Chapter 286: Yan Xin's Secret
The psychiatric hospital Mark was referring to was located on the outskirts of Rongcheng and was a relatively large treatment center, with several inpatient units alone. After a series of detailed registrations as a volunteer performer, Makihara finally followed the performance team into the rehabilitation center where Yanxin was. The patients who live here are relatively mild patients who have no suicidal or aggressive tendencies, and the layout is somewhat similar to that of a nursing home, except that there are many medical staff and the guards are more rigorous.
This is also the main venue for this charity performance, performing in a psychiatric hospital is very different from outside, the hospital has strict restrictions on the program, such as fire, knives and other dangerous items are not allowed to appear, to prevent stimulation and misleading to the patient, often are to perform some singing, clowns and other programs, in order to soothe the patient's emotions.
The patients have been arranged in the auditorium, and there are many doctors and nurses guarding them, but there are a few children still playing around, including a little girl in a red down jacket. The little girl looked like she was seven or eight years old, with long hair, a pair of ponytails, and a delicate plastic butterfly hairpin pinned to the top of her head, and her cute appearance was very much like a Barbie doll, and she stood by the pool, holding the guardrail with both hands and looking inside curiously.
"Muyuan, that's Yanxin!" Mark said softly.
Makihara followed Mark and walked that way, and when he was still a few meters away from the pool, the little girl turned her head, her long eyelashes blinked, smiled sweetly, and said, "Big brother, you're here!" ”
"That's right!" Mark crouched down and handed the fluffy rabbit in his arms over, "This is a gift for you, you said last time, you like the white rabbit the most!" ”
"Thank you, big brother!" Yan Xin took the toy rabbit and kissed Mark on the face, "Mom said I was going to be discharged from the hospital, I thought I couldn't wait for you!" This is your friend! ”
"Hello, Yanxin, I'm Mark's friend!" Makihara smiled and made a friendly look, but his eyes were fixed on each other.
"Hee-hee, I know you, I've seen you on TV many times!" Yan Xin said, holding the rabbit doll and slowly walking to the side of the lawn, where there are some bushes, relatively hidden.
"Listen to Mark, you want to see me?"
"That's right!" Yan Xin nodded, the innocence on his face had disappeared, although that face was still the same cute, the same immature, but the tone suddenly became old, "I've been waiting for you for a few months, if it weren't for this side, I would have been discharged from the hospital a long time ago, and I don't have to pretend!" ”
"Outfit?"
"You don't think I'm really mentally ill, do you?"
"Not really, I'm just wondering why you're hiding in such a place, and you're deliberately trying to get Mark's attention and lure me in!"
"The reason is actually very simple, I thought we were the same kind of people, and I brought you here to see if I could get a little solution to my own problems from you!"
"The same kind of people? I thought? Makihara asked curiously, "What kind of person?" ”
"I used to think that you were like me, and you have lived for hundreds of years, but now that I look at it, you are obviously not!" "Because you didn't see through my secret!" ”
"How many hundred years have you lived?" Mu Yuan was a little incredulous, "You have an ageless body? ”
"Young man, you misunderstood!" Yan Xin smiled, picked a holly leaf and played with it in his hand, and handed it to the little rabbit's mouth from time to time, as if he wanted to feed the rag doll to eat, "When I say how many hundred years of life, I don't mean the body, but the soul!" In other words, keep the memories of the past! ”
"The reincarnation of a living Buddha?"
The term "living Buddha" does not exist in Tibetan Buddhist terminology, but was coined by the Chinese language, and the colloquial term first appeared around the Yuan Dynasty. The Tibetan word that most closely corresponds to the word "living Buddha" is "branch", which means emanation. Among them, the meaning of "Ge" is the body, and in the same way, there are Quge (Dharma body) and Longge (retribution), which is often said in Buddhism to be the three bodies of Dharma retribution!
Incarnation, also known as incarnation or transformation, refers to the color body of the Buddha that appears in response to the causes and needs of sentient beings. Among the three bodies of the Buddha, the only thing that ordinary people can see is the incarnation. In this sense, the branch is also the "living Buddha." According to Buddhist teachings, the death of a living Buddha is nothing more than the transfer of the soul into another physical person. Under certain conditions, the reincarnated spirit child will reactivate certain memories of the previous life, and these memories will also show different degrees due to the influence of various factors.
"I'm not sure if there is a reincarnation of a living Buddha!" Yan Xin laughed happily, "But I'm sure I'm not a living Buddha!" ”
"And how are you going to trust you?"
"I'm not going to make you believe me, at least not for a short time! I just need to make sure you're the one I'm looking for, and one day I'll convince you to help me! ”
"What help do you want from me?"
"You know what a soul transfer is, right?" Yan Xin said, "When a person is reincarnated, if the fetus is incomplete, it will be difficult to bind the cool spirit and the ghost spirit, so that the seven spirits will be damaged, and after being born, he will either be a fool or be weak and sickly, so that he will die early." Since there is such a thing in creation, there is naturally a solution. When a person with uneven light is reincarnated, the Creator will replenish his soul, and these energies have two sources, one is taken from other broken souls, and the other is from the essence of heaven and earth, such as the aura that some immortal cultivators say! ”
Hearing this, Mu Yuan really began to believe that this seven or eight-year-old girl, this kind of thing is not something that can be said by a casual person, not to mention that just a few days ago, he personally experimented with the method of soul transfer.
"If it comes from the essence of heaven and earth, then there is no problem, but if it is a broken soul, it will have an impact on the fetal light!" Yan Xin continued, "You can imagine that my fetus has lived for hundreds of years, and even I can't remember how many times I have been reincarnated, and the fetal light has been repaired by those spirits a lot, and there will be a big problem!" ”
"You mean multiple personalities?"
"That's right!" Yan Xin nodded, "Buddhism talks about the six realms of reincarnation, which is destined to be very rare and will not be repaired, this repair is both reshaping and evolution. People's personalities are often complex and changeable, which has a lot to do with the reshaping of the fetal light. As we age, a stronger fetal light will oppress and eat away at those patches, allowing the personality to gradually stabilize. And my fetal light retains the memory of my past life, and to a large extent, it will reject those patches, so these patches have room to grow independently, and every time I am born, those patches have the strength to compete with the fetal light, and it is easy to trigger multiple personalities under some stimulation, which is also the reason why I was imprisoned in a mental hospital this time. ”
"And how do you want me to help you?"
"It's simple, but it's complicated!" Yan Xin said, "Find a suitable time, a suitable place, you tell me the way to recuperate the fetal light, and help me attract other fetal light, or eliminate it!" In this way, the next time I am reincarnated, I can avoid this disaster! ”
"So how do I know if you're one of those patches right now?" Makihara asked rhetorically.
"Giggles!" Yan Xin laughed happily, "It's very simple to be sure of this, after the reincarnation of the fetus, it will change with the appearance of this life, and when the time comes, you can just compare my appearance with the fetal light!" ”
Makihara scratched his head embarrassedly, he had forgotten about this.
"As long as you promise to help me, I will help you too!" Yan Xin nodded his little head, "Although I don't know spells, my knowledge is very profound, even if I only learn one thing in my life, I know a lot!" For hundreds of years, I've been practicing a way to store my memory, and I can write down everything I've read and read carefully! ”
"Memory Palace?"