Chapter 76: If there are steps, you have to go down
Jiang Bin is now under investigation, so he can't leave the hotel without permission.
Tang Sheng took Qin Nian home directly.
"What did you just say to Su Yifan?" Tang Shengfeng handed a glass of water to Qin Nian, then sat down next to Qin Nian and asked.
The Jin army forced the palace, and the palace maids and eunuchs seemed to have forgotten their lowly status, and took all the precious things that the Liuli Palace could take away as their own, and fled from me in a hurry.
It's not that they haven't seen it, but this deep courtyard, the deep and high walls can no longer allow them to shelter, and leaving is their best choice. They have always been lowly, and their lives are completely worthless, but at this time, who can stop them from leaving? The country will be gone, and the people will not be able to make a living, but there will always be people who choose to live secretly.
I leaned against the lattice and looked at the palace gate, but for a long time there was no figure I was expecting. There is no longer half a figure in the entire Liuli Palace, and the world outside the palace gate is still noisy with gongs and drums.
I suddenly remembered my mother, that beautiful and lonely woman. She has never liked me, she has never looked at me directly, but she is deeply loved by her father, even if I am the most precious princess in the whole Houyan, her only daughter, she does not like me.
Every time my father looked at her, the eyes came to my mind, affectionate and sad, and I tried hard to remember my father's appearance, but it became more and more blurred. But I knew that I had to protect the woman my father loved so much.
Qianning Palace, like Liuli Palace, has no half of a figure, I walked into the inner hall and saw my queen mother, dressed in a snow-white feather coat lying on the ground, dark red blood on her palace dress, like a bloody rose.
The beauty of the heart is frightened.
The queen mother is beautiful, the woman of the Ji family, who has always been the existence of the country and the city, the red face and the water, and the disaster of the country and the people.
But the father is a great love saint, drowning three thousand, and only taking one scoop to drink.
She was still a little angry, and as soon as I entered the door, she saw me.
Cold tears flowed down her beautiful face. His mouth closed slightly, but he didn't say a word. I never saw her cry, and the corners of my mouth twitched a little, but I still didn't say a word.
I kept looking at her as she looked at me. After a long time, she gently spit out three words: "I'm sorry." ”
When her eyes slowly closed and her hands fell uncontrollably to her side, I knew I had lost her. But before I could cry, I laughed.
The Great Yan Kingdom had been destroyed by the Jin army a hundred years ago, but she was still intoxicated with that ridiculous hatred. The queen mother is a descendant of the Great Yan Ji clan, the Great Yan Kingdom perished, and then the Houyan perished.
She has so much pride and hatred, she doesn't steal life.
So she abandoned me and my father.
I watched as her body turned cold, and then the look on her face froze into one of apathy and despair. I was very impressed with the plot of that scene. I know this is the last thing she gave me.
It was at this time that my father came, and he looked at the dead queen mother and walked silently in front of me.
The father is calm and majestic. He raised his hand and gave me a slap in the face. He said, "How can you bear to watch her die?"
Yes, I watched the queen mother die.
In fact, the queen mother's wound is not deep, if I want to save her, I will definitely be able to. Because I am the whole Houyan, the person with the best medical skills. I left the palace at the age of four, wandered the rivers and lakes, and when I returned, I was invincible in the world with medical skills.
But I just watched as the blood stained her garment, rendering it blooming into a flower, like a blooming flower. I just watched her die, I didn't save her. Because she said to me, I'm sorry.
I didn't want to forgive her, so why should I save her? She was the one who gave up on me and my father first.
I left the palace when I was four years old, and I sent my mother away. I was crying so loudly that as soon as she turned around, she kept me out of the palace walls. That's when I hated her. Yes, I hate her. Hating her separated me from my father, whom I loved the most.
I love my father so much, but what my father loves most is only my mother.
People all over the world say that the people of the Murong family are absurd and shameless, and I have an uncle named Murong Xi, who raped the dead Empress Fu, and the corpse was in front of all the ministers, when Empress Fu was buried.
