Chapter 18: The Man Who Committed Suicide

Before Qin Ming contacted Chen Dacheng, he actually contacted Zhang Yaolong's parents, but he gained little.

Just listen to his parents, Zhang Yaolong's personality has changed very obviously, he used to be a very cheerful person, but since last year, even if he returns home, he will show a depressed appearance.

When asked him what happened, he never said much, and it wasn't until Zhang Yaolong jumped off the building and died that they learned that their son was suffering from depression.

Zhang Yaolong's mother can't stand the blow of Zhao Yaolong's suicide and is still hospitalized for observation.

Qin Ming was on the phone with Zhang Yaolong's father.

However, he was not surprised that he had learned nothing, because it was the same even if it was him.

When I encounter difficulties, I will find ways to solve them if I can solve them or those that I can't, and I will not talk about my negative emotions, or those bad things and bad experiences with my family.

Whether you don't want your family to worry, or whether you learn to resist when you grow up, in short, most people will choose to do this.

So compared with Zhao Yaolong's parents, he has more expectations for Chen Dacheng.

Because many people have difficulties, they don't talk to their parents, but they will talk to friends.

"Mr. Chen, as far as I know, Zhang Yaolong and you should be best friends.

When you were in high school, you had a very good relationship, and then you worked as colleagues, including the house that Zhang Yaolong bought in Heyuan City, which you recommended to him.

Is that so? ”

"Well, Dalong and I are indeed best friends. But I don't know, what do you want to know?

I've already told your people before that Dalong committed suicide because he was so depressed that he couldn't think about it.

It's not a murder like a vendetta with someone.

You should have checked it, right? In the past two years, there have not been many people walking around with Dalong.

There are only a handful of people in total. ”

"Mr. Chen." Qin Ming opened his mouth to interrupt Chen Dacheng's words, and then corrected:

"I didn't come to you to ask Zhang Yaolong who he had a conflict with, or even who he had a grudge with, these are not issues I care about."

"Then what are you looking for from me?"

"Just one thing.

I want to know what Zhang Yaolong experienced before committing suicide. ”

Chen Dacheng looked at Qin Ming with some suspicion, obviously he didn't understand Qin Ming's question, or even didn't know it.

He thought for a moment and asked uncertainly:

"Do you want to know, why did Dalong commit suicide?

I also told your people about this, Dalong is because of depression.

I think you all know that people who are sick will always be in extreme pain of gaining and losing.

Either recover or die.

Dalong undoubtedly belongs to the latter......

As a friend, I also blame myself for this, because I failed to enlighten him in time and help him get out of this kind of problem in time.

That's why there is such a tragedy. ”

As Chen Dacheng spoke, not only his eyes became red, but even his voice became choked.

"How did Zhang Yaolong suffer from depression?"

"Maybe it's because he's so kind."

Chen Dacheng's face showed a sarcastic smile, which was also incompatible with the sadness he had shown before.

"It's the first time I've heard that kindness can cause depression."

Qin Ming also smiled when he heard this.

"Do you think I'm joking with you?"

Chen Dacheng looked a little angry at Qin Ming's smile, as if it had stimulated him.

"Isn't it?" Qin Ming asked rhetorically.

"Of course not.

If you have investigated Dalong, then you should know that Dalong's reputation in the company, no matter what he does, he is a reserved business, and no matter what he does, he will give priority to others.

His kindness is really the kind of kindness that doesn't ask for anything in return, but there is no way, this society is so dark.

Kind people will not be respected, but will become the object of venting.

Just like the farmer and the snake, the farmer uses his body temperature to warm the snake that is about to freeze, but when the snake wakes up, he is going to die.

But you know that the murderer is a snake, but can you punish it with the law?

It can't be, right?

So is it any difference whether he was murdered or committed suicide?

Maybe it's a difference for you, but is it for him?

Is there a friend of mine for his family?

Not at all. ”

The more Chen Dacheng spoke, the more angry he became, Qin Ming could hear it, and the other party obviously had something to say.

"Who is the snake?"

