Chapter 210: Nightmare
Hearing Shen Jiangtao's words, Li Wei seemed to be very sensitive, suddenly stopped, looked at Shen Jiangtao with fear in his eyes and asked, "Do you also think I'm strange?" ”
At this time, Li Wei and Li Wei just now were completely different, Shen Jiangtao's pupils contracted and stared at Li Wei, and the whole person's thinking was like being occupied by another person, completely losing the appearance just now.
"No, I just think that Li Ling's face is real...... Well...... Some of them are not worthy of you, how could the professor take a fancy to her, this makes me a little puzzled. "For Li Ling and Shen Jiangtao, at first glance, I thought I was already the mother of several children. And Li Wei is a person who cares about the appearance of ugliness, if his appearance can't attract him, no matter how beautiful his heart is, he can't choose to be a wife.
Li Wei's head began to hurt, he held his head in both hands, and put his five fingers into his hair and pulled hard, "I don't know why, I know that I can't like her, but in my dreams she keeps appearing......"
Shen Jiangtao thought for a moment and asked, "Is it the dream you had when you held the hand of star fruit?" ”
"Yes!" Li Wei looked at Shen Jiangtao with wide eyes, and then said: "That was the first time I dreamed of her, and that dream was so real, real as if I had experienced it in reality." ”
"A nightmare?" Shen Jiangtao speculated according to the scene described by the star fruit at that time.
"It's indeed a nightmare, there are a lot of bloody things in the dream, I've never seen them before......" said, Li Wei's face changed miserably, and the whole person began to tremble, if it weren't for Shen Jiangtao in front of him, he wouldn't have the courage to recall these at all, and then said with palpitations:
"This thing keeps chasing me, wants to marry me, he has a lot of confidence, he wants me to get married, if I don't agree, he wants to turn me into something exactly like them, but the person who married me is actually a person covered in blood, missing a nose and hollow eyes......" Li Wei clenched his scalp with ten fingers, scratching constantly, looking painful.
"So at that time you would clasp the hand of star fruit and yell at you not to get married?" Shen Jiangtao asked.
"Yes, that was the first time I dreamed, and then I did it ......every half a month or a month," after recalling, his mood eased a little, and he rubbed his temples with his hands and said slowly.
"What does this have to do with Li Ling?" Shen Jiangtao was puzzled.
"That's because the person who was covered in blood in the dream and married me was actually constantly changing in the dream after that, and in the process of his change, one of the faces was Li Ling......" At this time, Li Wei's eyes showed a trace of sweet tenderness.
"At that time, she was very beautiful, just ......like a fairy in the sky" At this moment, the fear on Li Wei's face disappeared completely, and the whole person was immersed in the fairy world, judging from the tenderness emanating from that eye, it was obvious that he loved this fairy in his dream very much.
"What does this have to do with getting married?" Shen Jiangtao asked if he had stirred up his fairy dream.
"She said that if I don't marry Li Ling, she will disappear from my dreams forever, and from now on I will marry those terrible things in my dreams, not to mention those terrible things, for some reason, since then, I can't do without this fairy...... So I can't lose her, I can't lose her. ”
Li Wei's eyes showed nervousness, for fear of losing her, and it could be seen that he had reached the point where he could not let go of the so-called fairy Li Ling.
After a while, Li Wei turned back as if his personality had changed, "Actually, I have two selves in my heart, one is very clear about what I want, and the other is more and more unaware of what I want. Saying that, Li Wei shook his head heavily, and said: "Actually, Li Ling has never changed, and even her condition is getting worse and worse, when I am sober, I can't believe that I actually married her." ”
As he spoke, Li Wei began to change again, and said: "But now Li Ling is becoming more and more like Li Ling in her dreams, she is becoming more and more beautiful, so that I don't want to leave her in my life." Li Wei was dazed and said at a loss.
"As you mean ......"
"When the two of us are alone, Li Ling will completely become a fairy in my dreams, and it will become more and more difficult for me to control my emotions, I can't leave her, I love her deeply." Li Wei's eyes showed a strong love, and then he turned around again, replaced by an uneasy color, and blurted out:
"I know that none of this is true, but I don't know why I can't extricate myself from it, and now I don't know when it's true and when it's false, Shen Jiangtao, you tell me, what should I do now? Zhang Zhiguo didn't see any problems, but I just ......," he said, shoving his ten fingers into his hair again, struggling in pain.
"Then can you tell if you love her or not?"
"I don't know! I hate her...... It can be said that I am very disgusted with the reality of Li Ling, but I can't resist Li Ling in the dream, I am afraid that she will disappear, I am afraid of those monsters, in many cases, I will intentionally hypnotize myself, let the dream come true, I am afraid that if one day I lose myself, I can't tell what is real and what is illusion! Li Wei frantically tore his hair and struggled in pain.
"Professor Li, apart from dreams and emaciation, do you have any other discomfort or symptoms such as tiredness?" Shen Jiangtao looked at the struggling Li Wei and asked again.
Li Wei stopped scratching his head, his eyes showed a blank look, "Regarding this, I am also very strange, since I got married, Li Ling did not move here with me, but in Vietnam, at the beginning I went to see her during the holidays, and now I can't wait for the holidays and I want to go a few times." ”
Li Wei thought about it, and didn't know how to say it, Shen Jiangtao carefully observed on the side, did not urge him, and after thinking for a long time, he spoke again: "Actually, when I first got married, I always felt that there was something wrong with my body, or something unspeakably wrong, this feeling was not obvious at the beginning, but the more I went on, the stronger this feeling became." ”
"No matter what I do in Qing'an City now, I feel that something is wrong with my body, I have no energy to do things, I feel uncomfortable with headache and fever at every turn, in addition to these, I also found a lot of strange diseases, in short, anything will happen inadvertently, I went to the hospital and checked it repeatedly, but I couldn't find any problems, I asked Zhang Zhiguo, Zhang Zhiguo couldn't see that there was a feng shui problem on his body."
After thinking about it, Li Wei continued: "It's strange to say, when I returned to Vietnam, these strange symptoms on my body disappeared immediately, and I suddenly felt nothing, if there was no old age here, I'm afraid I would have left here a long time ago, I really want to live in Vietnam forever." ”