Chapter Forty-Three: His Heart Hurts
Unconsciously, Qin Jian and Shi Ling'er had already walked along the river twice, afraid that Shi Ling'er would be tired, so Qin Jian sat down by the river with her, for a day, although she was sitting with herself, and even snubbed Xiao Lang for a while, but Qin Jian still felt empty, and wanted to hold her in his arms, but in front of so many people, no!
Qin Jian was a little panicked in his heart, he had already decided to leave her, he had already decided to let her return to Xiao Lang's side, and he was determined to quit her, but he still missed her so much and wanted to have her.
Couldn't help it, after he couldn't sleep, he went to find her again, afraid of being disturbed by others, afraid that others would not see it well, so he took her out of the inn directly with light skills, walked for a while, found such a quiet river, and walked along the river with her for a while.
They didn't say much, they just kept silent, as if silence was the best communication.
"Xiao Ling ......"
"Brother Qin......" The two of them opened their mouths at the same time. Hearing the other party speak with him, he smiled embarrassedly, "You say it first!" ”
"You speak first!" Said in unison.
"When did Xiao Ling have such a tacit understanding with Brother Qin." Qin Jian pretended to be relaxed and said.
"Brother Qin, I'm ......, I haven't been with Xiao Lang well today, will he be angry?" Thinking that she had deliberately wanted to be angry with him repeatedly, Shi Ling'er had no bottom in her heart, and she had promised to cherish him in the future, but today she seemed to have been snubbing him.
"Maybe, but he doesn't dare to be angry with Xiao Ling, Xiao Ling can rest assured." Qin Jian also knew that Xiao Lang must be very angry today. But he knew that Xiao Lang would definitely swallow all this in his stomach, and he would not dare to make Xiao Ling angry easily.
"Brother Qin, I'm sorry, Xiao Ling decided to treat him well in the future, he may snub you, Brother Qin, don't be angry with Xiao Ling." Thinking of the promise in his dream and the purpose of his coming to this world, Shi Ling'er felt a little guilty in his heart, he had waited for him for so long, and now he had repeatedly endured himself, he should also treat him well.
"Good! Brother Qin respects your choice and tries not to disturb you in the future. But Xiaoling, can Brother Qin hug you again, just for a moment? It was as if I felt her tenderness again and hugged her one last time.
Shi Ling'er looked at Qin Jian and nodded lightly, just give him a little comfort, after all, Brother Qin loves himself so much, seeing Shi Ling'er nodding in agreement, Qin Jian excitedly stepped forward and hugged Shi Ling'er, hugged her tightly in his arms, felt her warmth, and felt her beauty. That's enough, after all, he once had this tenderness, and even if he dies now, he has no regrets.
"You ......" Seeing the two people hugging each other tightly, Xiao Lang was stunned, he just thought about whether Ling'er and Qin Jian were going for a walk or talking, he didn't expect that they were still talking about their feelings in a disconnected way, and ......
Suddenly, Xiao Lang felt so stupid, stupidly thinking that Ling'er still loved him, stupidly thinking that Qin Jian had fulfilled him and Ling'er very greatly, and even thanked him to Dade. But what did he see now? They actually carried their ...... on their backs, no wonder during the day, Ling'er kept rejecting themselves, no wonder Ling'er had to fight Qin Jian for everything, it turned out that they didn't break it! It's that I'm so stupid that I think they're really broken.
"Hahaha......" Xiao Lang looked up to the sky and laughed a few times, then turned to leave.
"Alang, listen to me." Shi Ling'er, who was hugging Qin Jian tightly, suddenly heard Xiao Lang's voice, her heart chuckled, and she sighed secretly! Hurriedly let go of Qin Jian and shouted at Xiao Lang, although it was night, she saw the injury in Xiao Lang's eyes, saw his self-deprecation, and his madness, and the loneliness and depression he turned to leave.
He must have misunderstood, what should I do? What to do? She just wanted to talk to Brother Qin, and Brother Qin just asked to hug her one last time, and had no other requests, and she had no other ideas, but all this happened to let him see it. How hurt he must have been!
I didn't hear her call him, no, maybe he couldn't hear him anymore, right? She hurt him so much, she sat with Qin Jian during the day, he didn't say anything, thinking that they were just talking or something, but now he knows that he was wrong, maybe they have never broken off, but he was blinded by happiness and couldn't see clearly, otherwise why didn't she want to be close to her until now, and even today she refused to live in a room with him, preferring to live in a room with a strange woman rather than live in a room with herself.
Wake up! How could she forgive herself and be with herself? Those may just comfort herself, but she was injured at the beginning, and she didn't want to feel sad, otherwise why did she choose to be with him and still be so close to that Qin Jian? Why would Qin Jian send them back to the Tiansheng Kingdom? It turns out that they haven't broken at all! What I saw was the scene of them hugging each other, so when they weren't on the ground just now, did they do anything more excessive? Thinking of this, Xiao Lang felt as if his heart had been cut by a knife, so painful.
"Aaron. You stop for me, Ah Lang, you wait for me, it's not what you see, it's really not ......" Seeing Xiao Lang walking in despair, Shi Ling'er felt very sad, she hurriedly chased after him, wanting to explain to him, she didn't want to look at him so sad and lost. His heart may not be able to withstand the hurt for a long time.
Originally, she came out today just to talk to Brother Qin about whether she was sorry for him in the past few days, but Brother Qin was also very disappointed, so she allowed Brother Qin to hug him for a while......
Finally heard her shout, Xiao Lang stopped, looked back, she chased after her, what else was she chasing after her? Wouldn't it be better to sober yourself up sooner? Why chase after it? "What else does Ling'er want to say?"
Xiao Lang said self-deprecatingly, what did she have to explain to herself? Not what you see? What would that look like? Do you still have to believe it?
"Alang, listen to me, it's really not like that! I'm just ...... Brother Qin and I" Seeing Xiao Lang stop, Shi Ling'er rushed over to hug him, crying and said, "Ah Lang, will you believe me again?" I'm really just telling Brother Qin today whether I snubbed you during the day, and whether you will be angry, as for Brother Qin holding me just to comfort me, really! In the future, I will treat Ah Lang well, and I will never make Ah Lang angry again. ”
Let Shi Ling'er hold herself, Xiao Lang didn't say anything for a long time, he still couldn't believe it, was what she said true? Was she just seeking Qin Jian's comfort? If you're just looking for comfort, then why can't you find yourself? Xiao Lang pulled away Shi Ling'er's hand holding him and walked forward, this pair of hands holding himself also hugged him just now, right? He was a little heartbroken now, and he didn't want to touch her hands anymore.