"All of us." Chen Dacheng showed that sarcastic smile again.

"Mr. Chen, even if you have time to go around in circles with me, I'm sorry I didn't!"

Qin Ming lowered his face, stared at Chen Dacheng's eyes, and then said in a commanding tone:

"I hope you can tell me clearly about Zhang Yaolong's suicide. If there is a misjudgment or something unclear, I will definitely find a way to help.

That's why I came to you. ”

After Zhang Yaolong and Qin Ming looked at each other for a moment, he lowered his head a little, and with some trembling, he took out a cigarette from the cigarette case and put it on his mouth.

After igniting it, he sucked it silently.

In the process, Qin Ming could really feel the sadness from Chen Dacheng's heart.

And, of course, there is a kind of anger.

Qin Ming didn't speak, just watched Chen Dacheng finish smoking a cigarette.

"Dalong is a person with a big brain, I used to like it very much, and then I thought I would try it myself, so I wrote it as a hobby.

As a result, he didn't expect that there were really people who liked his works, which also gave him great motivation.

But writing a book is, to put it bluntly, an author's state of mind. and the author's interest at the time.

He didn't make much money after he finished the book, but he was happy because he told me that he had met a lot of like-minded friends.

However, because he was writing horror at the time, in order to ensure the state of writing, he always had to wait until the dead of night to write, and he had to stay up late every night after work.

And there must always be that urgency and that kind of depression in my heart.

So after writing his first book, he felt a little tired and wanted to write something else, but his readers, whom he regarded as like-minded friends, wanted him to write another one.

He was a person who couldn't help but boast, so he felt that he had repaid their support at that time, so he opened another book.

However, one is written, and one is written, and one is still written.

Gradually, he discovered that writing was no longer a hobby, but a responsibility, a pressure.

He had to think of a reason, to ask for leave, to beg for forgiveness from his friends.

Because of staying up late for a long time, his body couldn't hold on, and his immunity was extremely reduced, which also made him realize that he couldn't be like this.

So he wanted to try to write something new, to try to add something new.

However, he was sprayed by his friends.

Hearing this, you may think that this is nothing, isn't the network anchor also scolded? Aren't those celebrities also scolded, why can't Dalong stand it?

Because he has always regarded those who scolded him as friends and people who knew him best.

Being sprayed by friends, misunderstood by friends, and being viciously spoken of by friends is what he can't stand the most.

But there are so many keyboard warriors, and the law can't control them, so they are unscrupulous.

Dacheng has been writing for so many years, insisting on writing the same genre, and has been scolded for eating the old book.

Try to write a new genre and be sprayed with garbage.

If you change it back, you will be scolded for Jiang Lang's exhaustion, and you can't go on and come back.

He wants to pretend he can't see, but can he not see?

If you delete their attacks, they will also accuse you of having a bad character.

When you respond to them, there will be people who will lead the rhythm and say that he is a glass heart.

Others don't care, but he cares a lot, and the reason why he cares is because he cares about it.

He values those people, he values what he creates, he can't get out, he can't let go, he doesn't want to work hard for so long, and the result is such an ending.

So he's not depressed, who's depressed?

He doesn't kill himself, who kills himself?

So he's just a fool, what do you get for suicide? In exchange for the self-reproach of the trolls who attacked him? Or can it be exchanged for anyone's regret or guilt?

Neither.

Even if he was dead, he didn't dare to let anyone know.

Because, someone will scold him, why don't you finish writing and then die.

Fortunately, he can't hear what others say now. ”

When Chen Dacheng said this, he suddenly asked Qin Ming:

"You said you could help me, but please put all those who are at large and put them in jail. Can you do it? ”

"I'm sorry, I can't." Qin Ming shook his head and replied very affirmatively:

"I sympathize with Zhang Yaolong's experience, but more than these, I want to know if Zhang Yaolong told you before he committed suicide that something weird had happened around him.

Like a ghost or something? ”

"I think you're just hilarious!"

When Zhang Yaolong heard Qin Ming's question, he got up directly from the sofa, then snorted coldly and turned to leave.