"How are you feeling now?" asked the white robe.

"It's like I'm back to how I used to feel. I said.

"Hmm. The corners of the white robe's mouth rose slightly, and he answered softly. Seeing everything here, I think back to the scene when I first entered the Third Hospital, when I first entered this ward, I suddenly felt that it was difficult to explain.

At that time, the picture was almost like a movie, and it made me think about the cause.

Or is the law of attraction at work? Bai Pao patted me on the shoulder, signaled me not to think so much, and then turned to leave the room, I followed her into the corridor, and saw the nurses shuttling back and forth between the wards, and the doctors on rounds, they seemed to treat me and Bai Pao as family members, and did not pay attention to us.

"The patients in these wards need this kind of accommodation, that they can meet their psychological needs, and that they can have a lot of common language with each other, which makes it easier for them to become friends. There are topics to talk about, and there are comfortable hospital beds, which are important for their recovery. ”

"I can understand them, and I was like that at that time, I felt that when I was alone at home for a long time, I would have the feeling that my friends were rarely slow to react. But a mental hospital thinks there are quite a lot of people like me. There are so many of my kind, I think I'm a normal person. Even if it were for me to live here for the rest of my life, I would do it. Because I feel like I'm blessed. But I chose to be discharged from the hospital anyway because I was afraid of electricity. Actually, I'm very timid, and the feeling of being overcharged is terrifying. I know they probably won't give me any more electricity, but I'm inherently insecure. I need a 100% safe scene that gives me a sense of comfort, and someone who speaks a common language with me, someone who can make me feel comfortable being my friend or accompanying me. "I glanced at the white robe, and I thought she was such a person.

The white robe heard me say this, and then his expression was friendly and concerned, and he smiled and nodded in response

"Hmm. "It makes me feel very comfortable. I was smiling happily too. Seeing that I felt more comfortable, Bai Pao said, "Let's go, come with me." Saying that, she continued to walk forward and turned a few corners to an empty room, this room has a back door, I saw her open the back door, outside the back door is a corridor, and then there are five or six gray-haired old people, walked over, followed her back to this empty room, the old people gathered in a cluster, she took out a small white bottle from her dress, this white bottle word bottle mouth is like a trumpet flower, the material should be white porcelain, I don't know much, anyway, the whole body is white and flawless, I saw her pour several pills in her hand, these pills are light jade, those old people can't wait to get these pills, they said in pieces: "Hurry, hurry. "I saw that the white robe gave these pills to each of them, and they couldn't wait to put them in their mouths and eat them, and then those pills seemed to have an effect, and those old people immediately changed, first their hair became black and bright, the skin on their faces began to change, wrinkles, age spots, and old wounds also disappeared quickly, and the old bark lines on their hands also disappeared instantly, and turned to the posture of young people, because of the perennial heavy work, the slightly hunched forward posture also became energetic, and the eyes also changed from a dim and cloudy appearance to a clear and bright appearance of young people, and the eye bags and dark circles around the eyes that had been working hard all year round also became elastic lying silkwormsI saw that these five or six old men who were nearly seventy years old had become young and strong men in the short minute or so after drinking the medicine.

When they saw that they had changed their appearance from each other, their eyes could not hide their joy, and they laughed even more, and I stood beside the white robe, and watched all this in amazement, and the white robe said to them, "Go back first." So they answered in unison, gladly opened the back door of the room, and almost jumped out of the door, and their mouths were still back

"Whew", remembering the way they just came in, one by one as if they had lost prematurely to their children and grandchildren, lost to the vicissitudes of life and the reality of ravaging and oppressing them, the eyes were prematurely old and sad one by one, thinking about it, thinking of most of the middle-aged and elderly men in our country who could not bear the burden of life are like this.

I smoke and drink when I have nothing to do, I am usually reluctant to eat, my clothes are worn and mended, and I am reluctant to change my body to wear, and my usual work is the kind of manual work that is so boring that I can't be boring anymore, and my income is pitiful.

