“…… If you want to cross the Yellow River and ice congestion river, you will climb the snow-filled mountains of Taihang. Idle fishing on the blue river, suddenly take a boat to dream of the sun. Difficult to walk, difficult to walk, divergent road, where are you today? There will be times when the wind and waves will be long, and the clouds will sail into the sea. ”

The girl's low, rounded voice sounded in his ears, it was a self-study class, the teacher hurriedly assigned the morning reading task and left, and in less than ten minutes, she came to endorse the book.

He wasn't the leader of their group, but his table mate was that she had just finished reciting and got up and left.

"Who do you think is the prettiest in our class?"

The tablemate who likes to discuss girls poked his elbow, squeezed his eyebrows, and said:

"I think Song Jiajia is good, she can sing and dance, she has a lively and cheerful personality, and her popularity is good."

In fact, as soon as he heard this question, his eyes unconsciously moved to the girl who was looking down at the book, but he just said lightly:

"You're so boring."

When I think about it later, it's not that the topic is boring, it's just that the person I like is ashamed to talk about it.

"Actually, Mu Goodnight looks very delicate, but I feel that people are not very approachable. Moreover, she seems to have grown up in an orphanage, and my mother said that this kind of unhappiness in childhood is also harming people when she starts a family in the future. ”

Seeing that he seemed to be lacking interest in this topic, the same table introduced the situation of the girls who he thought were good-looking:

"Anyway, you're so handsome, you don't want to find a girlfriend or something? Senior Ji Chen, who is as famous as you, seems to have started dating Song Jiajia. ”

"At this time, the main business of students is to study, not to think about these messy things."

Frowning, Xu Shuo dismissed him with a serious face, he held the Chinese textbook, and her voice of endorsement seemed to sound in his ears again:

“…… Difficult to walk, difficult to walk, divergent road, where are you today? ”

He also whispered:

"There will be times when the wind and waves will be long, and the clouds will sail into the sea."

Once a person appears in your life and gets your attention, you can't remove her from your mind.

The basketball team was in special training, and the boys on the playground were sweating to their heart's content, Xu Shuo took a sip of the water borrowed by the captain, and looked towards the school gate, just in time to see her and Song Jiajia walking out slowly and leisurely together.

The captain followed his gaze, apparently seeing the two of them as well, and he showed an expression that I understood, and patted him on the shoulder with a grin:

"Song Jiajia is indeed good-looking, this girl is spicy and bold, and there is no man who doesn't like it. But I heard that she was dating Ji Chen, if you want to be with her, I'm afraid it will take a little effort. ”

"Are you good-looking? That's just so. ”

Shaking his head, Xu Shuo took his gaze back, how could they know about her beauty? However, he would not speak, just silently watched.

The college entrance examination is imminent, the head teacher asked them to write down their ideal university, and then paste it on the back wall, after class, they all rushed to the back, scrambling to look at each other's intended universities, Xu Shuo is tall, he swept the upper and lower walls, and finally saw her beautiful handwriting in a small corner.

Their ideal university wasn't the same, but he knew she would go to the one she wanted to go to.

The two met in college, he originally wanted to come forward to say hello, but the other party walked straight past him as if he didn't see him, and his hand that he didn't have time to stretch out retracted and clenched into a fist:

Next time, next time he must be brave enough to say Hi to her.

However, without waiting for the next time, his father forced him to study abroad, and the family property was to be left to him, and he could not let his son study any art in China, and he soon disappeared from college, and the last time he saw her was on the eve of his departure abroad. He drove to the bottom of the women's dormitory, and he waited for more than two hours before he saw her hair lazily tied up in a bunch, wearing pajamas and slippers.

She was carrying a bucket of laundry, which seemed to come from the washing machine, and was going back to her bedroom—her figure disappearing into the dim room, and this time she still didn't see him.

entrusted his friend to help take care of her, he watched her still live like a little transparent in college, but in her sophomore year, she chose to go abroad as an exchange student, and after learning that her application to the university was the same as himself, his heart came alive again:

The same high school, the same university, the same foreign college, this is the opportunity that God has given him.

As she wished, in this sparsely Chinese environment, they finally had a few words to communicate, even though she probably didn't care about him at all.

Her life is no longer in his sight, Xu Shuo has difficulty knowing her whereabouts clearly, her roommate says she is on a school vacation, the teacher says he shouldn't snoop on other people's lives, and the police ask him to show proof of their relationship.

Ah, what should he answer?

What happened later became more and more puzzling to him, but the world never stopped because of someone.

He picked up her who didn't look well, learned that she had been pregnant not long ago, and accepted the fact that she didn't remember anything now.

