"Maybe you're one chosen by God to help humanity get out of it!"

After a few puffs of cigarette, Mei Yiqiu returned to the state of the gray-haired, energetic, and somewhat cynical old professor.

Huang Liang's brows furrowed, and he emphasized: "Professor, I don't like to joke, I'm just an ordinary doctor. Moreover, since you know the secret between me and Mr. Aoki, you should also know where I came from. To be honest, I'm not even sure if I'm a 'human' or not, so how can I help humanity? ”

"No, no, you've got a concept wrong." "You have the same physiology as us, and you have the same life experience as everyone else," the professor said. You were born in your mother's womb, you came into this world crying, you grew up eating breast milk and food, you have people you care about and people who care about you, you have love and emotions, everything about you is no different from us, why should you doubt that you are not human? ”

"I ......" Huang Liang was dumbfounded for a while, not knowing how to answer. Indeed, why should he doubt that he was not human? Why?

Mei Yiqiu continued: "Of course, something special happened to your consciousness. You may have created a shadow, or you thought you were that shadow and then drove away the original you and took over the present body. But you're not sure if you're the shadow you've changed, are you? Your memory is not biased, and you have not changed anything except for a few emotional swings. But mood swings are quite normal, and as a doctor, you should know about it. So, why don't you take those as a dream? It's just that in a dream you dream of a shadow that wants to kill you, whether you kill the shadow or the shadow kills you, it's just a dream. The dream has already woken up, why don't you start to think of yourself as a human being? Is this a mental illness? ”

Huang Liang became more and more speechless. This was something he had suspected before, and if it weren't for the existence of an organization, if it weren't for Howard's constant contact with him, for a while, he really felt like he had schizophrenia.

"I know there's another organization behind you, and it's huge. But that doesn't prove anything! Mei Yiqiu added, "How many cults have appeared in the history of mankind, and their scale is much larger than the organization you belong to!" Even if it is a pyramid scheme, there are more powerful than you. Why aren't you sure you've been seduced by them? You're a doctor, you don't know about mental suggestion, right? ”

Huang Liang felt that he couldn't stop talking. He is a very independent person in both thought and action, and it is impossible for him to deny his cognition of the past few years just because of such a few words from the professor. However, in the process, he discovered that the white-haired old professor's spiritual power was very strong, and he showed no traces, and it was precisely because of his spiritual influence that his sophistry remarks sounded reasonable.

But he still can't see through the professor's true details, on the one hand, he doesn't dare to be tempted, and prudence is still his most important principle at this stage; On the other hand, he also knew that there were indeed some people, although they had not undergone special awakening training, but their spiritual power was very strong, such as the late Mr. Lester. It is said that in order to invade his brain, the organization sent a leader-level figure, but in the end, he died with Lester.

"Professor, I think it's more like you're bewitching me." He said.

Mei Yiqiu laughed and said, "I didn't expect to trick you into my team with a few words, and I don't have any organization. What did you agree with Aoki in the first place, this agreement continues to be valid. I won't ask you for more. ”

"And what do you mean by telling me so much?"

"Oh, I just wanted to tell you, don't dwell on whether you're human or not, whether you're the same kind as us. The idea that those who are not of our race will have different hearts are outdated, and in the past, human beings were divided into many races, and they all thought that their own race was the best, and everyone else was inferior. Today, we have long since discovered that human beings originated in the same place, and that the human race is slowly reuniting. Even if you're from another planet, how do you know we're not from the same origin? Today, you are fighting to the death, and if you look at it thousands of years later, it is just a joke!

Who am I? Where am I from? Why am I alive? Philosophically, we all share the same confusion. But no philosopher has ever asked, 'Am I human?' 'What's the difference between me and anyone else?' ’…… How stupid is such a question! So stop worrying about which organization you belong to, just remember that we all have the same ultimate goal. ”

"The ultimate goal?"

Huang Liang somewhat agreed with Mei Yiqiu's words. Indeed, what a narrow consciousness it is to be bound to a certain race! What's more, human beings at least have a common home that they all agree on, and they all know how they were born and die, and they don't know anything, and they still have to cling to life and death between races, which is simply stupid!

He doesn't want to occupy the Earth, he just wants to know who he is and why is here? Only then will he be able to judge what he will do next and understand the meaning of what he is doing.

"The ultimate goal is the ultimate philosophical question!" The professor said.

"Well, I agree with that." Huang Liang's hand that had been inserted in his trouser pocket relaxed, and his fingers released the scalpel, but fortunately, the knife was sleeved and would not cut his pants.

"If I could understand the ultimate meaning of life, even if I chose the wrong path, I would be willing to bear the consequences of my choice. But I must make it clear that this does not mean that I am willing to join your side against my current organization or help you do things that I am not willing to do. ”

"Of course!" "I don't want you to join us, we don't really have any organization. I'm just a scientist, a little bit more than anyone else, a little bit more knowledgeable, and a little more sober in the face of fate. But being sober is not necessarily a comfortable thing, we are just like Mr. Lu Xun said that people who will be suffocated in an iron room, sobriety means to endure irreparable dying suffering. ”

Mei Yiqiu held a pipe in her mouth, looking a little serious, "The world we are facing now is a bit complicated, and it can no longer be simply divided into enemies and friends. First of all, Aoki is missing, along with Professor Su and Mr. Szeto, and whatever happens, it's a great loss for us. I had to reassess the strength of the parties and acknowledge that we are the weakest side.

You may not be many in the shadows, but you control the great wealth and power of this world, and if you start a rebellion, it will be enough to make this world upset. But thankfully, neither the Dream Club nor Ronald Cohen have yet to do so.

In the past, I thought that you were a ghost race living in the universe by parasitism, and you came to the earth unconsciously, and the earth was just unlucky to be bumped into by you. But from the recent signs, I think you have a purpose. ”

"For what purpose?" This is also a concern of Huang Liang.

"I don't even know you, how can I know! But that's what really scares! ”