Chapter 253: The so-called life
She knew the person in front of her entirely because of Wang Siyi, when she was with Wang Siyi in the past, she would often go in and out with her in some sensual places where she was consuming dogs and horses, and she met many rich second generations in it, and this surnamed Li was one of them.
"What are you hiding? Came to your brother Li's territory, how can I not entertain you well? ”
As he spoke, Brother Li glanced at the two men standing behind Xu Feifei, and the two men immediately carried Xu Feifei over like an eagle catching a chicken, Xu Feifei didn't have much strength, and she was even more cold sweat when she was frightened like this, and she barely squeezed out an ugly smile and said:
"Brother Li, you're really interesting, I didn't expect to be covered by you today......"
"What? Are you unhappy? ”
Looking at the cowering woman in front of him, Brother Li showed a hint of malice, and his eyes looked extremely lewd:
"Didn't we have a good time that night? Why are you squirming like this today? ”
As soon as she heard him mention the incident of that night, Xu Feifei's face became even more ugly, if she didn't hide this matter, it would be impossible for her to find a good family in the circle of powerful people in City A, thinking of this, she immediately looked at Brother Li with pleading eyes:
"Brother Li, what happened that day was that I drank too much, let's act as if nothing happened, besides, you didn't suffer, I beg you not to tell you about it......"
"At this time, you know to bow your head and beg for someone?"
Looking at the woman in front of him who was already crying with pear blossoms and rain, Brother Li looked at this little face, if it was just him, but he was very willing to let her go, but this matter Wang Siyi got involved, it was not so simple:
"However, it is too late for you to say this today."
"W-What does this mean?"
couldn't help but raise her head in a daze, Xu Feifei had a bad premonition in her heart, "Have you already told this matter?" ”
"Not really."
The woman in front of her probably thought that the events of that day were just a coincidence, and Brother Li couldn't help but shake his head a little "compassionately", "Haven't you found yourself losing your appetite and nausea and vomiting in the past few days?" ”
As he spoke, he pinched her chin and examined it carefully, and sure enough, makeup couldn't hide her tiredness, "I had a lot of drugs with a few brothers that day, and I didn't do things lightly or seriously, so I got you a little ...... Don't you have a point in your mind about the changes in your own body? ”
Drugs!
There is only one word in Xu Feifei's mind: it's over.
Her great life, her bright future...... It's all over!
When I think of the fate of those drug addicts I have seen, they are all terrible, and I will become like that...... Xu Feifei's body trembled uncontrollably, she pushed away the hand that was pinching her chin, and tried to get up from the ground, but because her hands and feet were weak, she couldn't do it anyway, she looked at Brother Li like a devil, shrunk back and retreated:
"I'm going to rehabilitate, I'm going to rehabilitate...... I will definitely be able to quit, I will definitely be able to ......"
Looking at her like this, Brother Li, who has always been ruthless, couldn't bear it anymore, after all, it was a woman who had slept with him, and he said with a little comfort:
"Drugs are a good thing, they can make you experience benefits that are completely different from reality...... Why quit? Wouldn't it be better to be with me? ”
It was he who made himself the ghost he is now, and he still has the face to say...... Xu Feifei hated him in her heart, and she looked at him with disgust and hatred:
"Who is going to take drugs with you! I was forced that day! You scum, you beasts! ”
As soon as the words fell, Brother Li's face changed greatly, and he slapped her heavily in the face without thinking about it, and he scolded:
"Stinky bitch! It's really shameless! It's your honor to take you with me! You don't know where to find drugs of such purity! When the addiction is on, you will naturally crawl and beg me! ”
was stunned by his slap, it took Xu Feifei a long time to react, and when she came to her senses, she was already pressed on the chair by Brother Li's people, and when she saw the tools on the table, she struggled desperately, helplessly pressing her. With great strength, she could only shout desperately:
"Brother Li, Brother Li! I know it's wrong! Please don't do this to me! I still want to marry well...... I beg you! ”
"Feifei, don't blame me."
took out a syringe, Brother Li didn't listen to her pleas at all, he approached her step by step with a syringe, and then asked the person next to him to grab her wrist and stab it into the veins under her skin.
"This is St. Paul's Cathedral......
Looking at the magnificent buildings and brightly colored glass windows in front of her, Mu Wan'an couldn't help but let out a sigh of admiration, and she walked inside while talking to Ya behind her:
"I have studied in Europe, but I rarely come to the UK, and I have always stayed in France before......
