Chapter 118: The Man Who Was Surrounded by the Center
Faced with my question, Shen Jingyun was silent for a while.
With his silence, the relaxed atmosphere that had been there just now suddenly became a little dignified, and I could see that he was trying to be more relaxed with me, but the solemnity and seriousness in his eyebrows and eyes also betrayed him.
After a while, he barely managed to squeeze out a smile and said to me in a joking tone, "Go to my house, see my family, don't be rude." ā
Hearing this, I subconsciously became nervous, and I hurriedly turned out a mirror from my small bag, wanting to see if my makeup was messed up.
In the mirror, a delicate and beautiful face was reflected, and I was a little amazed, was that me?
No wonder I had such a reaction, in the past years, I never wore makeup, even when I went to work in the company, I would just rub some inferior foundation and wear a pair of heavy black-framed glasses, and then perfunctory.
Working in a nightclub requires makeup, but that kind of heavy makeup makes people can't even see their own appearance, where can they tell the difference between beauty and ugliness?
I have never seen myself like this, I couldn't help but be a little dazed when I held the mirror, and I forgot the panic before, but Shen Jingyun snatched my mirror and said to me: "Lin Xiaoshuang, you are actually very beautiful." Even if it was so 'dirty' before, it can barely make people see a little delicate. ā
Is this Shen Jingyun sure he is praising me? Why do I feel like I'm on fire? Why am I dirty?!
I was about to get angry, but the thought of going to his house made me nervous again.
"Shen Jingyun, are your parents at home?"
"Shen Jingyun, are your younger brothers and sisters at home?"
"Shen Jingyun, is your father murderous?"
"Shen Jingyun ......"
I asked seven or eight questions in a row, but the tension in my heart did not ease at all, but Shen Jingyun began to raise his eyebrows impatiently again, and roared: "You might as well leave some saliva to nourish your spirits, what are you nervous about?" ā
yes, what am I nervous about? Why do you suddenly have the feeling of seeing your in-laws? If you want to define my relationship with Shen Jingyun, it can only be defined as a friend now, right? Is it necessary to meet a friend's parents?
But I clearly feel that Shen Jingyun himself is also a little heavy, irritable, and nervous.
Thinking of this, I suddenly thought of the crux of a question, and couldn't help asking, "Shen Jingyun, why did you take me to your house for some reason?" ā
Shen Jingyun probably didn't expect me to ask him like this, and he was suddenly stunned for a moment, judging from his tangled appearance, he wanted to explain to me, but he couldn't organize the language well.
After driving silently for a long time, he suddenly said to me: "Believe me, this has something to do with your life experience." Going to my house is only the first step, and it's not really a big deal. ā
"What did you say?" I don't think Shen Jingyun's words are logical at all, what does my life experience have to do with his family? Also talk about what is the first step.
But these words reminded me of those hallucinations yesterday, and I was almost uncontrollable, and my mood was a little darker.
I then remembered that from yesterday to now, I haven't had time to communicate with Shen Jingyun and talk to him about what I saw in my hallucination.
So, I also began to organize my language, wanting to tell Shen Jingyun what I saw in my hallucination, so as to remind him that I chose the wrong direction to investigate my life experience and choose to go to his house?
In my impression, the Shen family is just a business family.
But when I opened my mouth, I realized how difficult it was to tell others about what I saw in the hallucination, and after thinking about it, I could only open my mouth and say to Shen Jingyun: "Shen Jingyun, do you believe that on this mountain... I'm just saying, there are people living in the deep mountains where there are no human tracks? ā
Shen Jingyun drove the car, looked at me as if he was looking at a nervous disorder, and then said: "There are more than a billion people in China, and it is not strange that there is a single person anywhere. Not to mention that people live in the mountains, even if they live in the river, it has nothing to do with you. ā
I'm extremely depressed, can I communicate well? But I still wanted to tell Shen Jingyun everything I saw, and after thinking about it for a while, I continued: "I didn't mean that, I don't care where others live. I mean... Do you think it's possible to have the kind of mountain that you feel very aura at first glance, and there are large buildings on the mountain, like palaces, castles are gorgeous, and then there are a group of more noble people..."
The more I talked, the quieter my voice became, and I felt like I was telling Shen Jingyun a fairy tale again, could it be that in the next sentence, I was the "little princess" who was born there? Will Shen Jingyun turn around and send me to Qingshan Hospital immediately?
But I didn't want to, Shen Jingyun first listened to me impatiently, then his expression became more and more weird, and finally he looked at me deeply, and suddenly braked suddenly, and the car stopped on the side of the road.
All this happened so suddenly, I didn't have time to react, my wrist was grabbed by Shen Jingyun, he looked at me and said, "You're not joking with me?" Or have you watched too many TV series? Or are you just full of imagination and telling me fairy tales? ā
Does Shen Jingyun really think so? But if that's the case, why is there such a big reaction?
