Chapter 620: The Last Tenderness
After the three of Su Mu led them to the viewing rooftop, the attendants of the empire left one after another in due time.
Only a pot of warm tea was left, which was set aside on a wooden table.
And with the departure of the waiters, the only thing left here is the three Su Mu, who have a complicated relationship.
This long-awaited reunion finally came here.
At this moment, Su Tong, who was the first to step into the rooftop, just leaned on the female wall on the edge of the rooftop, and looked at the vast city of the imperial capital and the tall city walls as far as the eye could see.
Not only did I not want to turn back, but I also didn't want to take the initiative to open my mouth here.
And Lu Xi beside Su Mu, although she really wanted to say something immediately, the trace of guilt in her heart that could not be extinguished finally made her lips lightly, but she did not make any sound.
But at the same time, just when the atmosphere between the three of them dropped to a certain freezing point again.
Today's Su Mu, even if he also has an unspeakable mood.
But for this embarrassment caused by himself, Su Mu could not let Su Tong and Lu Xi's troubles go after all, but had to choose to face it himself.
Therefore, it is also under the frosty moon and the clear sky, and it is also in the brightly lit viewing rooftop.
At this time, Su Mu was the first to open his mouth after all.
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"I come from a place far away, a place that is different from the continent of Pareroa, and even more difficult to touch than the abyss of the Brain Cave. ”
"I lived in that place for seventeen years, and like everyone around me, I lived quietly, uneventfully for seventeen years. Although I do have enough fantasies in my head. But in fact, in my life, I was once called a 'secondary disease' or a 'dead house'. ”
"So love has always been something that only exists in my fantasies. I have never really experienced such emotions, nor have I personally experienced the management of such emotions. ”
Regarding Su Mu's true origin, Su Tong and Lu Xi in front of them are obviously the only two people in this world who have witnessed it from Su Mu's mouth.
Therefore, today's Su Mu does not deliberately avoid this point at all.
On the contrary, he completely exposed his heart, and directly presented all the slightest thoughts in his heart clearly.
"So when I came to the continent of Parryloa, I wanted to travel the whole world and go to the abyss of the brain hole to find out...... At the same time, I have an uneasy mood and want to find something called 'love' in this world. ”
"As it turned out, I managed to find what I called love. ”
"Whether it's the bright eyes that I once glimpsed, or the weak girl I want to try to protect, what you inadvertently bring to me is the most precious gain I have in this world. ”
Speaking of this, Su Mu finally calmed down slowly.
No more embarrassment and hesitation, no longer at a loss because of your own guilt.
Instead, with a frank and direct attitude, he peeled off the door of his heart for self-protection layer by layer, and completely put his heart in front of Su Tong and Lu Xi.
"Before the decisive battle at the border fortress, I actually told Lu Xi...... Neither she nor you are at fault, and there is no need to feel guilty about it. ”
"All the mistakes were made by me. ”
"I got two feelings at the same time, but I couldn't treat these two too good feelings at all, so no matter what the end ended up with, it was just my own fault. ”
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As Su Mu spoke, he turned to look at the wooden table beside him, and gently picked up the hot tea on the wooden table, and then slowly poured a full cup for each of the three of them.
Then he gently pulled the chair next to the wooden table away, and while inviting Lu Xi and Su Tong to sit down with his actions, he also summarized in a warm tone:
"So, whatever your opinion you will have on this matter, I would at least like that...... The bond you both have will not be destroyed by this incident. ”
"The only thing I can explain is that no matter what kind of relationship it is, I don't want to have fun, so no matter what kind of relationship, I respect any choice you make. ”
"What choices you will make now and in the future, and what we have agreed to do now...... At least at this moment, I hope that the three of us can be honest with each other, and show the truest feelings in our hearts without scruples. ”
"If there must be a sinner, no matter what sins and punishments I will face, I will be alone to bear this responsibility that belongs to me. ”
"But whether it's Lu Xi or Tong'er, I only want you to ...... To be able to exist in this world for a better time!"
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Su Mu's above confession is actually the only support that Su Mu can give to the two girls now.
From the moment he and Lu Xi really tore apart each other's hearts, Su Mu didn't think about it...... Be sure to give up one of these emotions and return to the way you were at the beginning!
But in fact, Su Mu, who had such thoughts, still underestimated the power of that emotion.
The reason why it is called love has been the eternal theme of human beings since ancient times, and it has long been clearly explained...... The stubbornness that is not at all transferred by reason.
Although Su Mu is from modern society, he has been deeply rooted in his single-mindedness about love from the beginning, and it is indeed after accepting Su Tong's emotions that he has consciously avoided the throbbing of Lu Xi.
But this trip to the abyss was extremely unexpected and seemed so inevitable after all, and it completely tore apart Su Mu's ridiculous lies.
In front of those who live and die, in that desperate space.
The emotions between Su Mu and Lu Xi that had already been involved with each other finally broke through all the obstacles, and they broke out in the abandoned world so brilliantly.
So today's Su Mu can't make a choice at all.
Whether it is a high-sounding abandonment of any emotion, it is actually a trampling on Lu Xi or Su Tong's sincerity.
Therefore, the only thing Su Mu can do is actually do something like what he is doing now:
clearly showed his heart in front of Lu Xi and Su Tong, and then completely handed over the ruling power of the two heavy feelings to the two girls he loved.
This is today's Su Mu...... The only last tenderness he could make!