So Si Yuesheng didn't even do watering the flowers. I just planned to take a stroll in the garden, just like this, it was another morning, but this morning, Bai Ye did not come back. The student went to Yu Gang's place again, wanting to ask Yu Gang if he had contacted Bai Ye in the morning. The student walked over to Yu Gang, who was fiddling with flowers and plants in his yard. Business in the shop is business as usual these days. Don't worry about Yu Gang, how bother. Moreover, Bai Ye had already canceled Yu Gang's military affairs in the army, and asked him to follow Si Yuesheng in the future. That's why Yu Gang is so idle now.

Si Yuesheng looked at Yu Gang who was concentrating, and couldn't bear to disturb him, but forced by Si Yuesheng's thoughts about Bai Ye, Si Yuesheng knocked on the door in embarrassment.

"Madame, you're here."

"I just wanted to ask you ......"

"It's all right, ma'am, you ask."

"Have you seen Bai Ye in the morning, or has Bai Ye asked someone to bring you a message?"

"I still wonder why Madame didn't ask me to go out and explain to General Bai Yan? Could it be that the general has never returned? ”

"No ......"

"He hasn't sent me a letter, and I haven't seen him, well, I've spent the whole morning in this yard."

"Okay, then you get busy first, I'll trouble you."

"Otherwise, I'll go out and look for him?"

"No need, if you get him back, he may be more upset, let him come back after he is out and down, so that he can listen to my explanation."

"Madam, you relax first, he will come back naturally"

"Well, I know, don't worry about me."

"Yu Gang, you should be busy first. I'll go back first. ”

"Yes, ma'am, you go slowly."

Yu Gang saw that Si Yuesheng's face was very pale, and he knew that Si Yuesheng must have not slept all night yesterday just to wait for Bai Ye, but the husband and wife quarreled, the head of the bed quarreled and the end of the bed. Why did Bai Ye make such a big fuss this time.

Si Yuesheng didn't know how she got out of Yu Gang's yard, she felt like she had no soul now, like a corpse, wandering towards her yard. The servants in the house greeted her, and she responded to them as if she didn't feel anything, just instinctively.

Si Yuesheng finally wandered to her room, she suddenly squatted down, covered her face and cried.

Si Yuesheng really didn't know what to do, it seemed that she had returned to her previous life, a life of helplessness, feeling like a drowning person, helpless, with nothing to grasp. But this feeling seems to be more painful than in the previous life, it is Bai Ye who makes herself dependent on her, gives herself a sense of security, and allows herself to have someone to rely on, but now, Bai Ye has personally withdrawn this sense of security from her.

Maybe no one else will feel this pain, but he is a person who has died once, and this pain is even more terrible than death, matter, when you have become dependent on a person, but suddenly one day, you become indifferent to him, and suddenly all the warmth is withdrawn from him, and her heart is like being stolen. There is only a hole in the heart, and how painful it is. If he had known that this was the result, then he might as well not give himself warmth and security at the beginning. Isn't it cruel to yourself now that you are doing this to yourself? Won't his heart hurt? Won't he consider considering me? This made Si Yuesheng very chilled.