127. Farewell
This is a very real problem, if you can't even eat, how can you talk about ideals? I can't eat, so what kind of bicycle do I need!
Just when I felt anxious, I heard a slight knock on the door, so I got up and went to the front of the store, and asked in a deep voice, "Who......"
"It's ...... me"
As soon as my words fell, there was a crisp sound outside the store, and after hearing this voice, I was suddenly very surprised, because Sister Yun was actually back!
If I hadn't opened my mouth just now, I might have been able to pretend that nothing had happened and that there was no one in the store, but now it was different, so I sighed slowly and gently opened the door.
As soon as I opened the electric door, I found that Qu Yanyun was still carrying an insulated lunch box in her hand.
After seeing me open the door, Qu Yanyun walked in with a smile, came to the table, put the lunch box gently, turned to me and said, "I don't know when you will be able to go back, I'm afraid that you will be hungry here alone, so after the meal is ready, I will send it to you directly, you can eat something quickly!" ”
Qu Yanyun opened the lunch box as she spoke, and I looked at it and found that it was full of some things I used to love to eat.
I remember when I was in school before, because the food was not good, and the family was relatively nervous, so the money given by my father was often not enough.
Whenever this happens, Qu Yanyun will always take out the dishes and let the two of us share them together.
That year, although it may seem short, is one of the best memories of my life......
It was during that period of time that Qu Yanyun had already discovered what I liked to eat, so every time she would ask her family to cook a few of my favorite dishes and bring them over.
Looking at the food on the table, I was very emotional and moved, so I couldn't help but take the chopsticks from Sister Yun, pick up a mouthful of food, gently put it in my mouth, and taste it.
When the aroma of the food filled my mouth, my thoughts also returned to the past, and when I looked at Sister Yun in front of me, it seemed that we were still those two innocent children.
And Sister Yun is also smiling like a flower at the moment, as if I eat the food she cooks, which is her greatest satisfaction at the moment.
"Sister Yun, I'm ......"
"Didi ......"
Looking at Qu Yanyun in front of me, I was very excited, and just when I opened my mouth to say something, there was a sudden sound of car horns outside the store.
The sound of this whistle suddenly pulled my thoughts back, looking at Sister Yun in front of me, I felt very uncomfortable, but I have to admit that after this short encounter, we may never see each other again, and the time for separation has finally arrived!
Sensational, talking too much at this time will hurt my feelings, so that Qu Yanyun will always miss me, so I have to take all the words in my heart and hold back again.
At this moment, Sister Yun was looking at me with smart eyes, as if waiting for me to say something, but seeing that I didn't say anything, her originally expectant expression gradually dimmed, and she lowered her head again.
As if holding back her unhappy emotions, Qu Yanyun calmed down for a moment before she lowered her voice and said to me: "Then you can eat something, tell me what you want to eat, and I'll ......make it for you when I go back."
"No need!"
After listening to Qu Yanyun's words, I couldn't help but sigh slowly and said to her.
After hearing my words, Qu Yanyun was suddenly shocked, she raised her head, looked at me in disbelief, and at the same time looked very nervous, like a child who had done something wrong, and asked me a little timidly: "What, what's wrong, is it that I don't make it delicious?" If I don't do it well, if you want to eat something, just tell me and I'll make it for you again, and if you don't like it, I'll buy it for you! ”
Looking at Qu Yanyun with a nervous expression in front of me, I suddenly felt a different feeling in my heart, but now it's not the time to say this, if you show more emotion, then the more cruel the separation will be.
So I sighed slowly, turned my eyes to the window, didn't dare to look directly at Sister Yun's earnest gaze and said slowly: "It's not that you don't make it delicious, on the contrary, I have always liked the food you cook, but I should go!" ”
When she heard me say this, Qu Yanyun suddenly raised her head, her eyes widened, and she looked at me in disbelief, as if she didn't understand what I was expressing, or she didn't want to believe that what I just said was true.
In fact, this is also very understandable, after all, I have just come back not long ago, and Qu Yanyun and I are just separated by a car, but she has been thinking about it, and she was finally able to meet me, but now I suddenly want to leave.
It's like a girl who finally gets her favorite doll, but the doll is only owned for a day, but she is forced to lose it in front of her.
It's a wound-tearing pain, and it's the last thing I want to meet, because there are so many separations I have experienced, and I understand what it means.
Originally, this was the last thing I wanted to face, so I chose to let Qu Yanyun go back first, and then leave quietly, so as to minimize the damage to her, but now I can't do it.
Just as I was thinking, Qu Yanyun's eyes were already full of tears, and after a while, she opened her mouth and asked me, "Are you in such a hurry to leave?" But why didn't you tell me when you left, and you should hide it from me?
Is it that this time, if I don't come, you just leave quietly and never come back? ”
Speaking of the end, Qu Yanyun was already excited, and her tone was trembling slightly.
Looking at Qu Yanyun in front of me, I was speechless for a while, I really didn't know how to answer, what she said was indeed the truth, but I didn't do it ruthlessly, but to protect her.
"Sister Yun, I ........."
After thinking about it for a while, I still sighed slowly and didn't say anything, because these words are really unspeakable, how to say it, after all, this is what happened, and what Qu Yanyun said is also the truth.
Even if I denied it, it had already happened, and I didn't want to hide it from her, so after thinking about it for a while, I sighed slowly......