Chapter 51: Spoiling the little sweetheart

Becoming no longer cautious about pleasing me, becoming no longer always trying to pester me, becoming no longer paying attention to me and pleasing me as before.

I felt as if something was starting to leave me.

People are like this, those who can't get it are always in turmoil, and those who are favored have nothing to fear.

I started to panic.

Once upon a time, I felt that no matter what, one day, she would come back to my body.

And from that day on, I found that things were no longer within my control.

I show up everywhere she can be, follow everything about her.

I thought I was so funny.

I was drunk that day, and I confided in the wine bar.

You once asked me why we broke up. I told you, but ...... You obviously don't believe it. Oh, yes...... I admit that even if you drink and spit out your true feelings, you have something to hide.

Because of the humility of my heart, because of fear, because I have suffered from the neglect of my family since I was a child.

I met Ye Wenxin, she was warm and considerate, and she was kind to me in every detail. That night, we did something wrong. I could have apologized to you and cut her off. However, I chose to give up on you.

Not because you're bad, but because ...... You're so good, you're too simple.

As proud as I am in my heart, I feel inferior. Ye Wenxin told me that I could let your father go abroad with her in the future, and she told me that I could have a lot of things with him. And these things have always been what I crave.

If Ye Wenxin has one more advantage than you, it is that she is very good at taking advantage of people's weaknesses.

She managed to buy me, but every day I spent with her, I wasn't happy. The person I think about is you, and I often go to your house, and I also hope to see you more.

I think that this kind of love is not worth mentioning, love and youth are just passers-by in life, which can enrich your life, but it can't make you follow for a lifetime.

Life is too complicated, too difficult.

But...... Until I saw you with other men, I cried every night under the quilt, and I felt so distressed that I couldn't breathe like a pinprick in a pin. All of this tells me thoroughly and truly what love is.

Love, it turns out that it can really be so ruthless. It is so ruthless that you can't see the light of day, you can't see hope, and it makes you hate others and hate yourself even more.

My roommate, Lao Wang, once asked me where the dashing school grass had gone.

But only I know that I have never been chic, I am sensitive, selfish and fragile, I am arrogant and shameless and pitiful.

The moment I learned about your accident, the sky fell.

I took a taxi like crazy to find Bu Nanting, and I begged them like crazy to let me save you. At that moment, I really didn't care about anything anymore.

And now, you have appeared safely in front of me, so many days, this moment, is really my happiest time.

Ling Wan...... Late ......

In this life, I can't protect you well, and let this moment repay the damage I once gave you.

Don't cry, don't be sad.

He's fine, I'm sure, he'll be able to take care of you.

I'm sorry.

I love you.

Goodbye, if I meet you again in the next life, I will definitely not leave you behind...... Definitely, it will hold your hand tightly for a lifetime, without separation.

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