Gu Huizhu saw that Gu Bao'er's eyes were getting brighter and brighter, as if she knew what she was thinking, and said, "You are not bad, it's just that the living environment is different from the young ladies who grew up in Yuecheng." When it comes to cooking, I'm afraid you're a thousand times better than them. As for what happened before, it's not your fault at all, you're just misled, you're a victim. ”

That's right, Gu Bao'er finally understood a little, who was born to know everything, she didn't kill people and set fires, she just wore the wrong clothes and didn't go to the ball. She didn't live in Yuecheng since she was a child, and it was normal to not understand, so what was wrong with this.

Oops, I regret it, she was scared for that incident for two years, and she was so inferior that she couldn't lift her head, thinking that she was inferior everywhere.

Gu Huizhu said: "Sister Bao'er, I have written this poem and sent it to you, I hope it can bring you courage and help you regain your confidence at all times." ”

Gu Bao'er nodded heavily: "Well, okay, I know!" Thank you so much, Huizhu! ”

Then I thought of Adjutant Lin again, and this time Gu Bao'er finally had the courage to bring it up: "Huizhu, I like Adjutant Lin, you say, can I pursue him?" ”

Gu Huizhu asked with a smile: "So, you want to choose independent marriage?" ”

Gu Bao'er thought in her heart, but she still planned to listen to Gu Huizhu's opinion: "What do you say?" ”

Persuade Gu Bao'er to be confident, Gu Huizhu is easier to speak, but independent marriage, as a woman in the new era, she must be infinitely supportive, and she is pursuing autonomy.

It's just Gu Bao'er, does she really have the courage and ability to compete with the old feudal customs?

Just now, he said all his opinions like pouring beans from a bamboo tube, and now after calming down, he couldn't help but worry that he would say too many mistakes, but it would hurt Gu Bao'er.

Gu Bao'er saw that Gu Huizhu's brows were tightly knit and she didn't speak, so she asked, "What's wrong?" ”

"Uh......" Gu Huizhu frowned slightly, "I don't know what to say, after all, everyone's statement can only represent a personal point of view, and can only be used as reference material, and the person who ultimately decides is yourself." Just like a pony crossing a river, the cow will say that the river is shallow, but the squirrel will say that the river can drown everyone, but in fact, whether the water is deep or shallow, you must step on it yourself to know.

If you ask me now, of course I will encourage the pursuit of independent marriage, but you also know my situation, my current happiness and marriage are all on my own to withstand the pressure of being locked up and even beaten, and I have been fighting to the end, and you have seen this process. I carried it down and lived a happy life, so, do you have the confidence that you will persist like me? ”

Gu Bao'er lowered her head and was silent, she wanted to say, she didn't know.

Gu Huizhu asked, "What are your scruples?" ”

Gu Bao'er took a deep breath and said, "I'm not a scruple, I'm a ...... I really want to be like you and try to live for myself, but the unknown future really makes me panic. I like Adjutant Lin, but if it is known that my pursuit is fruitless, it will be difficult to remarry. I don't want to be seventy-one or eighty-one to see Rulai, and I don't want to be completely at the mercy of the arrangement. ”

After speaking, Gu Bao'er looked at Gu Huizhu embarrassedly, "Am I very contradictory?" ”

Gu Huizhu shook his head with a smile: "It's not contradictory, this is an idea that many people will have." Not long after the founding of the People's Republic of China, there were both remnants of conservative ideas and the import of crooked culture, and it was normal for us to have ideological contradictions. ”

"So what should I do?"