"Auntie, take a break."

Gu Yue brought Li Ru a cup of hot water, and Li Ru wiped the tears from the corners of her eyes.

"Thanks to you!"

"It's all as it should be!"

Gu Yue looked at Nuan Nuan's sleeping face, and the boulder pressed in his heart made it difficult for him to breathe. Depression······ What is needed is not medicine, but companionship and relief!

"What did the doctor say?"

Liu Juan was beating a drum in her heart.

Gu Yue tugged at the corners of his mouth, he really didn't want her to be hit again, so he had to be tactful.

The doctor said that she couldn't accept the blow of her uncle's death for a while, and she would get better after a while. I'll take her to the hospital in Beijing tomorrow. Auntie, come with us too! Otherwise you're home alone······"

"Nuan Nuan is fine, you can go. This is my home and Lao Jiang's home, although he is gone, but I also want to guard this home! ”

"But ······" Gu Yue was very worried.

"It's okay, I'll take care of myself! Xiao Yue," Liu Juan looked at Gu Yue's eyes seriously, "Nuan Nuan will entrust it to you!" Auntie believes in you! ”

Looking at Liu Juan's trusting gaze, Gu Yue clenched his fists tightly, "Auntie, don't worry!" This is a promise to her mother, and a promise to herself! No matter what happens in the future. It will definitely be good for Nuanan!

The next day, Gu Yue took Nuan Nuan to Beijing. repeatedly told Liu Juan to take good care of herself, and asked her mother to go to see her every once in a while.

Nuan Nuan has always been in a state of daze, her eyes are always staring straight at one place, not laughing or crying.

When I returned to Beijing, I took her to the hospital for an examination, and the result was the same as that of the hospital at home, depression.

Gu Yue locked all the sharp things in the house, even the windows. The company is busy these days, so he takes Nuan Nuan with him every day, he works, and she stays in his office. I was afraid that she would be bored, so I specially bought a pet dog and bought her all kinds of interesting books, as well as paper and pens for drawing.

During the day, Nuan Nuan is either holding the dog kennel on the sofa in his office in a daze, or drawing on paper, she can patiently draw for hours, but after the drawing, it is all unrecognizable! In short, I haven't said a word in the past few days.

Shan Yu took the slip to Gu Yue to sign, and Nuan Nuan was looking at the fish in the fish tank in a daze. The gaze is like dead ashes, and it makes people feel distressed when they see it!

"Isn't she showing any signs of getting better?"

Shan Yu asked Gu Yue, who had lost a lot of weight, in a low voice, and he didn't feel good in his heart.

"Almost every day, I try to kill myself. Yesterday I just went to the bathroom, and she tried to open the window, but luckily I had all the safety measures in place. Otherwise······" Speaking of this, Gu Yue's eyes were red, and his sunken eye sockets looked particularly haggard.

"Didn't the doctor say what would be the best way to treat it?" Shan Yu's eyes also flashed with tears. What's going on lately, bad things are happening one after another. Shaoqing's departure has already broken everyone's hearts, and then Nuan Nuan's father had an accident, and Nuan Nuan has become like this again! As a good friend

, no one's heart is uncomfortable! Even Ling Shuang, who was so busy, came to accompany Nuan Nuan several times.

Gu Yue shook his head, put down the pen, and sighed deeply. Looking at Nuan Nuan in a daze.

"I think she's not only depressed, but also autistic. Enclose yourself in a separate space. None of us know what her world is going on. I can't get close to her heart, but what can I do! Gu Yue shed tears uncomfortably, and only in front of Shan Yu would he show his vulnerability. Who said that men don't flick when they have tears? It's just not to the sad place!

Shan Yu felt like he was being crushed, and patted Gu Yue's shoulder.

"It's okay, it's going to be fine! And all of us! Let's figure it out together! Hold on, buddy! ”

Gu Yue wiped away the tears from the corners of his eyes and handed the slip to Shan Yu.

"The company's new mobile game has entered the market, and the response has been good. Thank you for your hard work, brothers! I want to take a few days off and take her for a break. I'll leave it to you and Nariko here! ”

"Don't worry!"

······

In the evening, Gu Yue took Nuan Nuan to eat her favorite hot pot.

"Nuan Nuan, eat more meat."

Gu Yue sandwiched the good meat for Nuan Nuan, and Nuan Nuan ate it one bite at a time, chewing it slowly, as if she had changed into a different person.

Gu Yue looked at her, his vision slowly blurring.

"You eat some vegetables, aren't you tired of eating just meat?"

"I've loved meat since I was a child! Let's eat the rabbit! Slightly~"

"You eat slowly, it's not good for your stomach."

"Hee-hee~ I like to eat in a big gulp!" ······

Gu Yue held back his tears with one hand on his forehead, recalling the scene when he was eating hot pot in the past.

