Chapter 21: After School
After the rain, the temperature drops a bit, so it should be that the cold air is coming, and sometimes the temperature will rise after a few days in the winter, and then it will drop again because of the cold air. Pen? Interesting? Pavilion wWw. biquge。 info
In the corridor to the canteen to the teaching building, I met Zhang Huayu by chance.
He was alone with his head hanging down and his back looking a little lonely, walking slowly towards the classroom.
"Hey, why are you alone?"
I tapped him on the shoulder from behind and said hello, but when he turned his head, I was so frightened that I withdrew my hand.
I saw that his eye sockets were sunken, his face was bloodless, and his hair was dull and unkempt, and he was so kind and polite when I first saw him, nay, compared to the way I had seen him last night.
"What's wrong with you?" Seeing him like this, I asked in surprise.
When Zhang Huayu saw me, he grabbed my hand tightly.
"It's my turn, it's my turn." He looked at me in horror and said in a slightly trembling voice.
"Hey, what are you doing!"
Wei Lin, who was walking in front, didn't know the situation, and when they saw me being pulled by, they walked over and pointed at Zhang Huayu and said.
I signaled that they were okay, and patted Zhang Huayu on the back to calm him down.
He was still not calm, suddenly let go of my hand and kept stepping back, and then said to me hysterically: "She has come to take revenge, we are all going to die, we are all going to die!! ”
After yelling, he turned around and ran to the other side of the classroom, leaving us a little confused by him.
Chen Hua, the squad leader, opened his mouth and said, "This person is sick, Ren Sheng, your friend?" ”
I shrugged.
"Maybe it's something that stimulated me." I looked at Zhang Huayu's distant back and said softly.
He was fine last night, why did he become like this without seeing him all night, what happened to him last night?
I couldn't guess why, so I followed them and continued to walk to the classroom.
"Brother, is that guy Zhang Huayu?" Welling walked up to me and asked me in a curious whisper.
I nodded.
Wei Lin said in surprise: "I'll go, I almost didn't recognize it, how did he become like this?" I almost didn't recognize it just now. ”
I shook my head: "I don't know, it was fine last night." ”
"What the hell did he mean when he said, 'She's coming to take revenge' or something?
I frowned and motioned for him to stop talking.
I came to the classroom and started my morning self-study.
I already have a plan in my heart, and I will go to Zhang Huayu once after the morning self-study to figure things out.
During the morning self-study time, the sound of the rain outside did not decrease but became louder and louder, and the sound of the rain was bound to extinguish the last bit of hope in everyone's hearts.
Until the end of the morning self-study, the sound of rain outside did not weaken in the slightest.
With the bell ringing at the end of the morning self-study, I walked out of the classroom door and walked downstairs to the next class, which was next to the staircase on the left.
When they arrived at their classroom, they had just finished studying on their own.
I stood at the window and looked inside, and saw Huang Siyu scanning but not seeing Zhang Huayu.
Huang Siyu found me, and ran out with a slightly red face under the gaze of the boys in their class.
"What are you doing in our class?" She said with some writ.
"Why isn't Zhang Huayu here?" I asked directly.
"Zhang Huayu?"
She was stunned, and a trace of disappointment seemed to flash in her eyes: "Feelings, didn't you come to me?" ”
Looking at her like this, I thought for a moment that it seemed a little bad to talk to a girl like this, so I changed my words and said, "Oh, I do have something to do with you." ”
"Really?" She said with some disbelief.
I said in a sincere tone, "I want to ask you when and where you will go on Saturday, and we have not yet decided on the time and place. ”
Actually, these are all temporary thoughts of me, but I do need to ask.
Seeing that I reluctantly said a reason, Huang Siyu reluctantly let go of the tangled problem.
"Well, I haven't thought about it yet, why don't you check it out first and wait for a text message to tell you." Huang Siyu tilted his head and thought about it and said.
I nodded, I hadn't really planned it.
"That, Zhang Huayu... I asked her tentatively again.
She glanced at me with her beautiful eyes and said, "Zhang Huayu didn't come to self-study this morning, it seems that he has asked for leave." ”
"Leave?"
"Hmm."
I just saw him this morning, and he took a leave of absence so soon, what happened to him? I thought to myself.
"What's wrong with him?"
Huang Siyu saw me wandering and asked curiously.
I shook my head: "No, it's just that when I saw him today, there was something wrong with him." ”
Zhang Huayu is not here, and the purpose of my coming here is gone.
"Forget it, it's time for class, I'll go back to the classroom first."
So I said hello to Huang Siyu and prepared to go back to the classroom.
Huang Siyu's face suddenly fell, his little hand punched me, and he said angrily: "Let's go, let's go." Then he went into the classroom.
