When I went to the stove house to boil water, Shuyuan stayed alone in the house. Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. ｂｉｑUｇE。 ｉｎｆｏ

At this moment, we seem to have a moment of separation!

I don't know why, although we have shared hardships, but at this moment, I vaguely feel that there seems to be some alienation.

It may just be a feeling, but suddenly there is a little loss in my heart!

Why is there a loss, I think there may be something to look forward to in my heart!

It's an inexplicable feeling, and of course it's something I'm a little helpless about.

Shuyuan didn't seem to say anything, but I could faintly hear it, and she seemed to regret something. Whether it's regret or having some other thoughts, I can't tell at this time. Even for my closeness to her, although I don't know if it was Zhang Yan's matchmaking at the beginning. But I think if there was no previous chance encounter, Zhang Yan would not have been able to make do with it!

So I'd rather believe that it's predestined, but I don't understand the meaning of two people being together.

At this time, based on the feelings in my heart, I think the most should be my newly grown body, and my mind that I can't keep up with.

I even thought about it, was it because of the Yin Yang Gu in the first place, or because I hit a ghost, that made me have a kind of dependence on Shuyuan? Although I don't think of her from time to time, I think that when I am with Zhuo Ting, I will have her shadow. Although there are many things that have happened in it, in fact, I don't know all about it, but the kind of destiny in the dark seems to be pushed by a pair of hands.

But what I don't understand is why I don't feel the slightest guilt in my heart when I'm with Yubao? Of course, maybe I didn't think about it so much at this time, and I didn't have a guilty mind in my heart? Could it really be that the original Yin Yang Gu came from our body and was not cleared?

I felt a little uneasy about Shuyuan coming over to talk to me about this. Because I don't understand what it means to cross a river and tear down a bridge, but it seems that there is a real possibility. I can't believe that Shuyuan is this kind of person, but hearing the meaning of what she just said, I think she must be struggling in her heart!

I felt nervous because I was afraid of losing something. Although all this has never belonged to me, I have subconsciously thought about it in my heart, and I have always regarded it as my own.

Maybe I thought too much, but when I silently said that I went out to boil water and wash my feet, Shuyuan didn't follow. This made my pessimism intensify, and it also made me have more bizarre thoughts in my heart!

Actually, I wanted her to come out with me, although it was just my wishful thinking, but I still thought so stubbornly in my heart. But she didn't move, and she didn't follow me because of my sullenness. She sat there, lit the lantern, and seemed to be preoccupied. I didn't know what was going on in her mind, but I suddenly felt that I didn't care.

It's not a pessimistic heart, but when I see her look, I suddenly think of Yonghui and think of something else. Actually, although I don't understand what the Niu family means, I also vaguely know that if my father agrees, they will really consider giving Yonghui to me as a guest. However, Niu Lao Lingpo did not indicate it, indicating that she had been weighing the explanation in her heart.

The jokes of childhood, maybe when Yonghui grows up, will really become a fact! Because I knew I had a cousin, and everyone in my family approved of her marrying another cousin! Although both of them are young people of the times, and they don't agree with this matter, and they don't get it right in the end, but after all, there has been this thing. What's more, Yonghui and I don't have this kind of relationship, if the old man speaks, it will really become like this!

Although I am younger than Yonghui, for the Niu family, this may not be a problem at all. Because the villagers have always had a saying, saying that the female junior holds the gold brick. is like Xiaohua's mother, it is said that she was a child daughter-in-law at home back then. If my grandmother and Mrs. Niu agree, this matter will be decided immediately! But at this time, I suddenly felt a little worried, and that was because I learned from Uncle Luo, and I felt that my life would change.

Although it is no longer that era, but the relationship between Niu Lao Lingpo and my grandmother, I really believe that they will do this. If this is true, then what should Sook-won do?

I suddenly thought of Shuyuan again, and even my mind was full of her shadow, and her figure in the family area at the beginning! Although it is only separated by a wall, it feels like there are thousands of mountains and rivers.

I had never thought before, or even thought about what kind of ending my intimacy with them would be? But at this time, I was scared, because the problem of my father's work and the identity of a worker, in this staggered era, actually affected me now! I suddenly felt that there was something good about going to work every day, and I even had to buy a dish. But people just yearn for that building, and even the feeling of receiving a salary every month.

Although I have been thinking about it in my heart, now that I suddenly see Shuyuan again, I finally think of the trouble of this matter. Shuyuan is obviously older than Yonghui, she belongs to a normal marriageable girl, and she can choose to marry at any time! Even if her family found out about this, they were afraid that not only would they not agree, but they would also trouble me. I suddenly felt that I was shooting myself in the foot.

