Ye Zihe lay quietly on the hospital bed, the pain was like a flooding tide, wave after wave hit her, trying to drown her.

The operation went smoothly, and both the doctor and Li Chunjiang were very satisfied. Half of her body was wrapped tightly in gauze, and the excised part was aching one after another.

Gone, nothing. This is Ye Zihe's first reaction after surgery, when she learned that her beautiful breasts were removed, and the cold scalpel cut her proudest ** into pieces, her woman's happiness instantly collapsed, as if they all died with the vicious cancer cells.

Yes, as a woman who was once overwhelmed by happiness, Ye Zihe cherishes her ** so much. She once said to her closest peach, "My favorite is this pair of babies." Peaches said, "It's his favorite, hee-hee." "you." Ye Zihe slapped the peach, but in his heart, it was sweeter than eating honey. There are always some private words between women, and there is always endless talk between Ye Zihe and Peach, except for the love they are worth showing off and worth saying for another person to share, it is their bodies that they don't get tired of saying no matter how they say. Especially Ye Zihe, who is almost narcissistic madness. She often held her breasts and muttered, "Why did such a good pair of treasures grow on me?" Or, just put on a newly bought bra, with appreciation, intoxication, and misty eyes, stand in front of the mirror for an hour or two, and then take a long sigh of relief, dial Peach's phone, and ask, "Peach, I bought another bra, do you want to see it?" The peach over there also said in the same tone that was not ashamed: "Of course I have to see it, let me see enough before giving it to him." ”

However, suddenly, one day, Ye Zihe felt that it was not very comfortable there. This feeling came without warning, at first it was faint, bit by bit, and slowly, it became worrying, worried, and even, a little sleepless.

Ye Zihe suffered from depression at that time, of course, she didn't know it herself. As doctors say, no depressed person is aware of this.

On those nights when Li Chunjiang was away, Ye Zihe would sit in front of the mirror for a long time, staring at the bare piece sadly and tremblingly. At this time, the pain is non-existent, it is outside the body, outside the heart. What fills Ye Zihe's eyes is the days that are wrapped in layers of happiness. In the depths of the days, what ferments like wine and produces fragrance is love.

As soon as he opened the window of love, Ye Zihe immediately felt that the piece of pink and white that he was staring at jumped and could not be contained. The memories of love seem to be related to this piece of pink and white. Ye Zihe still clearly remembers the tremor when Li Chunjiang held it for the first time. What kind of dizziness is that, as if the whole world is in Li Chunjiang's hands, as if her previous life and future life have turned into two drops of dew, beating between Li Chunjiang's palms. As soon as he sucked it lightly, she completely melted into him. It was an indescribable feeling, so wonderful that it almost made her want to die. When quietly communicating love with Peaches, Ye Zihe said the word "dew" the most. "You know, I'm two drops of his dew, two drops, not one, I'd rather be held by him and melted away by him." Peach, on the other hand, always sparkles her eyes, trying to feel the taste of her dew. Or, he interrupted her wickedly: "I don't make dew, I am a peach, always fresh, not eaten by him." ”

Ye Zihe has become Li Chunjiang's dew since then, and it is very hard to make dew, and he has to keep it crystal clear and bright forever, and maintain that shaky sense of trembling. Seeing Li Chunjiang sucking her like the sun every day and warming her like the night, all Ye Zihe's hard work turned into happiness. Yes, happiness. In Ye Zihe's view, happiness is just a feeling of falling for the beloved and falling for the beloved. She has a huge difference with Peaches on this point, and Peach's happiness depends on a tree to make it her whole life. Ye Zihe no, Ye Zihe felt that he was just two drops of dew, always full and dazzling beating in his eyes.

She almost thinks that all the love between her and Li Chunjiang can be condensed in those two drops of crystal, and the brewing and release of dew is the whole of loving and being loved, and the whole meaning of coming to this world in this life.

But the cruel God wants to destroy it.

Of course, Ye Zihe was afraid of surgery and stubbornly refused to accept treatment, not completely reluctant to accept these two drops of dew. In her heart, there was a greater fear.

I'm afraid this comes from a woman named Chu Dan.

This is another secret of hers, including the peach who is closest to her, and she doesn't know that she has such a secret.

Chu Dan suddenly appeared last year when it was snowing heavily. Before, Ye Zihe didn't know that there was a woman named Chu Dan in the world, and he wouldn't have thought that this woman would be related to her life.

On the day when the snowflakes flew, Ye Zihe didn't go to work, his head hurt a little, and his chest was also stuffy, probably because the weather suddenly became colder. The warmth and coldness of the weather can greatly affect people's mood, and the mood allows the body to respond. Ye Zihe is essentially a sensitive poet with a bit of neuroticism, which is what Li Chunjiang and Zheng Yuan said when they evaluated each other's wives. She felt right and grasped her to the point. She stood in front of the window and stared at the snow, which fell moist and drifted down without the slightest regret. The weather in Trois-Rivières could no longer swallow the crystal snowflakes instantly, and the pieces of crystal light hung on the trees and fell on the grass. There was a petal that was naughtily suspended on the glass in front of her, so pure and so fragile that Ye Zihe couldn't help but stretch out his hand and wanted to hold it in. At this time, the phone rang, Ye Zihe thought it was another threatening call, and during that time, she was harassed and frightened by one threatening phone call after another, and her dreams became hideous. The night was even more of a mess, and the body was more like a weed in the harsh winter, withering sharply. All of this was caused by Li Chunjiang's sudden interference in the work of the detention center. Ye Zihe covered his ears and wanted to drive the sharp scream out of the room, but the scream was stubborn and rang out every once in a while. Ye Zihe walked over helplessly, and as soon as he connected, he heard a snowflake-like voice: "Is it Chunjiang?" ”

