Cheng Yao didn't even dare to think about it, just think about it, think about the time she spent at that time, and force herself to pretend to be a good time, Cheng Yao's heart was full of bitterness again.

Some people say that after tasting sweet as honey, and then looking back, eating sour and bitter is a kind of torture.

Cheng Yao thought so, and asked her to experience the pain at that time again, but she was unwilling.

Cheng Yao looked at Cheng Haoxuan, and unconsciously, with a hint of pleading.

Cheng Haoxuan stood there, slowly raised his eyes, looked at her, saw the emotion in her eyes, his heart seemed to be pierced by a nail, hesitated, and said, "Yaoyao, I ...... I want to be alone for a while, I'm sorry. ”

I'm sorry?!

I'm sorry?

Who is he talking about, sorry?

Are you sorry to disappoint her, sorry he's leaving, or is it something else?

Cheng Yao wanted to laugh, but found that her nose was sour, she wanted to smile slightly, her eyes were foggy, and he seemed to become foggy in front of her, as if he couldn't see clearly, couldn't touch, couldn't hold it firmly, and felt like this......

It's a really annoying feeling!

It's true!

I hate it!

Cheng Yao smiled bitterly and asked him weakly, "How long is a while?" Is it ten minutes, half an hour, or how long? ”

Cheng Haoxuan didn't respond, just stood there like this, silent.

Cheng Yao looked at him and asked him loudly: "Cheng Haoxuan!" You don't want to say sorry every time you get to this kind of situation and run away, okay? Last time, because my mom was like this, when it came to your dad, what about now, is it still like this? ”

You asked me before, asked me if I was afraid, I was not afraid, because I felt that with you by my side, how could I be afraid?

But are you going to run away now?

Will you leave me behind again?

Cheng Haoxuan stood there, staring at her apricot eyes that were already in tears, slowly closed his eyes, sighed, raised his eyes to look at her, smiled gently, and said, "I didn't hide, I just went out for a walk, believe me!" Besides, you're here, where else can I go? ”

I was just...... It's a little uncomfortable, I don't want you to see me like this, you have always said that I am the most perfect person in your mind, so now that I am seen as imperfect, will you still think I am good?

"Then can't you not go?"

Cheng Yao still looked at him worriedly, Cheng Haoxuan stepped forward, gently wiped her tears, and kissed her eyes, "Be good, obedient, go take a bath, I'm guarding you outside." ”

After speaking, Cheng Haoxuan turned around and went out.

This is an old house, and my grandfather has never installed modern bathing facilities, and has always retained the previous large wooden barrel for bathing, so Cheng Haoxuan went to move a large bath bucket and filled the bath bucket with hot water from a small wooden bucket.

Thinking of how Cheng Haoxuan filled himself with water, got it from downstairs to upstairs, and walked back and forth, Cheng Yao's heart felt happy and sweet, and felt sad at the same time.

I don't know how to describe this feeling.

Cheng Yao didn't go to the bath obediently as Cheng Haoxuan ordered, sat there, thought a lot, and tears flowed again and again.

Cheng Yao wiped her tears, seeing that half an hour had passed, she picked up her mobile phone and went downstairs, but she looked around the house and didn't see Cheng Haoxuan.