But the Murong family, which was ridiculed like this, actually produced a person as dedicated as my father. In my father's life, there was only one woman, my mother. The father said that his mother, Ji, was the woman he should cherish for the rest of his life.
But the father is so affectionate that he is destined to be let down. In the heart of the queen mother, there is only that part of the shame of losing the country, and my father and I are nothing.
So I don't save her.
My father beat me, and I don't blame him. Because I know that he just loves her.
The father picked up the body of the queen mother and said to me: Liuli, let's go. Father takes you away.
When I looked at my father and the queen mother, the sadness on my face, my heart began to pull and hurt. He is only in his early thirties, but at this moment, his eyes and demeanor have an old age that cannot be concealed.
I feel sorry for such a father.
The Emperor's guards opened the secret passage under the mother's bedboard, and the Emperor said, From here, we can all leave.
I thought, go, go, let's go, and there will be no more quarrels. In the future, I will live an ordinary life with my father.
But at the last moment when the secret passage was closed, I saw Murong De.
Murong De is my elder brother, the man who has been living with me since my uncle Murong Xi died. It was the only man who accompanied me during my days of wandering outside the palace.
Therefore, when the country is ruined, I see him as if I saw the dawn of hope. He was just in a messy palace, shouting my name, and I jumped out desperately.
However, as I ran to him desperately, I heard my father's low roar. When I turned around, I saw my father lying on the cold ground, and the dagger in his chest.
I retreated from Murong De's side to my father's side. I finally cried, and my father finally died because of me.
When I was very young, a fortune teller asserted that my father was destined to have no daughters, and if he had, he would die because of her sooner or later.
That's why my queen mother sent me out of the palace, I always thought it was the nonsense of a fortune teller, I thought it was my mother's unlovedness. That's why I hated her for so many years. But when my father was also injured, I realized that I had already lost a loved one, and now I may lose another.
"Father, don't you want Li'er anymore?"
I tore open my father's clothes to stop the bleeding from his wounds. However, with the bruise and the peculiar smell of the skin around the wound, I knew that there was poison on the sword, or the scent of red flowers that no one could explain.
My father started vomiting blood, and I could only hold him close and burst into tears. It turns out that my medical skills still can't save the person I love the most, even if I am the best person in the world.
"Li'er, live, you must live." My father stroked my cheek with his left hand, but took out the jade seal from between his robes with his right hand, "Ade, I handed over Li'er to you, and the dilapidated Houyan will also give it to you, as long as you protect her well." ”
The father still didn't have the strength to hand over the jade seal in his hand to Murong De, so he broke his breath.
(2) People's hearts are difficult to measure
I sat on the ground, holding the body of my father. Looking at the clouds that appeared in the sky, dark red and deep. I hugged my father and hummed the songs that my father used to sing to me when I was a child.
Murong De came over and pulled me and said, "Li'er, let's leave, let's go to Guanggu City, and we will re-establish your father's country." ”
I looked up at him, he was dressed in white and his hair was a little messy, but he stood there quietly, as if the killing outside the door had nothing to do with him. Then, in his eyes, I saw a lot of care and tenderness.
I put my hand on his, and I knew that he would take me away.
I didn't take away the bodies of my father and mother, Murong De said, the road is far away, and it is not good for the deceased. So I just put my father's body into the secret passage, right next to the queen mother, and closed the mechanism. I hope they will never be bothered again.
Murong De really took me out of the murderous Pingdu City.
Guanggu City is located on the border and belongs to the wilderness. Although my people have a hard time, this is the place where there is the least amount of war. And Murong De really worked hard to rebuild Houyan as his father said. But our troops and financial resources are limited, and he is very fortunate to have done it.
In the second year of Guanggu City, I was sixteen years old. Murong De married me. The night before the ceremony, Murong De said, "Liuli, I will protect you." “
At the ceremony, I wore the wedding dress prepared for me by the queen mother. The old lady who escaped brought it to me. When I got the festive clothes, I cried for a long time on the walls of Guanggu City.
The blood-red color, the blooming peony, and the supreme phoenix crown.
