Chapter Twenty-Eight: Don't Ask About Gains and Losses
After about half an hour, I calmed down. Slowly got up and limped to close the door, came to the bedside, and found that the 10,000 yuan in cash that I had taken out was gone, I sat on the bed with a wry smile helplessly, and everything seemed so deserted under the dim incandescent light.
Now I don't want to think about anything but get a good night's sleep. Attract a sense of less yin and turn less yin into too yin to sleep.
The next morning I woke up with pain in some parts of my body, but upon closer examination I found no bone injury.
Maybe they are afraid of my revenge and don't dare to go too far. In my dream last night, I dreamed of Deng Zinuo, but with the dream, she turned out to be Lin Yuexi, in the dream I worked hard to keep Lin Yuexi and Brother Long, and finally I was shot to death by them.
If it was really Lin Yuexi that I liked in reality, would I do it? I don't know, maybe.
As for Deng Zinuo, since she has chosen her own path, let her go! I owe nothing to her.
I got up and washed in the yard, and then limped up the hill under the watchful eyes of the villagers.
These things make me feel very tired and want to rest for a while. I came to the mountains to practice, found a flat turf and sat down, closed my eyes and settled down, lured the little yin into the sun, and launched the dream refining body with all my might.
Listen carefully to your surroundings, look into the distance, feel the touch sensations in every part of your body, and slow down these sensations, and experience them carefully.
For three days in a row, I went to this place to practice, but my leg never recovered. I thought it was just a twist on my foot and I would be fine after a few days of rest, but now it seems that the situation is serious.
On the fourth day, I had to take the village delivery van to the city hospital.
"Wind Forest, who is Wind Forest? It's your turn. "I stood up and limped into the consultation room, and when I entered the door, I saw 'Dr. Lin' written on the door and the English name underneath.
I secretly guessed in my heart, it couldn't be her, right? When I entered the treatment room, it was Lin Yuexi, and I was overjoyed, this is the best thing I have encountered in these days.
She lowered her head and asked, "What's wrong with your body?" ”
"I'm not feeling well all over." I said it deliberately. Hearing my voice, she raised her head and said in surprise, "It's you, Fenglin." ”
"It's been a long time since I've seen Dr. Lin."
"Yes! What's going on this time? Hey, why do you have a wound on your face? She asked with a smile.
"I accidentally fell and twisted my foot, and it hasn't been better, so let's take a look." I said happily.
"You're going to fall too? I remember you weren't so vulnerable! Come and see me. She left her desk and came to me and half-squatted, she was still so beautiful.
"How does it hurt?" She shook my legs gently.
"Well, it hurts."
"So what?" She gently pressed my leg again. Ten minutes later, she corrected my misaligned knee joint, put a splint on me and prescribed anti-inflammatory tablets for insurance, and also detoxified my other wounds and put a band-aid.
Ten minutes with her in the consultation room, I wish the time could be slower, but I am also embarrassed to delay other patients.
I didn't go back to the village immediately, but stayed at a nearby inn, I wanted to see her a few more times, and only with her would I feel at ease, even if it was just to talk.
For the next three days, I went to make an appointment with her almost every day, but I didn't see any illness for her, and she saw my excuse and purpose, but she didn't pick it out.
It wasn't until three days later that she removed the splint for me that I had no excuse to continue with my appointment. I have never dared to confess to her, because I am afraid of her rejection, and I am afraid of rejection now.
She should be able to guess what I mean, but she can't say it clearly, or she is also struggling with how to express her thoughts.
I sat on the shuttle bus back, and I found out about it in the village.
Putting aside these feelings and thoughts, I plan to make good use of the house I am renting now and insist on going to the mountains to practice every day.
Master said that Reiki is born from the qi of all things, and practicing in the mountains and wilderness can achieve twice the result with half the effort. I also called Master, and Master said that since you have this condition, you should make good use of it.
As for Deng Zinuo's matter, he said so.
"In life, if you want to get, you have to give. But sometimes people often forget that if you give, you don't necessarily get what you want. Xiaofeng, between gains and losses, there is a gain before a loss, you will never lose something that you have never gained, but one day you will lose what you have now. Master's words made me ponder for a long time, and finally came to the conclusion that this way of gain and loss is also the way of cultivation, do it at the right time, follow nature, and don't ask about gains and losses is the state of mind that should be.
After a month, I continued to practice in the village, and Master said that there was nothing wrong now, and if he needed me, he would naturally inform me, and he wrote down the phone number in the village, and said that he, Brother Zhang, and Uncle Zhang were planning to travel to Macau, and said that it was a pity that I would not go together.
