58. How to wake up
The moment she woke up, Hu Xing felt the soreness in her lower abdomen again, and she felt like she wanted to go to the toilet again.
She held back.
She saw the lamp on the bedside table, but she didn't touch it.
She knew that she hadn't woken up yet, and that what she saw was just a dream created by her own consciousness.
Then she felt that she had become a silkworm chrysalis, wrapped in silkworm tightness, and the tighter and tighter she was, and her body could not move at all.
"Relax...... Relax......" she hinted to herself, trying to keep her breathing even, to stay conscious. She knew she couldn't struggle, and if she did, she might wake up.
Then, in a daze, she returned to her dreams.
She saw herself back in her college dorm, her roommates had gone to sleep, no one was playing cards, no one was playing games. Her chest was a little heaving, and her breathing was a little rapid.
It's a dream.
She is very conscious of this.
There was a slight fluctuation in the space in the distance, as if another invisible force was squeezing, and there was a powerful force pulling her body, and she felt as if she was about to fall apart.
But she persevered, and she managed to hold on to her lucid dreams without Aoki's help.
Then, she saw Aoki emerge from the void in front of her.
"I see you, you intruder!" Hu Xing said proudly.
"How do you know I didn't create it yourself?" Aoki asked.
Hu Xing thought for a while and said, "I don't know, but I just know that you are an intruder." ”
Aoki looked at her and smiled.
Hu Xing asked, "What are you laughing at?" ”
Aoki said, "Congratulations on mastering the art of entering lucid dreaming so quickly, you are a genius." ”
"Really?" Apricot Hu was a little excited.
"Of course it's true." Aoki said, "You've passed this first lesson. ”
Hu Xing was stunned: "The first lesson? Then he reacted, "Ha, when will you teach me the second lesson?" ”
"Ah, it depends on the mood!" Aoki looked up at the ceiling and said, "Oh, people nowadays have lost all the traditional Chinese virtues, and they don't even know how to respect teachers?" ”
Hu Xing sneered, clasped his hands into fists and said, "Got it, old teacher!" I'm going to buy a hoof tomorrow and send it over. ”
"That's pretty much it."
"So, teacher, can I start a new lesson?"
"Don't want to be a big fat man in one bite!" Aoki said, "Your current mental strength is not enough to sustain a lucid dream for a long time. ”
"Oh, I see." Hu Xing was a little disappointed, "Then you can always tell me, what will I learn later?" ”
Aoki said: "I haven't taught students systematically either, well, it's probably about exercising mental power, learning to change and control your dreams, and finally, of course, being a qualified intruder." ”
"Just like you?" Hu Xing said excitedly.
Aoki said, "Hey, don't look at me like that, like a thief." ”
Hu Xing said: "But, don't you invade other people's dreams like a voyeur? You can see what other people are doing in their dreams! Say, do you often peek at your men's wives and beautiful girls like this? ”
Aoki raised his hands and said, "Hey, hey, it's okay not to bring such wronged people!" But if you want to spy on a handsome guy, I can help you. ”
"Hmph, no!" Hu Xing said.
"Okay, okay, now I'll talk to you about a few things." Aoki said.
Hu Xing saw Aoki's serious appearance, so he nodded and said, "Okay! ”
Aoki said, "First of all, even if it's the content that comes with this course. You know I'm an 'intruder', so you don't think I'm created by your subconscious. However, you are wrong! I was indeed created by your subconscious. ”
"Huh?" Hu Xing was taken aback, "How is it possible?" ”
Aoki said, "A dream is a void space, which is constructed by your subconscious extracting your memory materials, and all images come from your memory. I'm just a conscious being, you know? ”
Hu Xing was confused and asked, "I know, what's wrong with that?" ”
Aoki said, "How can consciousness have an image that is exactly the same as the body? ”
"Ahh I understand. Hu Xing exclaimed, "You mean, what you invaded in my dream was only your consciousness body, and consciousness is an invisible and formless thing, and when I found you, my subconscious took the initiative to visualize you." In other words, I'm actually ...... with a mass of 'qi' right now...... Or...... A 'shadow' speaks? ”
Aoki nodded and said, "That's pretty much what it means." In fact, you yourself are not a mess! ”
Hu Xing was startled, looked at his body, and then at Aoki, and his mind began to mess up a little.
Without waiting for her to figure it out, Aoki continued: "The second thing, I just found out that the proprietress and the girl who sang were not here, it's so late, and the phone can't get through, even Xiaoqi's phone can't get through, I feel that something may have happened, so I'm going to go out." ”
Hu Xing said, "Then where do you go to find them?" Do you want me to notify someone at the police station to check the surveillance? ”
Aoki said, "Don't use it yet, I have a way." ”
Hu Xing said, "Then I'll accompany you." ”
Aoki said: "Forget it, when people are lucid in their dreams, their mental power will be consumed very quickly. You will sleep until dawn, or even until noon, and you will feel very tired when you wake up. If the coal boss comes to quarrel with you tomorrow morning, you can take out a little sauce and elbow meat from the refrigerator and put it in the microwave to heat it up. ”
Hu Xing nodded and said, "Okay, what about the third thing?" ”
Aoki smiled mysteriously and said, "You also know you're in a dream right now, right?" ”
"yes, what's wrong?" Hu Xing suddenly became a little unconfident, looking at Aoki's smile and always feeling that he had bad intentions.
"Actually, it's nothing." "I told you, lucid dreaming is not a very pleasant thing, and you have to deal with a lot of trouble when you can't control your dreams. In addition to all kinds of 'accidents' in your dreams, another point is that you have to find a way to 'get out'. ”
"Get out?"
"Have you ever heard of a dream?"
"Well, I heard that."
"If you don't want to live in a dream for the rest of your life, you have to find a way to get out of this dream."
A mysterious smile appeared on Aoki's face again, and then his figure slowly faded, and finally only an illegible silhouette remained in the void.
"Get out...... ...... for a lifetime," Hu Xing muttered to himself, and suddenly broke out in a "cold sweat". yes, how do I get out?
"Hey! Feed! Make it clear! Hu Xing screamed and reached out to pull, but it was empty.
She wanted to open the door and run out, but she knew that whether it was the California sun outside or the glaciers of the Arctic, it was still just her dream.
She was awake, in her own dreams. Now that you have woken up, how do you wake up to get back to reality?
"You don't want to go, wow!" Hu Xing was a little scared, and she desperately called Aoki's name, but there was no response.
It was eerily quiet in the dorm. Her classmates were lying on the bed, all of them the same as when they were in college. Hu Xing could clearly see their blinking eyelashes and blowing their noses as they breathed, but she knew it was all fake.
The infatuated roommate, who likes to write poetry, suddenly sat up from the bed, rubbed his sleepy eyes, and said, "Why haven't you slept yet, Apricot Hu?" ”
Hu Xing didn't know whether to respond, a deep helplessness, and a fear that was more terrible than death that he had never felt before......