Chapter 115: Turmoil in the Royal Mansion (15)
"That white night is really useless, he can't even support his wife, and he has to let his wife go out to make money, isn't he good for you? Shouldn't he spend money on you? If that's the case, you have to tell me that it is reasonable for the mother to make decisions for you. It's really useless in the middle of the night, how can you be like this as a man. ”
"No, mother, Bai Ye is very good to me, I want to go out to do business myself."
"Then you and your mother said, why do you want to do business? I just heard so much from my mother, do you still want to do business? ”
"Mother, I think I have been cowardly and cowardly as a son before, and I can't take charge alone, now that I am married, Bai Ye is also very good to me, but I can't always rely on others to live, just like at the beginning, my father listened to Zhou's bewitchment and wanted to marry me, and even didn't care, who I married, at that time, if I didn't know Bai Ye, my father would marry me to someone at will for the sake of interests, and I would only face a sad fate when the time came.
Now that I have my own destiny in my hands, I must be independent. Opening my own store is also an opportunity to train myself, and I can also take advantage of this opportunity to exercise my courage and behave in other things, which are very important to me. If I had been a prince at that time, I had both courage and speech, I would have met a lot of people, and I would have come out to help me when the palace was in trouble.
But looking back now, I was timid and cowardly at that time, how could I have a real friend. Whether it is my father's intentional obstruction, or my intentional evasion, but I really don't have a true friend, even Bai Ye is only a one-sided friend, I just think that he has helped me, he is a good person, and he can continue to help me, at that time, my daughter has already awakened a little, but if my daughter has not awakened and has not become strong, it is estimated that even Bai Ye will not be able to help me, and I can only ask for more blessings and be at peace with what happens.
Wouldn't it be even worse if I was married off to become someone else's concubine, now I open my own shop, I have my own business, I can do whatever I want, but if I become someone else's concubine, I can only listen to other people's orders, if I can't please the master, I can only live in the deep courtyard for the rest of my life, and I don't even have a child, and I will die alone. At that time, I was afraid that my mother might be even more sad.
And the mother just told me so much, and the daughter really listened, but the daughter wanted to say disrespectfully, mother, you have left the merchant family, but you are happy now. The emperor's family has never had feelings, the more powerful people are, the less they care about feelings, all they care about is money and interests, because they firmly believe that with money and power, other women will naturally stick to them, and they don't need feelings at all.
And what women worship most is feelings, I think the mother concubine has also been a girl with a spring, fantasizing that a hero can appear by his side, and he will live happily with him for a lifetime. But in reality, my mother worked so hard to marry into the palace, but is my mother happy now? That Zhou's big belly won all the favor of his father, but what about his mother? Mother has been with him for decades, why is he so indifferent to his mother now. ”