The white robe also left the room, I followed her, and she went to another room, and later I learned that this room was the intensive care unit, and that was the first time I saw a dying person, and it felt as if I was so close to death, so close that death was next to me, as if there would be a dead person in the whole room in the next second.

They are either peaceful, or sad with regret, or with remorse, or they must be dismissive of death, or they feel that this life has been wasted, and they are looking forward to a new beginning when they close their eyes, if there is a new beginning in life, what will they choose?

What kind of situation will it be at that time? There are also some sighs, lamenting and sighing that people who think they will die soon, but the god of death is reluctant to take them away, of course, there are also some such as Lin Daiyu's character, self-appreciation and self-pity, and there are those who are sad alone and do not say a word, and some are looking forward to longing eyes, longing for the person they care about to come to see them, even if it is just a glance, TA will show a happy smile, and die without regrets.

I know that many years ago they were all newborns who were full of curiosity and joy about the world, thinking about how they first came to the world, and then looking at their current state, thinking about what they came to this world for?

What is the meaning of human life? If it is to realize the value of life, then what is the value of life?

My neighbors said it was for happiness, my mother said it was for bringing happiness to others, and I still don't know the value of self-realization in the book, and I don't know where my value is reflected.

Thinking of these, I looked around for the white robe, I saw that she was sitting beside the bed of a dying old man with a sallow face, the old man seemed to have little time, his eyes were dimly staring at the slightly gray ceiling, his mouth opened naturally, he was panting gently, his body was slender, his arms were almost in the posture of a dead man, I remembered my grandfather, the situation was much better than his, and his face was still very ruddy and shiny when he died, thinking that I approached the old man's bed, I saw the white robe leaning down and listening to the very soft sound from his mouth, I approached the old man and faintly heard

"Ah Fang...... Ah Fang ......, Ah Fang should be the old man's wife, I guess." He must have seen his wife waiting for him when he was dying, and wanted to see her sooner, I guess.

At this time, Bai Pao took out a bottle from his dress, this bottle was a bottle made of small and delicate glass with colorful light, Bai Pao stretched out a hand, poured out a colorful capsule from the bottle, and then quickly put away the colorful small bottle, took the colorful capsule in his hand and looked at it for a while, I saw that the capsule also began to emit a beautiful colorful light, and then she quickly put the capsule into the mouth of the dying old man, and the old man naturally swallowed the capsule down his throat.

The mouth is still persistently reading

"Ah Fang...... Ah Fang ......"

"Do you need to give him some water?" I asked Bai Pao softly, I think he must need some water like this, his lips are a little dry, and under normal circumstances, shouldn't he drink boiled water to swallow more quickly?

The white robe got up without saying a word, and I saw that the old man's sparse curly hair, which was so white and yellow, gradually turned into gray until it was completely black.

The skin on the face immediately changed from a sallow Laba garlic face to a fair, firm, smooth, and shiny complexion, the skin on the arms and hands became moist, smooth and elastic, and the appearance of difficulty breathing faded, and was replaced by a normal and energetic appearance with even breathing and rhythm, and the old man who had come to the end of his life became a young and handsome literary young man with bright eyes, and the white robe stood beside him and said: "Your life has a new beginning, and now you can change your name and identity to do what you want."

The literary young man calmly said to the white robe, "Thank you!"

He sat up from the bed in the intensive care unit, his eyes showed a hint of affection for his lover, and then he got up and walked out of the intensive care unit. I smiled and asked the white robe, "What does he want to do?"

"Customer's privacy.

Bai Pao said. "I see.

He nodded helplessly. "I'm curious.

I looked at the white robe and whispered, eager for her to reveal something to me. The white robe walked ahead of me, and suddenly turned back to me and said, "By the way, you promised to do me a favor."

"What's the busy?

I asked. "Let's go, we'll know.

"Grabbed my arm, took my hand, and dragged me away, and when I got to the place, I realized that it was to say goodbye to a patient who was about to be discharged, that is, to send that patient.