It's not that I feel wrong to help Shuyuan, but I think about why I'm with her?

I don't say if she came to me on purpose, but obviously she was looking for me to give herself a springboard. Now when I think about it, I instantly understand that this seems a bit cruel!

She knew that there would be today's ending, but she still looked for me!

Now that it's basically over, she mentioned it to me, what should I do? Could this really be her intention, her intention to get closer to me?

I didn't say much, but I sat by the fire and looked at the dazzling fire, as if my eyes were full of flames!

Instead of being angry at my actions, I felt that I was really a little naïve. Not only is it naïve in thinking, but it is also naïve when you think about problems on your own!

I was thinking about it in a daze, and I couldn't help but add fire to the fire!

As the water was about to boil, what I didn't expect was that Shuyuan still came out. She still didn't speak, but helped me carry water into the house and poured water for washing my feet.

She seemed a little distracted when she saw me sitting by the basin, but she didn't linger too long, but after glancing at me, she went out and bolted the door of the outhouse.

When I saw her come in again, my heart skipped a beat, she wanted to stay?

Seeing that she didn't come in empty-handed, she was already carrying the basin on the wooden shelf. Then she mixed up the little hot water that was left and put it next to the bed. Then, to my surprise, she went outside to bring in the charcoal fire from the fire pit, and then took a small bath by the brazier, beside me.

I sat on the stool and looked at her in some surprise, not even at her white skin, just at her somewhat shy face and eyes, not knowing what she meant.

But when she put on her pants and sat down next to me again to wash her feet, she finally spoke: "Xiaohe, I heard that you have a big brother who works in the field?" ”

Hearing her suddenly ask this, I was a little puzzled, although I didn't understand what she meant, but I still hummed softly.

"Do your father and mother get along?" Shuyuan continued to ask, and looked at me closely, as if she wanted to get an answer right away.

I didn't know what she meant, but my heart pounded. Looking at her nervous look, she still said, "They're okay!" Everyone around them said they were fine, what's wrong? I felt my voice tremble, and although I didn't know what to expect, I looked at her with some nervousness!

"I know it's hard for my family to forgive me, but I really don't want to be like that in the village anymore! I don't want to live like everyone else, and I figured out that if you talk about this with others, if the two of us are together, I guess people will laugh at you. So I also figured it out, and I need to find a reason to tell others, that is, how about being your brother's cousin and living in your house! She looked at me silently, as if she had said something insignificant!

Until my hands and feet were warm into the quilt, I still haven't come back to my senses, is what Shuyuan said true! But she spoke right next to me, and I was finally a little moved!

Because Shuyuan didn't want to live like ordinary people, when she knew that my father had such a relationship, she wanted to see if she could find a way out. But I didn't expect to really make a mistake with me, and really got what I wanted!

But she ignores the other side of the world, that is, if others know about it, how will her family live? Even if she did enter the porcelain factory, she would not be able to face these rumors. In fact, even now, she has not understood that these things with me are actually not allowed to ordinary people.

Because Shuyuan went to work in the morning and would only come back to Hongzheng Hall in the evening, she didn't attract the attention of others. And Yonghui really lived in the porcelain factory, and the Niu family didn't come to look for me. The next day, I followed my uncle Yuyuan and cleaned the house where my grandparents lived, both inside and out. The uncle also deliberately warmed both rooms with braziers, saying that the old man would not feel so much moisture when he came back.

Unexpectedly, Shen Su actually accompanied Teacher Shen Xiaohua to Hongzheng Hall this afternoon. Although it is said that it is because I want to live in the promotion hall, I happened to visit the students in the village.

Because Shen Su came with her, Teacher Shen Xiaohua didn't say anything, but I vaguely felt that she had lost a lot of weight. Maybe my aunt Xiaoyu was there, and the three of them chattered for a while. Before leaving, I was told to sign up at sixteen, which made me a little stunned.

During the meal, I heard my aunt and uncle chatting, saying that Shuangyuan still went out this year, but Tang Batian seemed to have promised to give him a chance during the year-end election. He also said that the porcelain factory was going to build a residential area to see if he could get his uncle to find Tang Batian to contract. The uncle didn't say anything, and when he saw that his aunt's face was not good, he suddenly lowered his voice and said something.

It was rumored that Tang Batian and Tang Ruhai were not on the right path, Tang Ruhai didn't know where he heard the news, saying that Shen Baozhen had someone outside, and he chatted with someone after drinking. Tang Batian has a bad temper at these times, so it's best to stay away.

I feel like it's all far away from me, but I have to face it every day when I live here.