God, I will never say that she looks ugly again, and I will never force her to eat again, please, let the previous Nuan Nuan come back!

Eat Nuan Nuan quietly, and after eating, I looked at the boiling hot pot soup in a daze. Gu Yue didn't know what was stuffing in his mouth, in short, he had to eat more, and he was in good health in order to take better care of her.

When I got home, I bathed her, dried her hair, and covered her with a quilt while lying on the bed. Nuan Nuan turned over, turned her back to Gu Yue, and closed her eyes.

Gu Yue was exhausted from exhaustion this day. In the past, Nuan Nuan always liked to sleep in his arms. I have to kiss before going to bed every day, and my husband and husband are willing to sleep after a long time. But now······ Wanting her to say a word has become a luxury.

"Nuan Nuan, do you have a place you want to go?"

Gu Yue pillowed his arms, recalling the places he had been to with Nuan Nuan when he was in college. It seems that Nuan Nuan's favorite is the ancient style homestay that opened on the mountain. She also said that she felt like old friends with that old woman at first sight!

The next day, Gu Yue set off with Nuan Nuan.

"Guess where I'm taking you today? It's the old grandmother's homestay! Remember? ”

Gu Yue fastened her seat belt and kissed her forehead gently.

Nuan Nuan looked straight ahead and said nothing.

"That's it! Let's go! ”

Gu Yue drove the car all the way north.

It was already one afternoon when I came to the B&B

clicked, the grandmother looked thinner than in previous years, but her eyes were still shining brightly, and her body was tough!

"Kid! Finally meet again! ”

When the grandmother saw Nuan Nuan, she hugged her warmly, Nuan Nuan had no expression and did not refuse.

"Good boy, good boy!"

With tears in her eyes, the old woman patted her on the back. Because Gu Yue called in advance, the grandmother knew about Nuan Nuan's situation. It's still very distressing to see it with my own eyes!

"I made it at noon, so you're going to eat some! If it's the road, don't do it yourself. ”

The old grandmother took Nuan Nuan's hand and entered the house, and there were a few small dishes on the table, as well as cornmeal nests.

"I remember that this kid used to love to eat this nest."

"Yes, she loves to eat what you make the most. Good work grandma! ”

"If you like it! Eat, I'll go back to the house first. Call me out if there's anything. The old grandmother reluctantly let go of Nuan Nuan's hand and went back to her room.

Although Nuan Nuan still didn't have any reaction, she ate a lot more than usual at this meal!

"Do you like the nest head made by grandma? I'll learn to do it for you when I go back, okay? ”

After the meal, Gu Yue hugged Nuan Nuan and gently rubbed her belly. I'm afraid that she won't digest it if she eats so much.

Nuan Nuan slowly closed her eyes comfortably. Eyelashes trembled a few times.

Seeing that she was sleeping soundly, Gu Yue called the old grandmother to the house. She is so old and has experienced all kinds of life, maybe talk to her about what you can gain!

The old grandmother kindly looked at Nuan Nuan who was sleeping on the bed, and sighed helplessly as she listened to Gu Yue tell the story.

"What a poor boy! She deserves to be happy! ”

"There is no cure for depression, and I have nothing to do but try to make her happy." Gu Yue leaned back on the chair weakly, with a sad face.

The old grandmother shook her head, "My wife doesn't know anything about depression, but I know that if you want to get out, you have to rely on herself!" No one could help her. Speaking of this, the old grandmother's eyes flashed with tears, and she slowly opened up her memories as if she felt empathy.

"Let me tell you my story!" The old woman seemed to have made up her mind. She had never told outsiders about these things.

Gu Yue sat up straight and listened attentively.

"I have three daughters, and they built this house. Before... I have always said how loving my wife is to me, and I have told many people about the trivial things that happened in our lives. But... He actually gave birth to my third daughter... He died. ”

Seeing Gu Yue's shocked look, the old grandmother smiled bitterly and continued, "He is really good to me!" In that feudal era, he didn't let me do anything, because he was still being pointed at! I've also been labeled unvirtuous! Hehe, I don't have any culture, I can't say those famous words, I just think life is the same as honey. But the good times didn't last long, and soon after I gave birth to my little daughter, he died in an accident······ Alas! I was just like this kid back then. The old grandmother looked at Nuan Nuan distressedly again.

"I don't want to live anymore, the kitchen knife is aimed at my neck, and I suddenly heard my little daughter crying! I can't die! I'm dead, what will I do with the children! So... I took this girl with me alone, and I have suffered all kinds of hardships and all kinds of difficulties. But in the end, I survived! But at night, I still miss my old man. I lied to myself, he was still there, he still lived with me! I got used to it as if he was with me everywhere in my life. I imagined it, but I was happy! It's true! So, what I said about the things between me and him are all my imagination. Because of this, my heart is full! Maybe he didn't leave, but just stayed with me in a different way! ”

"Grandma'······"

(End of chapter)

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