Now I can start the floating dream in five seconds, and every day is divided into morning meditation and practice hearing, sight, and taste, and then running quickly in the forest at the same time to see, touch, and sense, increasing the intensity little by little, and exercising the body's endurance.
After a month of practice, I gradually felt a bottleneck, and I felt that I had gained very little by continuing to practice in the same way.
So for several days in a row, he called out to the dreamer in the realm of Shaoyin, hoping to get some guidance from him.
He was not conjured up in my Shaoyin realm, but a trace of the primordial spirit in the nine-star pendant on my chest. Although I can try to make him look like him, it is not the real him, and there are many uncontrollable factors.
Because I can't observe him with Shaoyin's vision, I can only use the images in my memory to transform with Shaoyang's dreams, highly concentrated sun consciousness, once it exceeds Shaoyang's tolerance range, it will backfire Taiyin and wake up from the realm of yin consciousness.
Even if the transformation is successful after many attempts, it is only a hazy appearance, let alone talking to him.
The second brother is different, he is my heart seal, and we have lived together before, so it can be easily transformed.
So I didn't use the transfiguration, but when I was running the floating life refining qi, I gently called him in my divine thoughts with Shaoyang.
There was no response for several days, and today I still call as usual. In the realm of Shaoyin, I only called out more than thirty times, and suddenly I felt him come to my side, and then I heard him speak.
"Fenglin, I haven't seen you for a long time, and your cultivation has increased a lot! Even this summoning ghost god has come to his own senses? I opened my eyes and looked at him, he was still the same, looking like a fairy.
I asked suspiciously, "What is a ghost summoner?" ”
"It's to use the divine mind to communicate with the ghosts and gods around you, but it's best not to communicate with people, their spiritual sense is weak, and there will be problems."
"Ahh Am I so good? I said incredulously.
"Hahahaha, the distance of your current call is only about two meters away, and it has to be someone else's defense, what's so powerful? I can't deal with ordinary yin god ghosts! I was not discouraged, and then asked him, "I have recently felt that my practice has reached a bottleneck, and I would like to ask you for advice." ”
"Hmmm! Indeed, you are about to break through the initial stage of the Dream Refining Body, and you don't need me to trigger it yourself, since you called me out, let's talk to you. ”
"The first stage of controlling the dream refining body, using the sun to attract the young yin, and using the less yin to control the five peerless refining body to practice. So have you ever thought that in the realm of yin consciousness, you can use etheric yin to control the five senses? ”
"Aether Yin controls the five senses? Is it in the realm of yin consciousness? ”
"I've already said what I need to say, and the next thing is up to your own understanding." He waved his hand as he spoke, and disappeared from my Yin Realm.
I secretly made a note of what he said, and planned to come back tomorrow during the day to think about it carefully, and then continue to practice Floating Life Qi Refining.
When I woke up the next day, I still came to the mountain, feeling the morning light and the breath of the mountain forest. After the meditation practice, I opened my eyes and looked at the rolling mountains in the distance, thinking about last night's dream.
If less yin control consciousness can play a role in the realm of yang consciousness, then it should also be effective in the realm of yin consciousness.
It should be to completely operate the dream refining body, control the five senses with less yin, and then turn less yin into too yin. No, it's all too yin, so I'll fall asleep.
Then in a sober state, it should be possible to transform the sun into less yin and less yang. I immediately tried it, and found that this could not be done at all, and if I wanted to transform them freely, I had to have stronger divine thoughts, but if I didn't break through this layer, how could I have stronger divine thoughts?
Isn't that so? I pondered the changes in yin and yang again, and suddenly thought of the strange encounter I had last time.
That time, I was drugged by Huang Wuyi, and only Shaoyang was left in my consciousness, but I was not awake. But that's not the point, what's the point?
By the way, I introduced a little yin into the young yang, and the yin and yang are born together, and the cycle is endless. I suddenly admired my wit, so I could also introduce the Shao Shao Yin in the Shao Yang in the Tai Yin Realm, and then use this to perform the Dream Control Refining Body in the Yin Realm of Yin Consciousness.
Figuring it out is only the first step, but it's extremely difficult to do. I continued to think, so what could have changed if I had done this?
Sight, hearing, taste, touch, and sensation (mind) should have their own variations. In order to distinguish the Dream Refining Body in the two realms, I named them Yang Consciousness Refining Body and Yin Consciousness Refining Body respectively.
The vision in the realm of yin consciousness should be able to show what you see when you refine the yang consciousness, which means that there are many elements in reality that I can present in the realm of yin consciousness.
Taste, this should allow me to have the ability to taste in the realm of yin consciousness. The sense of touch enhances my sense of touch in my dreams and makes them feel real.
