I don't have a good memory, I can say whatever I want, and my mother says I'm very eloquent. Hehe, is it an encouragement or a genuine evaluation?

Why is it easier for people to reveal their true thoughts and feelings in a dim and dark environment? Because when people are in such an environment where it is difficult to see the things around them, there is a saying that out of sight is pure, which means that the eyes cannot see the thoughts, and it is difficult to comment and feel about people and things that have not been seen.

Because reporters often ask TV celebrities during interviews: Please ###事件发表下内心感受.

The answer I often get is: I haven't seen it yet, I don't know what's going on. Can't answer your question.

When I was still practicing the Law of Attraction practice, the phone rang, and it was a girl's voice, and she said that it was up to me to decide what her name was, and I said whatever she called her, and I said, "What's the situation?" and she asked me, "Would you like to be my friend?" Actually, I was a new patient, and I just arrived at Fengyu Building yesterday. I asked, "How do you know me? Do you know me? How do you have my contact information?"

"I know you're because I want to have a friend in my heart, and I have a lot of things to say lately, but I just want to toss and turn and find that there are few contacts on my phone. So I dialed a random mobile phone number, thinking that even if it was a stranger, as long as I could be my friend, I could talk a lot. "Then you don't know me, in fact, I am also a patient, and I am also a patient of Fengyulou like you.

How did you find out about Fengyu Tower?

I asked. "Listen to people.

She said timidly. Like me, I thought to myself. Well, in fact, I can have a similar kind of chat with me, I feel like I am back to the second time I was admitted to a mental hospital, and I got along with many mentally ill people, and I feel that it is not good to say whether there is resonance or common language in my heart, in this world, except for celebrities who do some weird and crazy behaviors, that is, it is in line with the identity of psychopaths to do something strangely weird. So we all said to each other that there are a lot of topics to talk about, and we can live in harmony with each other as equals. I said, "Are you still in Fengyu Tower?"

I wanted to ask: "Are you still in Fengyu Tower?"

After thinking about it for a while, she just said that she only went to Fengyu Tower yesterday. Change it to ah in an instant, one word can make me change from a retarded person with a poor memory to an empathetic sister. "Uh......

It was like she was saying, yes, where do you think I could be? It reminds me of when I was a kid in school, I used to ask more than idiotic questions because I was slow to respond, and that's how I used to get the answers. I want to say something, I think that knowing someone should start with the name,

"My name is Yi Fengxue, you can also call me Yijiu, this is my nickname. ”

"Hmm~" Her tone seemed a little blank.

"What's your name" regretted asking it, did she know what her name was?

"Do you know your name?"

"Whatever you call me, I'll call you. "She seems to be a little bit mentally handicapped. Thinking about it like this, I feel like I've been sick for a long time.

You know me and dialed a mobile phone number casually, and we are also fateful, so you can call it fate.

"Your name is casual,"

"Hmm~"

"My name is Suiyuan. ”

"Hello casually. "I officially said hello to her,

"Well, hello, Nine. "Looks like she prefers my nickname.

"How did you come up with the idea of coming here?" I asked.

"Because my family doesn't have money to pay for my medical expenses, some people say that there is a very remote place that can cure mental illness, incurable diseases, neuropathy, brain damage, and mental illness, and there is no charge for food and lodging, and there is no charge for treatment. It's a little far from my hometown, so my mom and dad scraped together the money to send me here. ”

"Like me, I came here for financial reasons, I feel very happy to live here, and I married the person I wanted to marry. Life is very happy now. My mom is reassuring to me now. "I feel like I've talked a little too much.

It's a little regretful. I wonder if she's ever been married, will she be wary of me just because she's married? "Do you have a boyfriend?

I asked.

"......," she stopped. I felt as if I was asking something I shouldn't have asked. So I got away from the topic,

"Did you go to high school?"

"Nope. Her voice was quiet. Not as educated as I was, at least I went to high school. Oops. Suddenly I feel that she doesn't talk much, so should I try to find a topic?

Listening to her voice, it feels like she's sixteen or seventeen, and I'm twenty-six or seventeen,

"How old are you?"

"Twenty-seven. She said. feel

"About the same as me, I'm twenty-six. "Although I am a very curious and question-asking person, sometimes I think a lot and say very little.

I thought that you called me to tell me that you wanted to say what was in your heart, but now you want me to guide you all the time, so you are willing to spit out.

Suddenly, there was a little lack of patience, and he said, "Do you think that you can only answer if I ask a question?"

“......”

"It always feels like you want to say something but you want to stop talking. I asked tentatively. Suddenly I thought of the feelings of those people of the Wang puppet regime when they retried the underground party,

"I don't believe I can't pry your mouth open. An impatient prison judge said this fiercely with fire scissors between the red-hot iron blocks, and then dragged out the word in his mouth.

No, no, this picture is too bloody and cruel, and I'm not judging the underground party. She hung up suddenly.

Phone starts

"Drip-drip-" and then there was no sound. What's wrong? I hung up so quickly, so I had many friends, so I pressed the phone to create a new contact, and saved this string of numbers as a casual fate.

What's wrong with her? After a while, the phone rang again: "My mom was here just now, I can't say anything."

My mom wouldn't allow me to talk to people for too long. She didn't know we had just met.

"Oh,

"I thought I was still afraid of my mother when I was as old as me. In the eyes of mothers, we are a burden when we are sick, that is, weak people who usually have to be well protected, because when we suffer from this disease, some people will always despise us and feel that we have lost a lot of the rights of a normal citizen, so they start to "attack."

"Our kind of people. In fact, most people will still be very good to us, because there are still more good people than those who bully the weak and are afraid of the hard. "Is she gone now?

"Well, just got out.

"It's a little embarrassing, I always feel that there are a lot of questions I want to ask but I'm afraid to ask, like a wolf that catches a hedgehog, and I don't know where to start. "How do I know you?

Thought.

"What does Auntie do? You should have gone out to work, right? You have a standard Mandarin accent, or is your hometown in a big city?"

It felt like she was going to have a hard time answering.

"My mom was a psychiatrist and my dad was a psychiatrist. Our family has a house in the county, when I first got sick, I always felt that someone was observing me, far away, observing my every move, and the person who observed me was still a man, and he would talk to me in his heart, I told my mother about this situation, my mother suspected that I had paranoia of victimization, so she suggested that I go to psychological counseling. My dad is a psychiatrist, and he thinks these are hallucinations, and they must be like this after watching too many Xianxia fantasy dramas. So he suggested that I stop watching the TV series for a while and observe again. But I think there are very few things I can do without watching TV dramas, since this problem appeared, I didn't have the heart to study, because this voice speaking in my heart would interfere with my normal learning, he would say a lot of sarcastic and sarcastic things to me in my heart, to dispel my confidence, at first I thought that studying was stressful, so I didn't take it seriously, I thought it would be good to exercise more and rest more and eat some nutritious food, so I didn't tell my parents, until one day this man was attached to me like a ghost in a TV series, yelling and saying some dirty words, my classmates were stunned, and the teachers were even more scared, so I quickly called my parents。 I persuaded them to let me go home and recuperate. He also said that I would come back and continue my classes after I had recuperated. ”