He looked down at her, his lips pressed against her forehead, and asked, "Why did you suddenly ...... today?" Suddenly willing? I really...... I'm so happy that I'm dying, Xu, you don't know how happy I am......"

You Mingxu listened to his heart sour, touched his face, and replied: "Fool, you saved my life, and this life will be yours in the future." You used to chase me, but you don't have to chase me anymore. I'll wait for you. ”

He was silent for a while, muttering: "It turned out to be to repay the kindness......" suddenly lowered his head and kissed her on the face, and his voice was hoarse: "No matter why, it's mine anyway, don't regret it!" It all counts! ”

He said twice that he was "not allowed to regret it", and You Mingxu felt a little bitter in his heart, wondering how afraid he was of kicking him again. She wanted to pat him on the head, but the bandages on his head couldn't get down, so she pinched his chin and said, "It's not a gratitude." Not for that. ”

He looked up at her, "What's that for?" ”

Those clear eyes suddenly made You Mingxu unable to look directly.

You Mingxu didn't answer and asked, "What about you?" If it's yours, for what? ”

In order to...... What?

Although Yin Feng's head still hurts a little, looking at the person in front of him, many pictures flashed in his mind: when he first met Tibet, he crawled out of the sleeping bag in a daze, and saw a pair of clean and gentle eyes; He was in the hallway, and she came out with a black face and let him into her life; There was darkness in front of him, and he could only feel her soft palms, her kisses covering everything; and she and her partner squatted in the corridor, smoking cigarettes, unable to cry, and he could only stare at her through the glass.

Since when did he resist this world with trembling fear, and he was not afraid of anything, nor was he afraid of death?

Just because of her.

That sentence came out of his own accord, his eyes were wet, and he said, "Ah Xu, because I love you." I love you so much. ”

You Mingxu didn't move, just looked at his teary eyes.

I decided to give myself to him today, and I was prepared that I might be crushed in the future, and there was no turning back. But he said it.

He really already knows how to love. She understood.

Her nose was sour, and the tears that were originally suppressed and did not exist were actually provoked by him again. Suddenly, he felt like a child, but so did she. There are only two of them in this world, together. This feeling of dependence on each other will be remembered by her from now on.

She said, "Oh, really? ”

Yin Feng nodded: "It's not like, it's not dependence, it's not anything else." You can't change people, and you can't anyone else in this world. I only love you, worship you, and I am willing to die for you, as long as you love me. As long as you love me too. ”

You Mingxu's tears fell and he wiped them away. She reached out and hugged him and buried her head in his shoulder. Yin Feng's heart was already very happy and distressed, and the two snuggled and hugged like this.

After a while, I heard her whisper: "You Yingjun, ...... in the future" Let's take our time and live each day to the fullest. All I have is you......"

——

It's an early autumn morning. Several policemen, dressed in neat police hats and uniforms, have arrived at the funeral home.

You Mingxu also came, because of the injuries on her body, she was still walking a little slowly, but her back was very straight, standing with a group of policemen. Yin Feng stood beside her, dressed in a straight black suit, like a truly mature and stable man.

Time's up.

The director of the provincial bureau and Ding Xiongwei also arrived, and walked in front with the director of Huaicheng and the city leaders with solemn expressions. You Mingxu looked at Ding Xiongwei's eyes that had always been cold, and he also turned red, and he didn't know what it was like in his heart.

Farewell to the remains.

One bow, two bows, three bows. Silence.

Most of the people present were seven-foot men, and there was a suppressed choking sound from the crowd. You Mingxu stared at his toes, tears streaming down his face, and he could barely look up at the remains in front of him. After a while, Yin Feng's eyes were red, and she reached out to hug her, and she buried her face in it, so all the cries were blocked in his chest.

Xu Mengshan and You Mingxu were different in that they did not hide in the last few rows, but stood in the first row behind their relatives. The whole person looked like a silent iceberg, and didn't cry, just accompanied Fan Jia's parents and stood there all the time.

Many important changes in our lives, or our growth from the ground up. We have since become more silent and more determined in many cases. All of this came overnight. It's just that sometimes, the cost is too high. It's so heavy that we have a dull pain for the rest of our lives.

The ashes of the Fan family and her parents were sent to the car before the police officers returned to their respective posts. There is still a lot of follow-up work to be done in the case of Deng Yao and his son. Chen Zhaoci was not caught either. What is gone has passed away, and no matter how sad they are, they can't even stop for too long, they can only continue to move forward.