But in the end, if you want to fully control and use it, you have to feel it, and what you feel in your mind is dreamy. Moreover, the sensory changes in the realm of yin consciousness can gradually control everything in the yin consciousness as the cultivation deepens.
These abilities allow my divine consciousness (thinking) to be active in the realm of yin and yang at the same time, isn't this what I said in the opening chapter of the floating life and the dream, practicing the floating life and controlling the dream, and obtaining the power of the double realm?
Next, I began to try to practice Yin Consciousness Refining Body, and after countless attempts to wake up and fall asleep, I finally started to improve a little on this day.
But it was also on this day that the village was haunted. Actually, this did not happen today, because I usually pay little attention to the situation in the village, so I am preaching it to my ears now, which means that it has been happening for several days.
I heard the landlord's grandmother say that there was a widower Xun old man in the north of the village who died, because he had no children, so the village temporarily wrapped his body in a mat, and waited for the report to allocate money before burying it, which was originally only a matter of two or three days, but the strange thing that happened on the first night of his death scared the people who saw it half to death.
said that Wang Quan of the village went out in the morning, and when he came back, he didn't know that Old Man Xun was dead. On the way home in the middle of the night, I found that the lights were still on at Old Man Xun's house, and Old Man Xun was still walking around the house, because he was a neighbor, so he habitually asked: "Old Man Xun, you haven't slept yet?" Old man Xun didn't answer him, and Wang Quan didn't care, and went home and told his daughter-in-law about it.
It was an ordinary thing, but in the eyes of his daughter-in-law, it was terrible. When his daughter-in-law told him that Old Man Xun had died during the day, and that Dr. Wang from the village had gone to see him, he didn't believe it, because he saw Old Man Xun alive with his own eyes.
The daughter-in-law couldn't twist him, and the two were vying to see what was going on. There were no street lights in the dark village, and when the couple went out in the dark and came to the neighborhood, they saw that the lights were still on at Old Man Xun's house from a long distance, and they could see people walking around.
This time he was so frightened that his daughter-in-law fainted, and Wang Quan secretly called him unlucky, but at this time, he was also suspicious in his heart.
After carrying his daughter-in-law home, he didn't think much about it, so he fell asleep. The next day his daughter-in-law woke up, and the first thing she did was to go to Doctor Wang in the village, and she wanted to find out if Old Man Xun was really dead.
Originally, she could have figured it out by going directly to Old Man Xun, but she was afraid! There is no choice but to find Dr. Wang first.
The couple found Dr. Wang and told him what they saw last night, but Dr. Wang didn't believe it, saying that he had been a doctor for so many years, although he had not formally studied, and he usually only looked at minor illnesses such as colds, fevers, and diarrhea, but he could still tell whether a person was dead or not.
Besides, Wang Hu and Wang Ping also saw it at that time, and Old Man Xun was indeed out of breath, so he wrapped the mat.
Wang Quan's daughter-in-law didn't believe Dr. Wang, so she insisted on going to Old Man Xun's house to have a look. Dr. Wang couldn't help it, so he went with him.
When everyone came to Old Man Xun's house, except for the open mat, Old Man Xun was still lying there quietly.
Dr. Wang stepped forward again to confirm that he was indeed dead. Wang Quan and his daughter-in-law thought to themselves, could it be that they were wrong?
Can both husband and wife be wrong? But at this moment, Dr. Wang asked: "Huh! How come there are no corpse spots? Could it be that the old man is too old and has no blood? It shouldn't be! Wang Quan shouted bad luck, and didn't understand what Dr. Wang said, and then took his wife home, saying that he wanted to get some grapefruit leaves to take a bath.
That night, Wang Quan still couldn't hold back his curiosity and wanted to see Old Man Xun again. His daughter-in-law persuaded him not to go, no matter whether Old Man Xun was dead or alive, it was better to be rare.
Although Wang Quan didn't go, Aunt Li in the village saw the lights on at Old Man Xun's house again, and there were figures flickering inside.
She immediately screamed and shouted, and after a while everyone around her was woken up, and even Wang Quan heard her scream.
But when everyone rushed to Old Man Xun's house, the lights in his house went out again, and when they entered the room, Old Man Xun was still lying quietly on the ground.
The next day, the matter spread throughout the village, and everyone suggested that the old man Xun should be buried as soon as possible. But who pays for the coffin?
You can't just be buried wrapped in a mat, right? There are also some people who think that they should invite Mr. to do a ritual, otherwise even if Old Man Xun is buried, the village will not be peaceful.
After listening to Grandma's speech, although there are some parts of old-fashioned Cantonese that I can't understand, I also guessed it in combination with what other people said.
I walked back inside and muttered, "Maybe I can help them." ”