As long as she was still around, his eyes softened, and he quietly watched her bow her head to eat.

After returning to China, his father had no opinion on his marriage, the Xu family was not a big business that needed a wealthy marriage, and the daughter-in-law who returned from studying abroad couldn't find anything wrong, but his mother had a deep prejudice against her, picking on her background, picking on her appearance, and always complaining that this daughter-in-law could not help the family.

His sister only knew how to help his mother speak, and he was very anxious, but she just smiled at him and gently hugged his waist:

"As long as we're together."

Because of his mother's disagreement, the marriage was delayed again and again, until one day at midnight when he came back from the company, he was accidentally involved in a car accident, he was forced to stop by Wang Siyi's men, and as soon as he got out of the car and was about to negotiate, Wang Siyi stepped on the accelerator and hit him with a crazy look.

Finished.

The happiness he just had was about to be lost.

At the moment when the pain hit, it seemed that someone was gently caressing his face, and the sounds around him were very chaotic, and he clearly heard her bite the words in his ear and say clearly:

“…… If you want to cross the Yellow River and ice congestion river, you will climb the snow-covered mountains in Taihang...... Many divergent roads, where are you now? ”

Or or

"As long as we're together".

The happiest thing in the world is that you think you're dead, but you're not.

There is another thing in this world that is no more painful, you are not dead, but you think you are dead.

He lost the ability to walk.

Lying on the bed with a dead face and a dead face, he listened to his mother's scolding and helplessness and said:

“…… When we encounter this kind of thing, we can only consider ourselves unlucky, not to mention that the sincerity of the Wang family is already very sufficient! My son, don't worry, my mother will agree to your marriage to Mu Wannight, you will be fine, and you will have someone to take care of you for the rest of your life......"

She was a good girl, and when she encountered this kind of thing, she just stayed by his side with red eyes, and did not have the slightest thought of leaving, and he got the purest and most flawless heart in the world - but at this time he felt that he was no longer worthy of her.

The meaning of the family is obvious, the person who hit him was not unintentional, but the Xu family could not afford to offend, and the Wang family also gave a large amount of compensation.

Life after marriage is as calm as water, but it is full of chickens, flying dogs and jumping everywhere, even if Mu Wan'an does not give up on herself, she still can't get her mother's favor, she is obedient, she doesn't say anything when she is scolded, and occasionally she is very wronged, and she just quietly hugs him in a wheelchair.

His mother and sister have become more and more violent, but he has lost the ability to argue for her, and now he is like a waste, the boy who used to be able to jump and run on the basketball court is still dead.

The turnaround happened on that day.

Xu Feifei was in a bad mood, and she used the topic to play again, and vented her anger on her, she had long been used to their bad tempers, but she just endured it desperately, his mother was saying ridiculous words on the side, and he was indifferently pushing the wheelchair towards the study.

The father, who had just arrived at home, couldn't stand it anymore, so he rarely picked up his majesty as the head of the family, and scolded:

"What are you doing? Good night is very rare to be able to take care of Xu Shuo without giving up and be willing to marry into our Xu family! Jiang Chunmei, I advise you to stop in moderation! And Xu Feifei! Losing your temper every day, does the family owe you?! ”

Xu Feifei, who was pampered by her mother, naturally rolled her eyes and left, and her mother saw her father walking towards the study, and she followed in.

His eyes fell on the woman with her head bowed and confused, and hesitated for a few seconds before stepping forward and motioning for her to go back to the room first.

Her face instantly became vivid because of her actions, as if the grievances she had received before no longer existed, and she took his hand:

"Ah Shuo, I know that I am not good enough, so I make my mother unhappy. Can you apologize to my mom later? ”

No, you've done it well enough.

It's that I'm not worthy of you now.

With this in his heart, Xu Shuo smiled faintly, and after watching her go back to the room, he walked towards the study.

As soon as he approached the door, he heard his mother's voice as sharp as a shrew scolding the street:

“…… My son is such an excellent person, if it weren't for Wang Siyi's woman Mu Cripple who wanted to get his hands on him, how could he have fallen to this point? What kind of thing is Mu Goodnight! We don't deserve to carry shoes to our Xu family! She's just here for our family's money! If it weren't for the fact that our Xu family is rich, do you think she would be willing to stay here and be widowed?! ”

"These are just your guesses! Don't talk nonsense! ”

There was eagerness and nervousness in his father's voice, and as soon as he heard it, he knew that he was lying:

"Everything was an accident, an accident! You said that Wang Siyi fell in love with Xu Shuo, why didn't she marry in? ”