You Mingxu's injuries had not healed, and Ding Xiongwei ordered her to rest for two more days before reporting again. But she didn't want to stay in the hospital any longer, so she simply went back to the guest house to recuperate, and every day she read the newly entered confessions and supplementary information.

On this day, when she returned to the guest house from the funeral home, You Mingxu was indeed extremely tired, and the injury on her back was faintly painful, so she lay down when she entered the house. Yin Feng followed up inch by inch, and the bandage on his head had been removed, leaving only a few pieces of gauze. He was uninjured and was almost recovering.

When the two of them were together, Yin Feng told Chen Feng as soon as possible. Chen Feng was surprised, but also happy for them. At this time, Chen Feng naturally wouldn't follow up, and the fire returned to his room.

Yin Feng walked to the side of the bed and saw You Mingxu lying there, the police hat was taken off, the police uniform had not been taken off, his face was a little pale, and there was still a trace of fragility in the whole person, which made him feel distressed when he liked it. He pressed his arms to her side, and for some reason, since they were together, he liked all kinds of postures to "wrap up" her, and asked, "Are you tired?" ”

You Mingxu nodded.

"Do you want to sleep?"

She nodded again.

"Then I'll help you undress."

At this time, she was obedient like a child, she raised her body slightly, and he pulled her sleeve and helped her take off her coat. There was a police shirt inside, she was slender, but it was tightly propped up, Yin Feng couldn't help but take a few more looks.

You Mingxu's eyes were sharp: "Where are you looking?" ”

Yin Feng simply lowered his head through his shirt and kissed there: "Look at my things." ”

You Mingxu's body trembled slightly, lying on his side, his back to him. Yin Feng covered the quilt for her, reluctant to leave, so she simply took off her suit and got in. She finally didn't like him now, and he put his arm under her head and put his arms around her again, and felt really happy.

After a while, he stuck his head over, and she tilted her head to prevent him from looking. He reached out and touched it, and her face was full of tears.

Yin Feng was silent, pressed her face against hers, and asked softly, "Still uncomfortable?" ”

In fact, after leaving the funeral home, You Mingxu's mind was empty. She even tried to stop thinking of Fan Jia, but it didn't take long for the smiling face of her former comrade-in-arms to pop up in her mind again, and then the tears couldn't stop. Her tears for more than ten years have probably been shed in these two days.

"Maybe." She replied wistfully.

"Xu, don't think about it. Excessive grief can only hurt the body. You're about to move forward, and the case isn't over yet. Yin Feng said.

You Mingxu's throat was almost blocked: "I understand." ”

When he went out in the morning, You Mingxu didn't open the curtains, and he didn't turn on the lights at this time, and the room was as dark as a silent and warm night. Yin Feng sounded particularly sincere and said: "Let's make out and distract you, it won't be so uncomfortable." ”

You Mingxu laughed in the end, but before he was willing, he had already turned over, climbed on top of her, and began to kiss.

This kid...... The boldness is getting bigger. You Mingxu thought lazily.

But what he said was really right. After extreme grief, people are always in a trance. At this time, if there is a person, full of love and pity, full of reverent kisses and caresses, he will slowly pull you back. Your body is finally feeling warm and shivering. He was as sincere as a child, but as firm as a man.

On this bloody road, on this thorny road. There was often a lot of darkness around her. And she and her comrades-in-arms may be like a silent stone statue, guarding there. Maybe one day, he will fall.

She actually understood it a long time ago, but she just refused to admit that he was her only bright moonlight. Clean, clear, and sincere, always chasing her. She coveted this touch of moonlight, only by being illuminated by him, soothed by him, and held in the palm of his hand, her heart would not be numb, and her soul would not be more cold and hard and painful. She can breathe like a living person at this moment, instead of dying with her beloved comrades.

You Mingxu's attention was really completely occupied by him. Her whole body was hot, and the irresistible feeling he had brought her overwhelmed her again. His hands were clasped by him, and he flickered for a moment, and his progress was already rapid—he had unbuttoned most of her shirt, and her head was almost inside. You Mingxu was shaking his toes, twisted his ears, and pulled him up.

The two looked at each other for a few seconds.

His voice was all hoarse: "Ah Xu, I'm ...... now Can I get on you? ”

You Mingxu only stared at his eyes. At the moment, she just wants to indulge, she just wants to forget everything, and she wants to sacrifice her life and forget death with him. Her hand let go of his ears and fell to the sheets, her voice lower than his: "Up." ”