
Outsiders don't know, but she knows that she is usually very busy, and she has to find time to write books, so naturally she doesn't have much rest, and it's good to go out for a while, maybe she can write a better book when she comes back.
"Go out and take care of yourself, and when you have time, you can send a postcard back, and of course, it is very necessary to send some local specialties back." ”
Shiya smiled and said, "Don't worry, the food will not be left behind." ”
She was just about to get up and walk out of the flower shop when Chen Mo pushed the door and walked in.
After a few days of sunny weather, it started to fall again, and when he came in, there were still a few drops of rain on his shoulders and his trousers were wet. As soon as he looked up and saw her, he walked towards her.
"How's it going?"
Xiaomin pursed her lips and complained, "Boss, I guard the flower shop for you here every day, and I haven't seen you care about me." ”
Chen Mo glanced at her and said coldly, "Are you sure I didn't pay you a salary?" ”
Xiaomin snorted coldly, looked directly at Shiya, and pointed to the bouquet in the store, "Shiya, look at it, whatever flowers you like, take whatever you like, you don't want money anyway." ”
Chen Mo raised his eyebrows and didn't speak, as long as she liked it, even if it was to empty the entire flower shop, he didn't have any opinion, and he saw her bending her lips in the afterglow, and her eyes gradually deepened.