The fifteenth moon was sixteenth, the snow-white moonlight shone on the earth, and the breeze slowly blew the surrounding woods.

The practice in recent days has made me feel that tonight will break through the primary stage of Dream Control Body Refining. So I sat cross-legged in the mountains, feeling the breath of everything around me.

The summer nights were exceptionally cool, and there were no mosquito bites on me. Integrating the five senses in the realm of yin consciousness, the divine consciousness senses all the mysterious changes in the realm of yin consciousness, and enjoys the magical ability brought by the breakthrough.

The original realm of yin consciousness is illusory and hazy, and although you can change some of the scenes with your mind, you still don't have the feeling of reality.

But now, I can not only reach out and touch the stone walls, flowers, and water, but I can even conjure up people who have been observed with the eyes of the young yin.

The first thing I thought of was Lin Yuexi, the person I couldn't ask for. With a thought, I went back to the bed in the villa, she was still sitting quietly, I looked at her side face, sexy lips, small nose, big black eyes, she was so beautiful and moving.

"What are you looking at?" She sensed my gaze and looked up at me.

"No.. It's nothing? I said embarrassedly, her voice still so familiar and sweet.

"How? Are you feeling better today? ”

"It's much better, but my whole body still hurts, and I don't have the strength."

"Oh! Then wait for two more days and see, no one has ever been able to strain the muscles of the whole body at the same time, don't leave any sequelae. ”

"Dr. Lin, thank you."

"It's all said, no thanks. Lie down and I'll go out for a while. ”

"Dr. Lin!"

"Huh? What's wrong? ”

"I... Can I call you Yuexi? ”

"Okay! Then I'll call you Xiaolinzi. She smiled and walked out the door. It was as if it were happening, and I reflected on what she had just said, so could I go any further?

Should I take it a step further? She came back half an hour later, lunch in hand. Just as I finished eating and she took the bowl, I grabbed her jade hand.

"You.. What are you doing? She asked, blushing.

"Yuexi, I like you!"

"How... Why do you suddenly say such a thing? ”

"Do you like me?" She bit her lower lip and nodded slightly. I pulled her over with a little force and held her in my arms.

She said coquettishly, "Haven't you recovered yet?" ”

"If I could only look at you every day, I would never be good."

"Don't you care that I'm older than you?" I shook my head, gently leaned into her face and said, "Don't care! She smiled intoxicated and lowered her head slightly.

Looking at her seductive appearance, I slowly turned my head to her lips, and she slowly closed her eyes.

The soft lips, a hint of sweetness reached my brain, it turned out that kissing was so wonderful.

She began to take the initiative, put down the bowl in her hand, and slowly pressed me down on the bed. I smelled the fragrance emanating from her, and my body felt her pair of delicate and soft jade rabbits pressing against my chest.

In this way, we hugged each other and lingered forever. It wasn't until I woke up from my dream the next day, my brain was still full of her snow-white and slightly pink carcass.

I spent the whole day reminiscing, knowing that she was just in my dreams, but it was so real.

It's not dark yet, I can't wait to fall asleep again, this time I don't need to be guided by dreams, and I don't need to see my second brother again.

It was very natural to see her again, she was still so beautiful, like a fairy. She washes up with me, eats together, and goes out for walks together.

There are only the two of us in this world, and no one else. How I wish it was true, no! That's true, everything around her and around her is true.

I really want to be with her like this all the time. In this way, every night we met in the realm of yin consciousness, and I forgot about the practice, and I forgot about reality.

If it weren't for the minimum meal I ate every day, I even planned to never wake up again. When one can control one's dreams at will, and can make it all real, what is reality?

Is it the reality that I can't control half of it, or is it a dream that I can control? We've done a lot of things together, things that are impossible and would never be possible in reality.

After trying my best to ask and linger, I occasionally think of myself in reality. Half a month was spent in these vain days.

Reality doesn't matter to me anymore because I have another reality that's more important. Until this day, I received a call from Master.

"Xiaofeng, are you okay?"