Looking at the woman walking around the church, Ya's steps were careless, but a pair of eagle-like eyes were firmly fixed on her, and he nodded vaguely in agreement:
"There are only a few places in London that we can visit in a day if you want to play."
I didn't expect him to agree to go out with him, Mu Wan'an Ke still remembered that Shen Yu told her that Ya has never liked to go out very much, and she showed a happy smile:
"Then I'm going to bother you."
After the two came out of the church, Mu Wan'an looked at a lot of pigeons circling outside, and the tourists held bread crumbs in their hands, and those pigeons were not afraid of life, standing in the palms of people's hands pecking food.
Seeing her expression, Ya bought one from the stall selling bread next to her, crumpled it and handed it to her:
"Do whatever you want, you are Shen Yu's sister now, and you naturally have the power to be willful."
Looking at the breadcrumbs he put in the palm of his hand, Mu Wan'an remembered the question that had been haunting his heart, and raised his eyes to look at him:
"Ya, I want to ask you a question."
"What's the problem? As long as I can answer, I will tell you. ”
She was about to ask about Song Bingjue again, Ya frowned unhappily, and the two long black eyebrows were tightly twisted together, looking very serious.
"I want to ask, have you seen my father?"
Although Ya's expression was scary, Mu Wan'an couldn't help but ask, Shen Yu had never mentioned his father's affairs to her, but in his statement, his father should be alive.
"You should trust your brother more."
Couldn't help frowning, Ya knew the crux of the problem, and he persuaded:
"Trust me, I've followed him all the way, and he expects even more from finding you than from your father. You should believe in His love for you. No matter what you want or want to know, he will never refuse to give it to you. ”
"I was afraid that my father had an accident, so he didn't tell me. Wouldn't it make me feel guilty if I brought up his heartache? ”
Looking into Ya's eyes, Mu Wan'an winked slyly and sincerely, and she said innocently:
"I don't think you want your brother to be sad, do you?"
Looking at her appearance completely for Shen Yu's goodness, Ya didn't know how to refute her, so she could only say sullenly:
"You think too much, nothing can make him sad...... Your father is still alive and well, but no one knows his whereabouts. ”
Hearing this news, Mu Wan'an breathed a sigh of relief, she suspected that it was because her father died, so Shen Yu didn't tell her for a long time, although she still didn't know where he was, but she also felt very satisfied when she heard the news.
She spread the bread crumbs in her hands, and was about to walk towards the flock of pigeons not far away, when she remembered Ya, who was still behind her, turned around and grabbed his hand, and poured bread crumbs into his palm, and she looked at him with a smile:
"Touching life is more precious than destroying it."
Her hands were slimy, and she was trying to shake off the crumbs off her hands, but she grabbed her wrist and pulled her deeper into the flock of pigeons.
Their arrival startled a large number of pigeons, but when Goodnight had spread his hands evenly, many more flew back and pecked at his hands.
It's a feeling like you've never felt before.
He quietly felt the sensation of countless lives wandering in his hands, he was a feared killer on the road, his hands were stained with blood and sin, and countless lives were lost in his hands...... The pigeons are willing to fly in his hands.
"Well, it's not a bad feeling, is it?"
Mu Wannight's palms were tickled, and she threw the remaining crumbs into the air, and the flock of pigeons circled over and over again, flying around the crumbs.
Looking at the scene in front of him, Ya's eyes had a faint confusion, he had been in the "snake head" since he was a child, learning the skills of killing, and he had never thought about what a normal life should be, but now it seems that the blandness that was once scorned by himself is not a kind of happiness.
"Do you feel the preciousness of life?"
Mu Wanya, who cleaned her hands, returned to his side, she looked at him who was a little stunned, and said softly:
"You can only live once, so you have to love yourself more."
Hearing her words, Ya couldn't help but feel a little astringent, if he wasn't an orphan, if he had a normal and ordinary family, maybe he really knew how to "love himself", but now, he had no other way to go.
Thinking of this, he showed a ruffian, cynical smile again, and looked exceptionally handsome under the clear and high sky of London, and he patted her on the head, "It seems that you have really grown up, and you know how to tell me such great truths!" You still have to take care of this truth yourself, but I want to continue to play the world. ”