Ye Zihe was stunned, not understanding where this snowflake came from, why did it fall so gently on the word "Spring River"? The other side seemed to understand who she was, and quickly said in a vigilant voice: "You are Mrs. Li, my name is Chu Dan, and I am from Shenzhen." ”

"Oh," Ye Zihe groaned softly, her hanging heart fell gently, and she asked, "What's the matter, Chunjiang is not at home this time." The other party also said "oh", and then said: "I am his old classmate, I haven't seen each other for many years, and I am afraid that I will not recognize him if I meet." However, this time I went to Mikawa, and I really wanted to see it. Ye Zihe was silent for a while, and told the other party that Li Chunjiang went to other places to handle cases, and he was afraid that he would not be able to come back in the next few days. The other party seemed to be a little disappointed, and was at a loss for a moment, but she quickly said: "That's it, Mrs. Li, if you don't mind, I want to invite you over for a cup of tea. ”

As soon as he heard the snow, Ye Zihe's tenderness moved, and besides, a female classmate suddenly appeared, and the words were Chunjiang, Ye Zihe's heart had such a layer of things. She accepted the other party's invitation neatly, asked for the address, and changed into a plain dress.

That day, they sat in the shepherd's house on the bank of the Zishui River, a casual tea bar integrating fashion and tradition, roasting the fire, admiring the snow blowing outside the window, as if they were old acquaintances, and talked about it gently and gracefully for an afternoon.

This is indeed an extraordinary woman, beautiful, a little exaggerated, even a woman like Ye Zihe, who is consciously unconventional, was a little overwhelmed by her. Probably because she has experienced strong winds and waves, her eyes are not as clear as Ye Zihe, but she is more calm and unfazed. In front of the unfamiliar Ye Zihe, she behaved like a big sister, frank but a little arrogant, forced and a little benevolent. On the contrary, Ye Zihe didn't know how to deal with it, so he had to suppress the recklessness of eagerness to snoop, and sat opposite her like a lady, listening to her tell a desolate story.

Yes, Chu Dan repeatedly emphasized that this is a story, which happened in the era when they were studying. "Because it's been a long time, I can't remember the hero of the story, but it happened in our department, definitely. When I saw you, I suddenly remembered this story, tell it to you, and after listening to it, you can tell it to Chunjiang, his person......"

An old-fashioned story, but she told it vividly, and it was not cheesy at all, Ye Zihe couldn't help but admire this Chu Dan.

In college, a man and a woman fell in love with each other, and they loved each other very deeply, and they loved each other so much that they could move the world. However, when the graduation was assigned, something happened to me. The reason is the woman, her father strongly insisted that she go abroad, and in the name of the marriage contract. At that time, this was the dream of many young women, easy to go abroad, easy to study, and easy to have a transnational marriage. The woman is tempted, not only these are the things that make her tempted, but more importantly, the man she wants to marry is still a diplomat. He met her at a social scene and was very fond of her. She couldn't resist it, she really couldn't resist it, so quietly, she didn't dare to say hello to the boy, so she crossed the ocean and became a diplomat's wife. After that, she missed the undead love under the foreign sky.

A few years later, the marriage ended, not divorced, the diplomat had a car accident, and there was nothing to be done. And that woman, too, woke up from a transnational marriage. When she woke up, she suddenly remembered the past time, and thought of her first love......

She started looking, not knowing what to look for, but she just wanted to look.

After Ye Zihe heard it, he felt a little cold, very cold, and said apologetically: "I'm sorry, I'm not feeling well and want to go back to rest." Chu Dan didn't deliberately keep it, but said with a little sadness: "Such a good snow, without you, what do I mean by rewarding it?" ”

That night, Ye Zihe stayed awake all night. The next day, she received a call from Chu Dan again, asking if she could come to the house and sit down? Ye Zihe was worried, but he couldn't open his mouth to refuse. When she greeted the uninvited guest into the door with suspicion, she realized that what she had been anxious about all night was the end of the story.

The story has no ending. Any story has only a beginning, no ending. This is fate, and it is the whole mystery of mankind. What story has ever come to an end?

Chu Dan has been gone for a long time, Ye Zihe is immersed in that story and can't wake up, she doesn't understand what this story has to do with herself? I don't understand why the woman named Chu Dan gave her such a story? What she knew was that she was getting more and more unable to sleep, getting more and more flustered, and feeling more and more that the world was going to be destroyed. That night, she finally couldn't help but get up and came to Li Chunjiang's study. She didn't know what she was looking for, but she had to, and she believed, she would. Sure enough, after rummaging through all the corners, in the lowest drawer, she found a dusty clip. At this moment, Ye Zihe's world completely collapsed.

There was a knock on the door of the ward, and Ye Zihe knew that it was Li Chunjiang who came in. She closed her eyes and closed them tightly. The moment she woke up after the operation, she closed her eyes to Li Chunjiang. Don't want to open your eyes, never want to. She hated him a little, why, why pushed her to the operating table, why let the cold scalpel go through her chest? Why do you want to completely crush those two tearful crystals?

Gone, everything is gone.