Chapter 145: Wake Up
"Father went to Yasukuni?" Gu Qinghuan changed his words.
Gu Jingxing nodded, "As soon as my father and I entered the door, the people of the Duke of Yasukuni invited my father over." ”
"Perhaps...... Father will go into the palace with the Yasukuni Gong and them. Gu Qinghuan was thoughtful.
When Gu Jingxing heard this, he was silent for a while, and sighed lightly: "It's me who is too impulsive." ”
The Gu family has avoided the struggle for imperial power for hundreds of years, just to continue the family, even if it can't be as beautiful as the ministers, but at least it has not declined.
But now, because of him, the Gu family is involved in this struggle, and the impact will last for at least ten or twenty years, or even longer......
"Regret it?" Gu Qinghuan glanced at him.
Gu Jingxing shook his head: "No." I just did what I had to do. ”
Gu Qinghuan said lightly: "Since you have already chosen the next path, don't talk about impulsiveness or impulsiveness, it's better to plan the back road if you have this time...... Even if this corruption case is successfully exposed, the second prince will be fine, his background is much stronger than the eldest prince, and it is not easy for the eldest prince to win this struggle. ”
In the previous life, the eldest prince and the second prince fought for several years, and then died in the hands of the second prince.
If it weren't for his own variable, a hairpin stabbed the second prince to death, no matter how powerful Yan Zhao and the others were, they would continue to suffer in the shadow of the powerful forces of the second prince and others.
However, Gu Qinghuan will not be too pessimistic.
She held something decisive in her hand, which could shatter the path of the second prince's upward climb in one fell swoop.
It's just that that choice is too easy to backfire on her, and even bring unimaginable disasters to the Gu family.
In her previous life, she dared to take advantage of that incident, also because the Gu family was dead, and she didn't care about her own life.
Now, she cares about too many people and things.
If she could, she would just like to use the gentlest means to keep everyone safe.
"I know."
Gu Jingxing listened to Gu Qinghuan's words and knew Gu Qinghuan's kindness, his heart warmed, and he felt a little guilty.
With mixed feelings, Gu Jingxing suddenly spoke: "I'm sorry." ”
Gu Qinghuan was stunned and looked at Gu Jingxing.
Only then did Gu Jingxing come back to his senses, and when he realized what he had said, he pursed his lips and met Gu Qinghuan's gaze.
Since it has begun, there is no reason to break it here.
"Seven years ago...... My father and I both know it's not your fault. ”
Gu Jingxing said: "It's just that we thought that doing that was the best choice for you, but we ignored that you are still an eight-year-old child, you don't understand those big truths, and in your world, there are only the joys, sorrows, and sorrows of ordinary children, so what I did with my father was, for you, ruined your world...... Qinghuan? ”
It's just that Gu Jing's jargon didn't finish speaking, and the bright and flamboyant face in his sight became stunned, his eyes were slightly red, and tears slipped down silently.
Gu Jingxing's heart tightened.
Although he knew how much Gu Qinghuan cared about that incident, he didn't expect that he could arouse such a big sadness just by mentioning it.
“…… Get out. Gu Qinghuan spoke.
Gu Jingxing was silent and stood up.
It's just that without waiting for him to go out, Gu Qinghuan's voice sounded from behind-
"Seven years ago, did you think it was for my good, or did you think it was more important to maintain the family's reputation?"
Gu Jingxing paused, and subconsciously said, "How could it be for the sake of the family's reputation-"
He turned around abruptly and looked at Gu Qinghuan, there was little surprise and shock on his cold face, "Qinghuan, have you been ...... all these years Is that how you all see me and my father? ”
Gu Qinghuan showed a sad smile: "Because what you said to me at that time, apart from the word fame, there is only the word fame." ”
Gu Jingxing was shocked, and the hand hanging by his side clenched into a fist, "I'm sorry......
"Let's get out." Gu Qinghuan raised his hand to hide his face, "I want to be alone and quiet." ”
Gu Jingxing stopped talking, turned around and went out, and helped Gu Qinghuan close the door of the study.
It wasn't until he left that Gu Qinghuan put down his hand, Mingyan's face was still intertwined with tears, and indescribable complex emotions were intertwined on her face.
Originally......
That's really the case.
Although after the death of her father and brother in her previous life, she figured everything out early.
But the person is dead, and no matter how much she wants, she can't be confirmed.
As a result, perhaps the truth of the truth has also become uncertain.
Over the years, she has constantly doubted whether everything her father and brother did at the beginning was for her own good, or just wanted to maintain the family's reputation, so she sacrificed her......
She never got an answer.
So resentment, so pain.
For so many years, there was no relief.
Now, she finally got an affirmative answer.
She is not a child who is sacrificed by interests.
Gu Qinghuan covered her face, the sound of whimpering came from the gap, her body trembled violently, she was forbearing, and she didn't want to cry too loudly for people to hear.
In her previous life, she had been alone for too long, so she became strong and mature.
Surrounded by tigers and wolves, she didn't dare to let anyone discover the fragility in her heart.
Even crying became a luxury, and she became so stingy that she didn't even want to be heard.
Even if she cried like she did now, she would be sad because of her growth.
……
When Gu Qinghuan woke up, it was already two days later.
Zhiqiu happened to put a basin of hot water on the shelf next to the bed, and when he heard the movement, he turned his head to look, and saw Gu Qinghuan slowly open his eyes, with confusion in his eyes.
What catches your eye is a familiar furnishing.
She...... In your own room?
The last memory is obviously in Yanzhao's study.
Gu Qinghuan remembered that she and Gu Jingxing were in Yanzhao's study, Gu Jingxing apologized to her, because she didn't want Gu Jingxing to see her crying, she let Gu Jingxing go out, she stayed alone in the study and cried, and then ......
She doesn't remember anything.
Could it be that something has changed?
Gu Qinghuan's heart sank, after all, it was a critical period, and she was a little worried about whether the second prince had done something.
Just when Gu Qinghuan was worried, Zhiqiu finally recovered from the shock and shouted outward: "Miss is awake!" Miss is awake! ”
After shouting, Zhiqiu rushed to Gu Qinghuan, held Gu Qinghuan's hand tightly, and his eyes were red unconsciously: "Miss!" You're awake! How do you feel now? ”
Gu Qinghuan had just woken up, and he hadn't figured out what was going on, and when he heard Zhiqiu's question, he couldn't help frowning: "It's so noisy......"
Zhiqiu reacted at this time, Gu Qinghuan had just woken up, and it was estimated that there was still chaos in her mind, so she hurriedly said, "The slave will pour you some water." ”
Gu Qinghuan's voice was very hoarse.
Zhiqiu let go of Gu Qinghuan's hand, and was about to pour water, but her sleeve was caught, she was stunned for a moment, and looked down at Gu Qinghuan.
"My father...... ...... with my brother."
Gu Qinghuan looked at her, as if she was not fully awake, but her subconscious drove her to do so, "Are you okay?" ”
Even if he didn't know what was going on, Gu Qinghuan was still worried about his family.