The old lady led me for a long time before she walked in front of Murong De. Because the hijab obscured my vision, I couldn't see Murong De's appearance. However, I can imagine that his face must have the same flying color as the wedding dress.
Although Houyan is only a small political kingdom, there are many people who have diplomatic relations to congratulate them.
Taiwei Liu of the Eastern Jin Dynasty came to congratulate and actually gave two cities. But the return gift was actually to ask me to accompany him for a night of spring supper.
His demands were absurd, and my subjects, though angry, could not hide their sympathy and ridicule for me.
I should be the noble queen of Houyan, a little captain, and he actually asked the queen of Houyan to sleep with him.
This is a great humiliation. To Hou Yan, to me, both.
I took off my hijab and looked at Murong De in horror. But Murong De didn't look at me, his face was really excited, and he asked Taiwei Liu, "What about the benefits?" ”
"I promise that no one will infringe on Hou Yan within five years."
"Yes, then you can take it!" Murong De never looked at me, and he decided my fate with a smile. I pulled the phoenix crown off my head and ran out of the main hall, I didn't make a noise, I didn't cry, he couldn't protect me. I don't want to blame him. I was a sinful person, and I once watched my mother die in front of me.
A lot of people say I'm cold-blooded. I don't explain. I acquiesced to what they saw me as me. But at this time, I didn't want to stay there. It was my wedding, but my husband gave me up to a man over fifty years old.
But no matter how fast I ran, I still heard Murong De say, "I originally left her because she still had a little look, otherwise, when I got Houyan, she would have died." ”
It turns out that this is what the truth looks like. Everything is directed and acted by him, and his men and horses pretend to be the Jin army to force the palace, just to kill his father and queen to get his country. Save me, just to make it easier to sit firmly in the country and calm the people's hearts.
But now that he had everything he wanted, he had abandoned it.
I stood on the tower and watched the smoke rise from outside the city. I realized how good it was for my mother to let me be an ordinary person.
I thought about the desperate expression of my mother's death, and I wondered if if the blood in my body would bloom like my mother's, if I jumped. Before I could finish thinking about it, Zoe Ling appeared beside me.
He was his father's youngest guard. However, he was not trusted by his father.
Zoe Ling said, "Princess, I can take you away." ”
I just turned my head to tell the truth from Zoe Ling's words, but he was gone. I saw Murong De walking towards me. He stopped in front of me, and the moment he approached, I plunged the hidden knife between my sleeves into his chest.
I was really vicious, I couldn't tolerate his betrayal, I wanted to kill him at first, but when I fell down, I still lightened my strength.
But Murong De didn't move, he said, "Li'er, what I just said was all to deceive Liu Mingyang's old horseman, just now in the lobby, there were countless secret guards, all of them were his people, and the people who came were not good." But he sees your beauty and covets it. Therefore, I will only come to you after I will make him let go of all his guards and get rid of his people. I mean it to you. ”
Letting go of the knife in my hand, I looked at him tremblingly, "Is it true?" ”
He just smiled at me and took me into his arms.
I forgave him, and I was willing to believe everything he said. I followed him back to Lu Yan Palace, bandaged his wounds, and drank our wine.
He kissed me softly and gently withdrew from my clothes. I asked, "De, will you protect me in the future?" ”
He just laughed, laughing wickedly and, he didn't answer me, he just kissed my body eagerly. But I felt heavier and heavier.
When I woke up the next day, I looked at the people around me and the unfamiliar room. I just calmly dressed and left. I returned to Lu Yan Palace and saw Murong De reading a book.
"Now, let me go."
"Murong Liuli, I won't let you go." Murong De put down the book in his hand and walked in front of me.
"When your father rebelled, he kissed his brother with his own hands, and I was only nine years old, and I watched it all happen. That's my father. I swear, I'll take revenge. ”
"But, now, my hatred has not been extinguished, how can you leave?"
It turns out that so many things have happened in the years that I have been away that I didn't know.
But now, I have nothing. There is no country, no relatives, and even my most extravagant love is broken.
I knew Murong De wouldn't let me go, the anger in his pupils was burning. I couldn't help but want to run away.
Kiss.