"Master, I'm fine."

"Do you plan to come back to Central?"

"I still have some small things here, and I'll be back when I'm done." I lied.

"Oh? Need my help? ”

"No, that's it, Master, I'm going to practice." When I hung up the phone, I felt extremely guilty in my heart, why did I indulge in this addiction?

No, I'm going back to my old life. Dreams are fake, no matter how real they are, but I can't bear her, I can't imagine what life would be like without her.

It was night, I cheered up, I wanted to try to sleep and practice like before, so I didn't see her for one night, it should be fine, it should be fine.

But as soon as I closed my eyes and fell asleep, I saw her again and heard her say softly: "Lin, I love you." My heart was about to melt, so I stepped forward and hugged her tightly, and said, "Yuexi, I love you." "The next day, I woke up again, no longer meditating, but lying on the bed, hugging the quilt.

Last night's dream was still so sweet and so evocative, but what's wrong with me?

Can't you live without her? My heart was extremely entangled, thinking that I was still a bachelor in reality that no one wanted, but I was nostalgic for the beauty of dreams.

Self-blame and low self-esteem make me cry, what should I do? What can I do to get back to my normal state of mind?

。 I started to stop sleeping, not sleeping for many days, and taking cold showers as soon as I dozed off. When you are sober, think carefully, what is wrong with you?

Am I obsessed with the sensuality of singing every night? Or is this the unknown side of yourself?

Five days later, I was confused, but now I seem to have figured out something. She has become my heart seal, and Lin Yuexi has become my heart seal.

No, it should be said that it is the inner demon, the inner demon that I can't escape and abandon... Fatigue, confusion, and suffering from lying in bed.

It doesn't matter, whether she's my demon or not, I want to sleep, I want to sleep... Gradually, I fell asleep and had a very, very long dream, as if it had been like a lifetime.

In the dream, Yuexi and I got married, and soon after they gave birth to two children, a boy and a girl. We love each other and raise them together, and when we see our sons get married and our daughters get married, we see our grandchildren call us grandpa and grandma, and our grandchildren call us father-in-law and mother-in-law.

At the end of her life, she still walked before me, I can't bear to live without her, without her, what is the point of living by myself?

I stood up from my wheelchair trembling slightly, and jumped off the tall building, the wind around me was whistling, and the feeling of falling became more and more empty, and I felt that I was getting closer and closer to her, getting closer and closer.

Suddenly I woke up and felt the tear-soaked pillow on my cheeks. Consciousness immediately realized that it was just a dream, just a dream.

I clutched the quilt in my arms and realized that I had nothing but this dream. Heart-wrenching grief welled up from the bottom of my heart, and I cried as hard as I could, why did I do this?

Why? I don't know how long it took, but I got up. There was no washing, and there was no tidying up.

Walking out of the village in a trance, he didn't care about the pointing and pointing of the people around him. When I came to the place where I often practiced, I walked to the edge of a mountain cliff not far away.

I looked at the canopy of trees of various sizes below, and suddenly a thought occurred to me, am I still dreaming now?

It must be yes, I'm still dreaming. So if you jump from here, will you wake up? I moved my steps, feeling that under the cliff was my reality, as long as I jumped, everything would be fine, and everything would go back to the ordinary days of the past.

I jumped to my feet with all my strength, and when I was in the air, it felt like I was in a dream, but I was getting farther and farther away from her, and the tears couldn't stop flowing.

When I came to consciousness again, it was pitch black and there was nothing. At this time, I heard a strange and familiar voice say: "Fenglin, why are you looking for death? "I looked up and saw him, he was a man of dreams, and he was dressed in white.

I didn't answer him, but asked, "Why are you here, what's wrong with me?" ”

"Alas..., you are in the realm of Shaoyang!"

"Oh! What is the realm of Shaoyang? "No one answered me this time, and the endless darkness swallowed me.

