"Xiao Jiu, will you never encounter that feeling again in the future?"

Ye Weilan was stunned by her son's question.

What I want to go back to most in life is the past.

The hardest thing in life is the future.

At that moment, the sky was bright and warm, and he saw her side face in the moment he looked back.

It smells like loneliness.

"Xiao Jiu likes the Qinghuan ...... at that moment" After the accident, Xiao Yechen mentioned the dead little girl for the first time: "After she spoke, Xiao Jiu didn't like her very much...... At the moment she died, Xiao Jiu fell in love with her again, Mommy...... Isn't it bad to be a baby......"

Ye Weilan couldn't see her son's expression, and the sadness in her eyes almost overflowed: "Xiao Jiu is a good boy...... You didn't dislike Qinghuan, you took her with you, played with her, and rescued her when she was in danger, you protected her for so long, this is not something you usually do......"

"No, Mommy," Xiao Yechen lowered her head and rarely confided in her heart: "Xiao Jiu will do this because Mommy likes her ......"

The truth of this moment twisted Ye Weilan's heart together, Xiao Yechen is not a person who deceives himself, what he feels, that is.

"That's not the case," Ye Weilan said softly: "Even if Mommy likes her again, if Xiao Jiu doesn't like it, you won't force yourself to do it, Mommy makes an analogy, if in the future, when you grow up, Mommy wants you to marry Aunt Xiaochi's daughter as a wife, will you agree because Mommy likes it?" ”

Xiao Yechen thought for a moment and shook his head: "No." ”

"So, it's not exactly for Mommy, Xiao Jiu also likes her in her heart, except for Xiaoxue, Mommy has never seen Xiao Jiu be so good to a child, Qinghuan has something that attracts you, even if it's just for a moment, you are willing to help her...... Later liked ......"

Ye Weilan's voice was extremely difficult, she couldn't mention the tragedy of that night, and it hurt when she mentioned it.

"I liked it later, because Xiao Jiu did something wrong, Qing Huan blocked the gun for Xiao Jiu, and Xiao Jiu promised to remember her for the rest ......of her life" Xiao Yechen lowered his head, and his tone was so low that he couldn't hear clearly.

Ye Weilan hugged her son tightly: "Xiao Jiu, are you crying...... Mommy, please, cry out......"

Xiao Yechen raised his head: "Mommy, Xiao Jiu has already cried." ”

He cried several times on the night she went blind.

After tasting the bitterness of tears himself, he didn't want to shed that liquid for the rest of his life.

"Xiao Jiu is just sorry...... Even what Qing Huan left in the world last, Xiao Jiu couldn't help her get it back......"

The last thing Xiao Qinghuan left in the world was her corpse.

"Mommy, every time Xiao Jiu sees the sea, he will fantasize about whether Qing Huan is somewhere in the sea and experiences something terrible......"

"No, Qinghuan is so good and kind, God will definitely treat her well." Despite knowing that it was useless, she comforted her with pale words.

Heaven......

is the most unreliable thing.

Ye Weilan prayed silently in his heart: "Qinghuan, Xiao Jiu already knows that he is wrong, you can forgive him......"

Qi Ye sat lazily on the side, listening to the exchange between mother and son, his eyes were half-closed, his long eyelashes cast two shadows on his translucent white cheeks, and no one could spy on the look in his eyes.

……

After dinner, Yan Shi drove Xiao Yechen home.

Ye Weilan waved her hand: "Baby, go to bed early, Mommy and Daddy will be back soon." ”