Chapter 235: My Own Heart

Su Jin felt that her choice at this moment was quite shameless. In the kitchen, one is the old lover she has always liked and still can't let go, and the other is that she is also brain hot, thinking that she can let go of Nangong Yu, she indiscriminately agreed to a two-year appointment. It is said that if a person does not keep his promise after making a promise, he will definitely suffer the curse of God. When the curse really arrives that day, I am afraid that it will only be her dried corpse.

In the kitchen, the two seemed to be arguing, Su Jin sighed slightly, and then heard a voice say, "What is the young lady going to do in this situation now?" ”

Su Jin glanced around, and then his eyes fell on the roof tiles. At that time, Mingyu sat on it, looking into the distance, and there seemed to be a melancholy in his eyebrows. Su Jin pursed her lips and said, "Don't worry, Mingge will be fine." ”

"......" Mingyu was stunned and turned to look at Su Jin. She asked what the young lady was going to do with the prince and Shi Gongzi, but she was thinking about her mood at this time. Mingyu tugged at his lips and said, "I'm not worried, when I was a child, I counted her as protecting me the most, and I also believe that she will be fine...... The words are like this, but Mingge went to Northern Xinjiang to prepare to save Nangong Yu, but this person was not saved, she disappeared instead.

Although some eyebrows have been found now, I also know that Ming Ge may be in this Luo Yuan country. But the land of Luo Yuanguo is also vast, how easy is it to find Ming Ge in Luo Yuanguo?

When Mingyu came down from the roof tiles, he saw Chunxue coming over with a basin of water. Suddenly, she raised her eyes and saw Su Jin and Mingyu standing in the courtyard. When she opened her mouth and was about to say something, she heard Su Jin say, "Go back, I'll call Xiao Yu to help later." ”

"Huh?" Chunxue looked dumbly at the kitchen, and then heard the quarrel. The two big men seemed to have not stopped after Su Jin left. It was also the first time in Chunxue's life to hear Nangong Yu sneer, "Jin'er and I are childhood sweethearts, are you?" ”

Shi Xi retorted, "If the prince really thinks that childhood sweethearts are an advantage, why are you still competing with me at this time?!" ”

"I'm asking you to retreat, Jin'er regards you as a friend, if everyone is too embarrassed, I'm afraid I won't even have to be a friend in the future."

"Isn't it that the prince feels that after the defeat of the Su family, it is difficult for you to be together because of your identity with her. Or is it that the two-year contract also made the prince feel bottomless? ”

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Hearing this, Chunxue didn't want to listen to it anymore, and there was no end to the fight like this. She shook her head and sighed, then said, "Then let's go first, this road is in a hurry, and it's time to rest." ”

After that, Chunxue walked in, put down the basin, and then came out again, leaving with Su Jin. Whether there was still a quarrel in the kitchen, Su Jin didn't know anymore, she only vaguely noticed that after Chunxue went in and came out, it was much quieter inside. Only now does Su Jin know how bad the consequences of the chaotic promises were.

All she had for Shi Xi was friendship, and she promised him that day because she saw him so stubborn, no matter how much she persuaded him, he would not listen to it. Later, because he was afraid that he would leave alone, he actually stayed in the carriage outside all night. On the night of winter, he fell ill directly. At that time, Su Jin also thought that even after seeing Nangong Yu, he would still be able to leave calmly, but who would have thought that once he saw him, he couldn't stop thinking about it.

Stepping into the East Courtyard, Su Jin looked up twice and found that the East Courtyard was no different from the original. Chunxue said, "I came over to clean up just now, but fortunately, those people just took away some valuable vases, and the others are still there." That Xiao Yu is also a governor, and when I sorted out some quilts, I found that the quilts were all clean, and even the bed seemed to be wiped every day. ”

While speaking, Su Jin had already arrived at the door, she pushed open the door, and the smell of cloves greeted her nose. Chunxue said with a smile, "There are still cloves in this house, I heard Xiao Yu say that Shi Gongzi asked him to prepare them, so I ordered them." ”

"Shi Gongzi is also very good to Miss," Mingyu, who had never spoken, suddenly said, "From the Su family's downfall to the present, Shi Gongzi has been taking care of him all the way, from childhood to adulthood, meticulous and meticulous. ”

"Mingyu, should you also think that I should look forward and give up Nangong Yu?" Su Jin smiled bitterly, there was a contradiction in her heart that she had never had.

It's not that she doesn't love, but she can't love. Although Nangong Yu said that he could give up his current identity for himself, he was already Nangong Yu, and he said that if he let it go, could he let it go?

Everything seems to be predestined. At the beginning, because Nangong Yu was a brother and sister with him, in order to avoid their embarrassing identity, he desperately made himself a member of the royal family. As a result, in less than a month, the Su family was defeated, and the emperor drove the Su family out of Jingzhou City, and let the Su family never set foot in Jingzhou City again.

A marriage contract turned into a bubble in the blink of an eye.

Su Jin has been thinking about it these days, if she chooses not to expose the queen and chooses to be an eternal fool, then, at this moment, will she not have so many entanglements and helplessness. But soon, Su Jin immediately denied her idea, although the decision was too hasty, but as long as she thought of Ah Yuan, her heart would throb, she would not go, and she would feel guilty......

Suddenly, she heard Mingyu say, "I said before, whoever Miss wants to choose, Mingyu respects." It's just that the young lady understands her heart? ”

Understand, your own heart?

Su Jin was stunned, and her eyelids drooped. Mingyu's words made Su Jin fall into deep thought all of a sudden. Since she left Jingzhou, what she thought was that she and Nangong Yu no longer had that marriage contract, and she and him could no longer be together, so she should feel that she should avoid Nangong Yu.

However, did she really touch her heart? Obviously he is still so reluctant, why do he force himself to leave frequently. Until now, she didn't dare to face Nangong Yu directly, so that when he met Shi Xi, he was always full of hostility.

Winter nights always come quickly, and when Xiao Yu came to inform Su Jin that she could go to dinner, there were snowflakes on the willows on the moon and under the night sky. When Chunxue went out, he held an umbrella and sighed, "This year, there is a lot of snow. ”

Walking all the way through the snow and coming to the lobby, Su Jin saw that the table was almost full, leaving a place alone. In that position, it happens to be Nangong Yu on the left, and Shi Xi on the right.