I scratched my head a little inexplicably, thinking to myself what was wrong with what was okay just now?
So I can only sigh that a woman is really faster than turning a book.
And so I went back to the classroom. I wanted to go to Zhang Huayu to ask him about his situation, but I didn't expect to ask for leave to go home, forget it, let's wait for him to come back next week and ask him about the situation.
But I never expected that this morning was the last I had seen him before he died...
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Four major cultural courses in the morning, boring classes with a depressing atmosphere, why many colleges and universities often rumor that there are students who commit suicide because of high pressure, I think most of it may be because of the pressure from parents, because parents have high expectations for you, sometimes it is unbearable, plus the classroom is so depressing and dull atmosphere, others are playing in their spare time but some people don't dare, because they are afraid that a little slack will surpass them, the exam will not be good, parents will be disappointed...
In high school, it seems that there are one or two people like that in every class, and in the long run, one day they will face a collapse.
Maybe in the eyes of many people, it is not a big deal if you don't do well in the exam once, but in the eyes of these people, if you don't get what you want once, it will be a collapse!
Their hearts are like glass that has been cracked, shattered at the slightest touch...
I'm glad I'm not one of those people, and I once thought about what would happen if my life trajectory was like theirs, but then I just laughed, and I thought it was nonsense.
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God seemed to have finally opened his eyes, and the rain stopped when it came to the second period.
As soon as the rain stopped, the sun began to rise, and the students were happy because there was no need to cancel the afternoon physical education class in this weather.
Under the sunlight, the class seems brighter, and the bright sunlight can sometimes really soothe people's mood, and the lecture is not so boring.
Sometimes I feel that the day passes quickly, I always feel that it is dark again not long after I get up, and whether it is school or work, we always feel that we have fallen into a timeline, repeating the things of the previous day every day, repeating until death.
This warm sun continued into the afternoon until the start of physical education class.
Before the physical education class, the head teacher also came over to remind us to review more on the weekend and strive to get a good score in the monthly exam on Monday.
At noon, everyone went back to the dormitory to pack their things, so they all went to physical education class with big bags and small bags, and the students also put their schoolbags on their backs, and went home directly after disbanding anyway.
The teacher was already surprised, and he began to take the roll call after we all stood in line.
After the roll call, it will be disbanded on the spot, and if you want to play ball, skipping rope or something, you can go to the equipment room to get it yourself, and put it back when you are done.
I had to wait for the school gate to open for fifteen minutes, and I was bored and followed them to the basketball court to play, the floor of the basketball court had been exposed to the sun for most of the day, and most of the water had already evaporated, so there was no problem in playing basketball.
The time passed quickly, and as soon as the school gate opened, they were like a flood beast that had let go of the floodgates.
The school gate is very lively every time the school is out, those motorcycles, taxis, private cars, queue up at the door, although it is not yet time to get out of school, they are also waiting at the school gate early.
After leaving the school gate, they went their separate ways, Wei Lin, Jiawei, they all had their parents to pick them up, Chen Hua's home was near the school, but they went in two opposite directions with me.
Before leaving, Wei Lin also asked me about the time and place of tomorrow's trip, and I told him that I hadn't thought about it yet, and I would text him when I thought about it.
After saying goodbye to them one by one, I walked alone to the bus stop sign.
There is no bus stop in front of our school, and the only nearest stop sign is near Grandpa Huang's rice noodle shop.
Although there are taxis in front of the school, I prefer to take the bus, either because of saving or anything, or because I simply like it.
Get in the car alone, sit in a single seat or sit in the corner by the window, put on headphones and play a lyrical song, and watch the scenery pass by outside the window.
I've been developing such a problem since junior high school, maybe I'm used to it.
The place I go back to now is actually the house I rented, my parents have been working in my hometown, I came to Province G alone, why did I come here alone, there are indeed some stories, but it has nothing to do with this story, so I will mention it later.
I deliberately rented the house so far away, maybe I didn't want to go back too early to feel the desertion in the house.
Walked to the bus stop, from here you can see Grandpa Huang's rice noodle shop, but it seems to be closed today.
This stop sign is only one bus passing, that is, Huwan all the way to the bus, our school is actually one stop away from the terminal, and the house I rented is near another terminus, which I deliberately picked.
When the bus came, the car was still very free, after all, it had just come out of the main station.
After buying a ticket and getting on the bus, I deliberately chose the last row of seats by the window, put on headphones to isolate the sound outside, and sadly brought me a sense of loneliness and made me feel peaceful.
The setting sun was getting shorter, stretching the shadow of the lonely pedestrians on the road, and the bus slowly drove off into the distance.