"Won't you tell me?" She asked slowly, a dull pain in her eyes.

So Yin Feng's heart also had a trace of pain, and there was a faint grievance. He pressed the back of her head to make her face tighter, and said in a dumb voice, "Do you really want to know?" ”

"Of course."

Yin Feng let her lean into his arms and said: "There are some things that we can't turn back after saying them, and someone will inevitably have to pay the price, don't you understand?" ”

You Mingxu was silent for only a few seconds, and said, "If I want to listen, I can naturally afford it." ”

Yin Feng's five fingers opened and pressed her face, such a posture made her a little uncomfortable, but he insisted.

He said: "Do you know, I was on the top of the mountain with Gu Tiancheng that day, and the last time I was You Yingjun, what were I thinking before I fell into a coma?" ”

"What?"

"I think I'm willing to trade everything for as long as I can continue to be with you. I'm afraid I'll forget you, and I'm afraid that when you wake up, you won't love me anymore. That was the most terrifying time in my life, and it scared me even more than the days in Guizhou. The feeling of powerlessness turned out to be like a knife, deeply rooted in my heart. ”

You Mingxu's heart was shocked, she didn't know......

"I remembered it all." Yin Feng said, "I think of the first time I saw you, I couldn't say how much I liked it." I think of how careful I am every day, trying to please you. When you are happy, I am happy; If you're not happy, I'm upset. If you show the slightest concern for me, I'm too happy to sleep in the middle of the night. You kissed me, kicked me away, lied to me and said it was just a reward. I...... Hehe, I know that you don't look down on me, or do you try your best to get your 'reward' again......"

You Mingxu's heart was sour, and he felt that his face couldn't hold it, and he whispered: "What, are you going to turn over old accounts?" ”

"The old accounts will be settled later." "It's to let you know that there was a person who wasn't really that stupid, but just loved you very humbly," he said. You Mingxu, do you know how I feel when I think of everything? It turns out that since so early, I have not hesitated to send a true heart to you, whether you trample on it, discard it, cherish it or not, I am even willing to do it. ”

You Mingxu never expected to hear him say such a thing. With great pride, these things will be acknowledged. Her eyes turned red unconsciously...... It is also said that the old accounts are not turned over, what is this not the old accounts?!

Where did he think that he was silent for a while, and said in a sarcastic tone: "I have heard of such feelings, but I have never believed in them, and I have never seen them. How could you have thought that it would fall on your head. ”

You Mingxu's heart was astringent, but he wanted to laugh a little gloatingly, but he said in his mouth: "It's nice to say, what about coaxing me?" Who believes. ”

"Don't you believe me?" Yin Feng said, "Of course you don't believe it. Because you will never love me as I love you and so much. ”

You Mingxu said: "Pull, continue to pull." ”

He grabbed her hand and said, "Am I?" If there is half a word of lie, I will be killed by the punisher when I go out tomorrow. ”

You Mingxu: "......"

He added, "You don't believe because you're not paranoid." ”

You Mingxu felt his heart tremble.

"And are you?" She asked.

Yin Feng smiled and said, "I haven't wanted to say it these days, I don't want you to know that I have recovered my memory, because I haven't thought about how to control such a relationship." But the good thing is that during this time, I have slowly adapted and accepted. Are you forcing me to say it? You Mingxu, don't think about turning back in the future. ”

You Mingxu said: "Why can't I turn back? ”

Yin Feng gently hugged her and said, "Do you know what I was thinking about when I looked at you and thought of you during this time?" I like you so much, and now that I close my eyes, I can still feel the pain and helplessness of that day on the top of the mountain. So if one day, you fall in love with another man. I'll kill him. If one day, you plan to leave me, I will use all means to lock you up. And if one day, you die before me, what can I do? I guess suicide isn't scary. Life is impermanent, and so is people's hearts. Only then can I guarantee that I will get you completely. ”

You Mingxu was speechless. His words were calm and frenzied, but she knew that behind his quiet and calm appearance lived a stubborn and lonely soul.

"Don't do that." She said.

"That's already it." He said, "Ahhhh Want to back off? You've been looking forward to me, but I didn't understand what such a relationship meant, and I fell into it. Now that I think about it, I won't be like You Yingjun and don't ask for anything in return. I'm such a person, selfish, paranoid, and maybe naïve. I once said that you will be my ** from now on. It turns out that it's not just that! When I am in the abyss, you are my only light. It was you who pulled me out of the darkness, I have tasted your warmth and brightness, how can I let go again? You have to be with me all the time, just by me. ”

As soon as he finished speaking, his emotions seemed to be a little impulsive, and he rolled over, pressed her under him, and began to attack in silence.

You Mingxu held his face with both hands and said, "What are you crazy about? Calm down. Listen to me, I'm not scared at all, because I already know what kind of person you really are. That You Yingjun is the real you. You are not selfish and you are not naïve. You are a very good person, kind, upright, brave, and you hold on to your beliefs so hard. A lot of people can't compare to you. You're just using a lot of things to block yourself and protect yourself.

Ah Feng, the days are still long. I didn't want to leave you. I want to live well with you. Life is made by people, I know you are paranoid, but who in this world is not psychologically sick? How big is it? No one will leave, no one will betray, will die. As long as you treat me seriously, I will do my best to stay by your side. It's like...... When you were still handsome, you guarded me for no reason, okay? ”

Yin Feng lowered his head, not letting You Mingxu see his expression clearly. Maybe for a man like him, it would have been difficult to confess his heart like this.

You Mingxu looked at him, his heart softened, and said, "What do you want?" Whatever you want, I'll give it to you. After a pause, he said: "Yin Feng, I will be yours in the future, you can kiss if you want, and I will accompany you to do whatever you want." ”

He slowly buried his head in her shoulder socket and said, "It turns out that it is not liking, not dependence, not anything else." You can't change people, and you can't anyone else in this world. You Mingxu, I only love you, worship you, and I am willing to die for you, as long as you love me. As long as you love me forever and ever. ”

You Mingxu's tears fell suddenly, and he choked up and said, "Okay." ”

The two hugged quietly for a while, and then he began to kiss her, silent and passionate. You Mingxu's feeling was like a decadent and gentle aura, emanating from him, slowly engulfing her. She thought, it turned out that he was right, they spread their hearts apart, and there was really a feeling that there was no way back, and from then on they could only fall into the vast abyss together.

But she is willing, always willing to accompany him.

Later he said, "Ah Xu, stay with me." ”

"You're ...... today. Can it really be? ”

He said in a hoarse voice, "Yes." I'm a paranoid, I've been waiting for your appeasement, for a long, long time. ”

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(Pull the lamp)

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