I don't know how long it took for me to hear a drop in my ears... Drip... The sound of a drop. Slowly opening his heavy eyes, he heard someone say, "Old man, he's awake." ”

"Xiaofeng, can you hear me?" It's the Master who is here. My tears flowed out again, they were tears of joy, I wanted to nod, but I found something stuck in my neck, and slowly raised my right hand, which I hadn't used for a long time, and touched it, hard, I don't know what it was.

"It's good to wake up, lie down well, and don't think about it." Master said again. I tried to say something, but I felt my throat tighten, and I didn't listen at all, as if something was stuck in my mouth.

Just then, I heard a familiar voice say, "Is he awake?" Immediately have someone remove the oxygen tube. Then a very familiar face appeared in front of my eyes, it was her, it was Yuexi.

I was excited, and I was a little desperate to call her name. But then I realized that I hadn't woken up yet, had I?

It's still in a dream, right? She used a small flashlight to shine it in my eyes. After watching it for a while, he left. Then two people came in and pulled the stuff out of my mouth.

As I watched them busy, I gradually realized that this was not a dream, it was reality. I didn't dare to sleep, trying to keep myself awake, afraid that I would never be able to come out of that sweet dream again.

I was alone in the whole room, and I could only look at the white ceiling and remember everything I had experienced.

Slowly I started to feel pain all over my body, and that's when she walked in. She is still so beautiful and moving, the snow-white coat can't hide the bumpy figure, I have explored and stroked it again and again.

"The anesthetic starts to subside, and you may feel pain for a while, but don't worry, a little pain will help you recover." She straightened the quilt and looked at the potion bottle beside her.

"Month... Yuexi, Yuexi! I shouted twice, and I couldn't believe it was coming from my mouth, hoarse and dry.

She heard my voice and came up to me and said, "Well, I'm here. How does it feel? "In a trance, I felt like I was back on the bed in the villa, and she spoke to me so gently.

I happily replied to her, "I'm fine." I didn't hear what she said, but she got up and was about to leave.

I subconsciously stretched out my hand and grabbed her, the delicate and smooth skin came from my fingers again, and I said excitedly, "I love you, Yuexi." But she just shook her head for a moment, and then broke free from my hand and went out.

I struggled to lift my head, but I could only see her departing back, and then I lay back on the bed with all my might, and the pain in all parts of my body was more obvious.

I gradually realized that nothing had happened to me and her in reality, she was still her, and I was still me.

Tears flowed uncontrollably, I don't know if it was because of physical pain, inner pain, or both.

It didn't take long for Master and Brother Zhang to come back and buy me porridge and fruits. I am grateful from the bottom of my heart to Master and Brother Zhang, they didn't abandon me!

Later, when Yuexi came back, her face was always cold, and she couldn't see a smile. By this time I had fully understood that my actions had hurt her, and that everything in my dreams was my own imagination and my own desires.

"I'm sorry!" I said, looking at her back. She didn't speak, just left the ward again after finishing her business.

I haven't slept for two nights in a row, and tonight I'm going to face my demons and my dreams, no matter what the outcome is.

I suddenly remembered what Master once said: "In life, if you want to get it, you have to give." But sometimes people often forget that they don't necessarily get what they want if they give. You will never lose something that you never gained, but one day you will lose what you have now. I savored the words in my mind, closed my eyes and went to sleep.

It's a dream, I returned to the edge of the cliff, the thousands of peaks in front of me are still so magnificent, the second brother is still sitting next to me, he asked softly: "Xiaolinzi, do you understand now?" I nodded, looked at the scenery in front of me, and muttered: "All tender beauty, all love and hatred, all material desires, have their price, although in the process of feeling wonderful, but also can not change the end of losing them, gain and loss is never the result, just the endless beginning and end." Then he turned to him and said, "Second brother, you haven't played with me for a long time." Let's go to new places together! Then with a wave of his hand, the scene of the cliff and forest where he once practiced appeared in front of him, and the two of us walked in side by side.

At this time, the voice of the dreamer came from the divine consciousness: "Fenglin, congratulations on your success in the tribulation!" I smiled faintly and waved my hand into the void.