I subconsciously said, "I'm not kidding, just yesterday, do you remember?" I'm not in the right state, I'm seeing some hallucinations..."
"Stop, you let me calm down a little, and you can speak slowly." As he spoke, Shen Jingyun decisively lit a cigarette, rolled down the window, and after smoking half a cigarette, he seemed to mumble to himself: "Nothing seems to be without a reason, I said, how can you have such ability?" ā
After he said this, he suddenly looked at me and said, "Okay, you can talk to me now." But you remember, since you have to say it, it's important to make every detail clear to me. ā
Originally, I didn't have much hope for the things in the hallucination, but Shen Jingyun's seriousness made me nervous, and I began to try to recall, and then carefully described everything I saw in the hallucination.
But now that I think about it, everything seems clear and hazy, and I can only remember some of the enlarged details, like holding my arms, wearing lake-green clothes, or the old man who is the leader, with an incomparably majestic momentum.
But I don't know exactly what they look like, what the houses look like, and what the whole mountain layout looks like.
The only thing I remember clearly about my face is...
I tried hard to describe these details to Shen Jingyun, and the reactions of those people, but I just didn't dare to mention that girl... Shen Jingyun's indifference that time caused me too much damage, and I can't slow it down until now.
After I stumbled for a long time, Shen Jingyun's brows became tighter and tighter, and he asked me, "That's all?" ā
"Iā" I really didn't dare to mention that girl, and I didn't dare to mention the feeling she gave me. I still think that I am subconsciously jealous of her, so I have a bad impression.
I even doubt that if I describe that girl like this, will Shen Jingyun immediately turn around and beat me up?
"You say." Shen Jingyun seemed to be a little impatient.
I was frightened and subconsciously shook my head, and I didn't know why I said, "That's probably it." ā
Shen Jingyun was silent, the cigarette before had burned to the end unconsciously, burning Shen Jingyun's fingers, and he let out a low "ah", but it scared me again.
I said again, "There seems to be another very important detail." ā
Shen Jingyun exhaled angrily and said, "Lin Xiaoshuang, I'm not joking with you, can you be reliable?" ā
"I'm afraid you'll be angry." I said cautiously.
"I can't think of any reason for me to be angry, you keep going back and forth like this, will it make people anxious, okay?" Shen Jingyun slapped the steering wheel a little angrily.
Affected by his anxious mood, I finally let go, and simply said in one breath: "I saw her!" It's the girl you painted. But in my hallucinations, she was still a little girl, only two or three years old. ā
My words made Shen Jingyun's body stiffen suddenly, I didn't dare to look at Shen Jingyun, I was afraid that he would say the word "go" to me coldly the next moment.
I tried to explain: "After all, it's an illusion, and it shouldn't be accurate, you know, the girl you asked me to leave last time, maybe the unconscious girl, also left a deep impression on my heart because of this incident." You know, people, I think about it day and night and dream about it, so I..."
"What's the mess? What you're seeing shouldn't be an illusion. But I have a question that I really want to be sure. Shen Jingyun didn't have any intense emotions as I imagined, but suddenly became calm.
But what he didn't know was that what I was most afraid of was his unpredictable calmness.
But when it comes to this, how can I retreat? I can't wait to grow a hundred hands and at the same time pump myself "let you talk more, let you talk more"...
It would be nice if I didn't tell Shen Jingyun about this, although I thought so in my heart, I said calmly: "You say, what do you want to be sure of?" ā
If he's going to chase me away, I'm wondering if I'd have to quickly change into my tracksuit, which would be more convenient.
But Shen Jingyun obviously didn't have as much thought as I did, he just looked at me with a look that I couldn't see through at all and said, "In your hallucination, you are still a baby, the baby being held, right?" Are you sure that your birth made so many people so happy? Are you sure the old man, those words were addressed to you? I mean, are you sure, the person who is surrounded in the center, not her? ā
What is the problem? I couldn't help but be stunned for a moment, she? Which one is she?
But I quickly reacted that Shen Jingyun should be talking about the girl in the painting, that is, the little girl I saw in my hallucination.
A nameless fire swayed in my heart, could it be that Shen Jingyun, he was saying that I had paranoia, and it should never be a person like me who was in the limelight, but the woman he was thinking about?
He must have thought that I had reversed my identity with her in the hallucination, she should be the one who was born to make everyone happy, and I, Lin Xiaoshuang, should be the status of a fire girl, which is in line with what Shen Jingyun thinks?
Thinking of this, I took the greatest courage in my life, raised the bag in my hand, smashed it on Shen Jingyun's face, and then opened the car door, turned around and was about to leave.
"Lin Xiaoshuang, are you sick?" And behind me, Shen Jingyun's angry voice came.
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